To Have and to Hold……

 

Three days before the wedding, Isabel was outside the Crashdown waiting for it to open. She paced back and forth, frowning when Maria finally opened the doors.

“Good morning.” Maria said pleasantly.

Isabel pushed inside, her phone in hand, highly agitated. “Don't you open at 6:30 ? It's 6:42 . I'm gonna need a poppy-seed bagel, cream cheese, Tabasco , and a lot of coffee.” Isabel took a seat. “Oh, my god, where is that phone number?” Isabel connected as Maria put down a coffee cup and filled it along with a bottle of Tabasco . Isabel barely noticed. “Yeah, hi. Is this Zippy Print in Dallas ? My name is Isabel Evans. I ordered 150 wedding place cards last week. Right. Well, they were supposed to be overnighted to me yesterday. So where are they?” Isabel listened for a moment, and then sighed. “Look, buddy, your labor problems are not my labor problems. What's your name?” The poor man actually answered her. “All right, Ed, I'd like to speak to your manager.”

Maria walked away, but kept turning back just to keep an eye on Isabel as she set up her marriage headquarters in the Crashdown, wheeling and dealing, threatening and screaming into her cell phone for the entire day.

“Is she okay?” Liz asked in alarm.

“You want to go over there?” Maria asked.

“Um, no. I have to work here … pressed into servitude. You … you, my dad pays well. You take her.”

Maria glanced at her watch. “Well, he gets me only for a couple more hours, and then I need to get to my ten a.m. class. I’ll be back after school.”

Liz sighed dramatically. “Three of my classes were cancelled for end of the quarter project reviews and reading days. Why me?”

“Just born lucky?” Maria smiled. “Talking about lucky, my mom is on her way home today! She’s taking a four day holiday to be here over the wedding, and soon as the bouquet is tossed, and she makes sure I don’t catch it, she’s off to Texas on a special buying tour for her new shop. This is Sean’s first time running the new shop alone.”

“How’s he doing?”

“Good. He’s dating three girls at once. Mom says their customers love him, and just come back endlessly. The clients love him. It’s that charisma thing.”

Liz had to agree. “He really is very charming.” She was quiet for a moment thinking about her history with Sean. “He is your cousin,” she pointed out.

“That he is, but we’re not supposed to talk about that.” Liz laughed as Maria made a face. “Yeah, my mom said she’d be down for the wedding, but I think she’s feeling the need to kick some manager’s butt in the store here. She has it up for sale.”

“Really? I thought she was going to run one, and eventually Sean was coming here to take over this one.”

Santa Fe .”

Santa Fe ? What’s there?”

“The new store Mom and Sean are looking at. She wants out of the alien business, and the artist gallery and shop is going so well, now she’s looking at Santa Fe .”

Liz looked over as Michael came through the door in his guard uniform. He was yawning, and didn’t seem to notice Isabel, though Isabel was on the phone and hardly gave him a glance.

“Are Isabel and Michael still fighting?”

Maria turned at Michael’s name, and smiled at him. “No. They’re good. Spaceboy was a good boy, and he decided to put away his feelings and let this be about Isabel.”

“Wish Max would do the same. He hasn’t spoken to Isabel since he got back from L.A.

“Hmm. Want me to have Michael take him down?”

Liz laughed. “How about just talk to him.”

“Hmm. Right.” Maria took a menu and coffee and went to intercept Michael. “Morning!”

“Thank god! Coffee.” Michael kissed Maria’s cheek and then sat back to watch as the black liquid poured into his cup wishing the cup was bigger.

“Tiring night?”

“Long.”

Maria rubbed the top on his shoulder as his one arm went around her waist. “I told you we didn’t have to go to the movies and out to eat. You could’ve taken the time to sleep before work.” Michael shrugged. Between his evening shifts at the Crashdown, school and Meta-Chem, he only had from ten in the evening to two in the morning to practice on dating Maria. He couldn’t afford to sleep away his time.

“I’ll survive. Quick breakfast, and if I hurry I might get almost two hours of sleep before you wake me up for our ten o’clock class.”

“You’re going?”

“Yeah. Better. I dumped three of the classes lately.” Michael rubbed the back of his neck. “What’s due?”

“Test.”

“Oh damn! Over what?”

“I’ll get you the notes. You can scan them as light reading before you crash.” Maria glanced at the door as the other members of Michael’s grave shift crew walked in. ‘Maria!’ they all called in unison. “Boys are here. I’ll go have the cook slaughter a pig.” Maria kissed the top of Michael’s head, but then suddenly leaned down and kissed him softly on the mouth. “And I need you to take care of the Max talking to Isabel situation.”

“Maria, I need sleep.”

The guys all scooted into their usual places. “I know. Look we have a break from eleven to two. You take care of that, and I’ll take care of you. Nap at lunch time, and I’ll even give you a back rub.”

Michael was so damn tired, he’d agree to anything as long as his reward was a damn bed. “Okay. That and a few slices of pizza.”

“Agreed,” Maria turned to the others. “I already set up your coffee cups, guys. I’ll bring more coffee over in a minute, plus your orange juice and waters. Did anyone want anything different, or is it the usual?” Maria took a minute to make note of changes in menu and quickly went to put the order up. The sooner Michael ate, the sooner he could get home to sleep.

Steve lifted an inquisitive eyebrow at Michael. “She’s going to take care of you? A nap and a backrub?” Steve smiled. “That sounds promising.”

“Is she going to leave the uniform on while she does it?” Fly asked, his brain working on the picture. Monk elbowed him hard. Luckily Michael was too tired to comment.

Steve ignored Fly too. “It looks encouraging, Mike. You ask her to be your date to the wedding yet?”

“No. She assumes we’re going together, and she’s right.”

“Cheryl said that it doesn’t matter. You still need to formally ask her. Even if she thinks it’s the same, if you ask … it’s not. It starts her thinking about you differently.”

Michael groaned. “I’ll add it to my growing list. Talk to Max. Ask Maria formally to be my date to the wedding. Sleep...” Michael put his head down on the table to rest, and when Maria came back, she passed out things to the others, her one hand coming to rest on the back on Michael’s head, her fingers stroking his neck. They all beamed at her.

 

~~~

 

Michael closed his apartment door and almost ran into Max leaving the bathroom. “Hey.”

“How was work?”

“Breakfast was better because work is over, and now I can sleep.”

“I’m through in the bathroom if you need it. I think there’s still hot water.”

Michael nodded. Good idea. Hot shower, and then he was going collapse on the bed. “Thanks.” Michael went to go into the bathroom, but stopped. “Hey, Maxwell …”

Max turned and waited.

“About Isabel …”

“I’m not talking about this.”

Michael shrugged. “Yeah, that’s fine. I really don’t want to talk about it either. That would cut into my precious little rest time. So you can just listen.” Michael rubbed the back of his neck, and sighed too tired to do this. “You miss your sister’s wedding; you’ll never come back from that.”

Michael shut the bathroom door. Turning on the shower, he sighed. There he did his duty. God, his life was so much easier before he became this talky, talky touchy feely guy.

 

~~~

 

Michael groaned as he felt the tension leave his back. Maria was quietly talking to him, his stomach was full of almost an entire pizza, and he almost had three hours of time in which to sleep.

“You need to do something about your work schedule.” Maria told him.

“I know. I’m trying to save money for our move. Graduation is just over six months away, Maria.”

“I know.” Maria’s hands moved over his skin as she stared at his back. He had a wonderful back. It was firm, his skin was clear, and it felt good beneath her fingertips. “I also think that you can’t keep running on nothing. We’ll talk again when you’re not falling asleep under my hands.”

“I love your hands,” he said not really hearing what he was saying as his mind shut down. “I love you.”

Maria laughed at his sleepy voice already gone as he slipped into sleep. “I love you too.” Slowly getting off him, she pulled a cover up over him, and her hand moved slowly down his back, stroking his skin. Staring at his sleeping face, she was always caught by how young and innocent he looked when he was asleep. Her eyes stared at the long lashes on his cheek. Reaching down, she nuzzled his skin breathing in his smell before kissing his lax mouth softly. She left him to sleep.

For once, Michael was too tired to dream, which was a pity since he was working on a nice series of fantasy dreams of Maria as Jeannie, and him as Major Nelson.

 

~~~

 

“How long as she been here?” Michael asked Maria as he put another finished order up in the window. Maria took it on her side and finished the order.

“According to Liz … all day.” Maria glanced over at Isabel. “It’s not going well, and now she only has two days.”

“What’s wrong?”

“From what I can gather. Everything. The printers, the floral arrangements, the dress, the entire reception … basically, anything that could be wrong, is wrong.”

Michael glanced over at Isabel and shook his head. He didn’t have the power to help her, and this was totally out of his area of expertise. The better part of valor was to retreat to safety. “I need to get some sleep before my next shift tonight. You mind if I cancel on you after work?”

“No. That is fine. I’d rather you slept anyway. You need it.”

“I do. This is my last shift until after the wedding, so I can do some catch up then. Is Mom home?”

“Yep. Called as soon as she hit Roswell . She went to the store, and hasn’t reappeared. All I get when I talk to her is lots of rants over her manager.”

Michael breathed easier. At least something was normal.

Maria started to move away, but Michael remembered something on his list. “Whoa, don’t go.”

“My order is getting cold.”

“Okay, go drop it and come around. I need to ask you something.”

Maria smiled at him cheekily as she picked up her orders. “The answer is yes!”

Did she read his mind? “What?”

“You know … am I the most beautiful woman you know … the answer is definitely yes!”

Michael smirked when she went off. Going back to the grill, he punished the burgers taking out his anxiety over asking Maria to the wedding.

When Maria walked into the kitchen, she was sucking on a vanilla shake. Michael quickly wiped his hands and pushed her out of the kitchen. He was not going to ask her out over a grease pit. Taking her shake, he took a drink to fortify himself.

“So whassup?”

“Go to the wedding as my date.” Michael said quickly making it more a command than a request.

Maria frowned. “I’m sorry. Maybe it was a bit presumptuous of me, but I thought we were going together.”

“It was, and we are.” Michael took a calming breath, needing to do this right. “I just wanted to ask you formally, you know since I screwed up the Prom last year, and I wanted to get you something to match your dress. That sort of thing.”

“Oh.” Maria was taken aback. She searched his face, and for some reason she felt … shy. Laughing at herself, she shook her head in mirth at her own reaction. “I’d love to go with you.”

 

~~~

 

The Crashdown was closing, and Maria already sent Michael home to sleep. Liz and Maria were doing the final end of night breakdown and clearing as Isabel still sat at a booth on the phone.

“Good night.” Maria said to the last customer as she closed and locked the door.

“Well, I ordered the floral arrangements three days ago. I still need them here by Friday.” Isabel made a face at the phone obviously not liking the response she was getting. “No, I don't want a refund, I want them here on time or else. Trust me, you don't want to know what that means. Flowers. Friday. Or else.” She disconnected. Groaning, she sunk her tired head in her hands.

“More pie?” Liz asked gently.

Isabel peered at Liz and Maria through her fingers. “No. Liz, thank you. I'm sorry for being such a bitch today.”

“No, just don't even worry about it. I don't even know what I would be like three days before my wedding.” Liz confessed, almost positive that Isabel was much more composed.

Maria made a snorting noise. “How 'bout me? The thought of marriage or even dating make me break out in hives.”

Liz laughed at Maria’s quip, then sighed, actually thinking the entire wedding, Isabel’s parents disagreement, and the trouble Isabel had with the boys was … well, it was romantic. “Well, I mean, are you? Are you nervous at all? Not about the wedding, but about, you know, getting married? It's for the rest of your life.”

“Honestly, no.” Isabel smiled. That was the only thing that was going right. How she felt. Isabel sighed wishing it could be easier though.

Maria heard the sigh. “You're that sure?”

“I guess I am.” Isabel sat back resting as Maria and Liz piled into the booth on the other side. Her bridesmaids, and the closest thing she had to girlfriends. It was nice that they were going to take the time to talk to her. No one else was.

“Hmm. I really respect that.” Maria admitted. She couldn’t imagine herself ever being that sure.

Isabel laughed at the look on Maria’s face. “Thanks.”

Isabel searched Maria’s face. She knew that Liz and Max considered themselves in love, and she couldn’t imagine marriage not being a goal in their relationship. Then there was Michael and Maria. Everyone … everyone except Maria seemed to realize how Michael felt. Or maybe it was easy for her and Max to know since they watched Michael give up his dream of going home for Maria. There was little doubt how Michael felt after that. Isabel felt the need to test the waters.

“Maria, say hypothetically you were to marry … say Michael, how do you see that day? I mean would you be nervous?”

“Hypothetically?” Maria pondered. Her face clouded as she imagined Michael as married, and trying to put another woman there, she couldn’t. She couldn’t image a life without Michael. It wasn’t just marriage, it was everything. Children. Maria smiled slightly imagining little Michaels all about the place, the look on their faces as they slept so much like their father’s, the sweep of their lashes on their cheeks, and …Maria shook her head to clear it. The other two girls watched her, enchanted by the soft loving expression that moved over her face. “I think it would be …” Maria couldn’t find words. She could never imagine being unsure of Michael in anything.

Liz quickly came to Maria’s rescue. “Oh, god, I know. Could you imagine? What if I had to marry Max?”

Grateful for the save, Maria was happy to ponder a Max and Liz marriage. Isabel listened as Liz and Maria's voices faded away. Isabel saw herself standing near giant windows with curtains billowing in the wind. A man walked up to her, and they kissed. She startled awake suddenly.

Liz and Maria saw Isabel reaction, and frowning Liz asked, “Are you ok?”

Isabel quickly smiled shaking off the strange dream. “Yeah, I'm ...Fine. I'm fine.”

 

~~~

 

Maria went to find her mom. Amy hadn’t come home, and she suspected that the shop was the culprit. “Mom?”

“Back here, honey!”

Maria walked through the shop to find her mother in the back among tons of unopened boxes. “Maria, sweetie, I’m so sorry. I haven’t been home in months, and look at me!”

“What’s going on?”

“That idiot manager, he over-ordered everything. I’ve got a ton of money tied up in these boxes, and I need an internal audit to inventory if I want to put up the shop for sale.”

Maria sat down on a work table. “You sure you’re ready for that, Mom?”

Amy put her clipboard down. “I don’t know. I think so.” She came to sit next to Maria. “It’s strange, huh?”

“Kinda.” Maria looked around. “This place has supported us for so long, and I don’t know how I feel about it being gone.”

“It won’t happen until after you graduate. There are a lot of things to get done. Even finding a buyer might take some time.” Amy looked at her daughter, worried by how she was playing with her fingers. “What is it? You can tell me.”

Maria laughed. “Things are changing so fast, and it’s like once I have a handle on one thing, something else alters.” Maria thought about Michael actually asking her to be his date. “I guess I am either fighting the increasing tide, or trying to wade through it to get to the safety of the other side. I really hate being a coward.”

Amy hugged her daughter. “You aren’t, Maria. You are very brave in so many things. So your heart is a little tender, and you guard it. That is not being a coward. I don’t want to see you hurt, so you take all the time you need.”

“Isabel asked me a question tonight, a hypothetical one about Michael.” Maria took a deep breath. “She asked how I would feel if I was marrying Michael.”

Amy held her breath, and in a husky whisper, she had to know, “What did you say?”

Maria laughed at herself, shaking her head. “I got out of it. Liz saved me.” She turned to look at her mom, “The thing is … truthfully, is that I didn’t feel nervous or unsure. I could never be unsure of Michael. What bothered me wasn’t thinking of him married, but thinking of him as a father. I could almost see his boys, and the thing is … they felt like they belonged to me too.”

Amy took Maria’s hand in hers. Yes. She saw Michael’s future children too. They always had a lot of their mom in them … a lot of Maria. Amy’s hand tightened on her daughter’s and she wondered if she was ready for this next step. It was coming. The first seeds were there, planted by a thought. Maria might not be ready to acknowledge what was so apparent, but unconsciously, she was already there.

 

~~~

 

Kyle was working on a tour bus at the garage with a tour manager at his elbow harassing him.

“Well? Well? Well? Come on, I need an answer.” The man insisted into his phone.

“I'm still looking!” Kyle told the man for the umpteenth time.

“Not talking to you.” The manager told Kyle rudely before returning to his call. “Hello? I I'm talking to you, Phil. Make sure the same time slots are gonna be open for us Saturday. Yeah, well, you'll find out.” The man put the phone against his body and turned his attentions to Kyle. “Ok, so what's the deal? Ok? Hello, I'm talking to you now, Gomer. What's wrong with the bus?”

Kyle put down his too. “Well, Mr. Karter …”

“No, no, no. No mister, no last name, no first name, just Karter with a "k".”

“Ok, look, I don't know what the problem is yet, so why don't you and the band go get a little cup of coffee and come back in an hour or two?”

Karter returned to talking on the phone. “Great, we're stuck for two hours in some rat hole called Ruston , New Mexico .”

Roswell , Kyle corrected.

“Not talking to you.” Karter said rudely. “Let KZAB know we have to re-book the interview. Yeah--wait, who am I talking to?”

Isabel walked into the garage to find Kyle. She stared at the manager for a moment, utterly unimpressed by him. “Hey, you got a minute?” she asked Kyle.

Kyle looked at the bus and then at the rude manager. He tossed his tool. “I got all the time you need.”

Kyle took Isabel off for coffee as she told him about her erotic dream while awake in the Crashdown. Kyle, who had a love of the erotic, was the perfect person to talk to.

“I don't know. It was just the strangest dream, right. It was like it was me, but it wasn't me.” Isabel continued as Kyle handed her the cup of coffee. “Ooh, thanks. Like I was saying and doing things I had no control over, like it wasn't me, but … It was me.”

“Yeah, you know, they say you should write down your dreams as soon as you wake up.”

“I don't know. The whole thing just felt really, um … dangerous. But I was thrilled by it, by this man, this familiar man. It was pretty erotic. I mean … don't tell anyone … But when I woke up in the Crashdown, I was so disappointed, I literally had to take a cold shower.”

Kyle’s interest piqued. “That's quite a visual.”

“Shut up.”

“Look, don't let it get you, don't--I mean, don't you really think this is a case of the pre-wedding jitters infecting your dream life?”

“Jitters?” Isabel made a face. “Surely you jest.”

“No, and don't call me Shirley.”

“Shirley.” Isabel repeated laughing as her phone rang. “We are spending way too much time together.” She told Kyle as she answered the phone. “Come on. Hello? What?! Are you out of your mind?” Isabel’s face clouded as her voice rose in anger.

“No jitters there.” Kyle said watching her.

Isabel waved him off. “Oh, thanks, Kyle.” Isabel started to leave the garage talking as she went. “No, no, that's not gonna work. No, I'm not changing the date, it's not an option.”

Kyle shook his head. “God, I hate cell phones.”

“I don't understand. How do you run a business this way? You take an order, you take my payment …” Isabel was so angry and so distracted she didn’t notice her parents as she was walking down the street.

“Isabel.” Diane said to get her attention.

Isabel finally noticed them. “Hi.”

“How--ahem.” Philip was not sure how to ask. “How are you?”

“Fine,” Isabel started to walk away.

“Honey, wait.” Diane hated this, and she couldn’t just let Isabel walk away. “I know that you're hurt and you're angry, and we understand, but …”

“… but you need to understand the reason we're not coming isn't because we don't love you.” Philip finished.

“Of course not …” Diane tightened her hand on her husband’s. “But we can’t support this. It's …”

Isabel turned her back on her parents and walked off. She went back to her conversation on the phone. “You listen to me. This is my wedding and no one will screw it up! No one!”

 

~~~

 

Isabel met Max at the park. She had been surprised to get the call from him. They were walking and talking as they went to a table, and sat down.

“So how was Los Angeles ?”

“Not quite what I expected.” Max glanced at Isabel, noticing the dark rings under her eyes, how tired she look, and generally how unhappy. “How's, uh … How are you?”

“Under a lot of pressure. Two days and counting, you know.”

“Yeah.”

Isabel sighed. “Just say it, Max. You don't want me to marry Jesse.” Isabel waved it off as commonplace. “It's ok. Believe me, people aren't exactly jumping for joy when they hear the news.”

“Everyone's just a little concerned. It's not that we don't like Jesse.”

Isabel nodded having heard it all. “It's that you don't know Jesse, it's how sudden this is,” Isabel recited, “it's that you don't want me to make a mistake I will regret for the rest of my life.” Isabel shook her head tired of it all. “I know. I have heard it all.”

“Don't you think there's a reason that everyone keeps telling you the same thing? Like maybe we're right?”

Isabel wouldn’t even consider that possibility. “Or maybe you could trust me. I would like to believe that my family would find a way to be there for me.”

“You know we will.”

“No, I don't. Mom and Dad aren't coming to my wedding.” Isabel’s voice dropped and went husky. “My parents aren't coming to my wedding. I can say it, but I can’t quite make myself believe it.”

Max’s eyes softened. Thank god Michael had talked to him in his own special way, because he hadn’t realized how bad it had gotten for Isabel. “I'm sorry, I didn't know.”

“It doesn't matter, ok? All that matters is that I know that Jesse is the one.”

Isabel looked over to see her intended walking towards them. She hadn’t realized it was so late, and that Jesse was on a break. She had asked him to meet them in the park during his lunch hour.

“Hey!” Jesse said to the brother and sister, kissing Isabel on her temple.

Max glanced between Isabel and Jesse. “What's this?”

“Oh, this is a set-up.” Isabel informed her brother.

“Hello, Max.” Jesse shook Max’s hand.

“Hey.”

Jesse looked at Isabel with a question in his eye. She had something planned, but what he wasn’t sure. “Hi. What's up?”

“Well, I thought I'd let you ask, dear. Tradition,” Isabel informed her bridegroom.

“Right.” Jesse smiled knowing they talked about it, but he hadn’t known it was a go. “Ahem. I, uh, I know we don't know each other too well yet, but since we're going to be family, I thought that … actually, Isabel and I thought that maybe we could start things off on the right foot by asking you if you, um, you'd consider being my best man.”

“Your …” Max wasn’t sure he heard right. “Best man?”

“Yeah, well, what do you say, Max?” Isabel asked hopefully needing someone in her family to be in the wedding party.

Max couldn’t miss how important this was to Isabel, so he nodded. “Ok. Yeah, yeah, I'd--I'd be honored.”

“Ohh, great!”

 

~~~

 

Max got back to the apartment, he woke a half dead Michael to plan an alien strategy meeting. Michael and Max were talking while Michael made food. He glanced at the clock. He had a few hours of free time, and his last shift at work wasn’t until two in the morning. Staring at into his refrigerator, he frowned at the amount of food missing. “Max, man you need to contribute towards groceries, or at least replace what you eat. Maria is currently buying all the groceries in this house, and she’s not even here as much.”

Max didn’t seem to hear. “First we need a sample of his blood, make sure he's not an alien.”

Michael took out the milk. “Oh, yeah, that'll be easy.” He dug around for cereal.

“Then we check into his background, talk to his family, his friends, try and find out everything we can about this guy.” Max stopped making notes on the paper outlining his plan of attack. “We can’t let Isabel know. She already feels abandoned by most of her family. If she knows that I'm not into this …”

“Max, you're not into this,” Michael pointed out with his mouth half full of cereal and milk.

“I know. I know, but …” Max waved that off as unimportant. “Now that I stupidly agreed to be best man, I can’t let her know that. Not until I have something solid on Jesse.”

“So he must be some kind of loser if he needs you to be his best man.” Max gave Michael an insulted look. “I’m just saying, isn’t that usually a position held by his very best friend? So what? He has no friends?”

“Good point. We’ll ask about his friends. If no one is close enough to be his best man, then maybe those few that actually might know him can shed some light on why he’s a loser.”

“Right. I mean I have you, Kyle, Maria, and the guys. Who only has like one best friend?”

Max seemed to think about that. What disturbed him was that in truth all he had was Michael. Hmm...

 

~~~

 

The next morning, Maria opened the Crashdown standing aside so as not to be trampled by Isabel. “Good morning.” she called cheerfully. Then she frowned when there was no Isabel. Sticking her head out cautiously, she looked around. No whacked out alien girl. Maria bit a finger nail as she looked up and down the sidewalk in worry.

The dreams she was having were disturbing. Isabel couldn’t shake it. The image of her talking to a dangerous man that didn’t approve of her marriage. Maybe it was her unconscious mind reflecting all the opposition, or maybe it was more. Isabel was sitting on her bed looking at drawings she had made, when Maria knocked.

“Hi.” Isabel said surprised to see Maria.

“Hi.” Maria was hugging her jacket close. She had pulled it over her waitress uniform and rushed over to the Evans house. “Is everything ok?”

“Yeah, fine.”

“Uh, Liz and I were a little worried when you didn't show up, so when I got a break, I thought I'd just pop on over and see how the wedding's going.”

“Oh, my god, what time is it? What day is this?” Isabel startled, shocked that her mind had forgotten everything but the dream.

“It's Saturday, 11:30 .”

Isabel’s eyes went big, and she couldn’t breath. “God, oh, my god, Maria, I'm really late. Um, I was supposed to be at the pavilion an hour ago to, um, to meet with a florist, and--and I've gotta pick up your bridesmaid dresses right now. Right now I have to do that. I was supposed to do that a really long time ago. Actually, if I had had more time, and I actually have to, um,” Isabel’s voice went loud as the enormity of the day overwhelmed her, “drop off the check at the lodge … or they're gonna give my space away to someone else. Jeez!” Isabel covered her face with her hands as she slowly lost control of everything.

Maria quickly sat on the bed her voice dropping into a soothing modulation, one she used on Michael to get him to do things for her. “No, no, it's ok.”

“Oh, my god, I'm gonna …” Isabel was off the bed, damn near hysterical.

Maria pulled her back down, “… sit down, sit down, and don’t worry about it. Just--just don't worry, there's no problem. Everything's gonna be fine, I promise you. I promise you, I'm gonna help you, ok?”

Isabel stared at Maria in wonder. “You're gonna help me?”

“Mm-hmm.”

“Thank you. Thank you, Maria.” Isabel hugged Maria, almost in tears, relieved to have someone on her side, someone to help. “Ok, ok … you can start with, um … um … you know what, you just start with everything.” Isabel pushed everything onto Isabel.

Maria looked at it in shock. The amount was staggering. “Um, Isabel, you could take care of so much of this if you used your powers. I mean the placards, the flowers, the …”

“I know. I don’t want that. I’m not telling Jesse about what I am, and I don’t want to cheat. I want to do this the human way … normal.”

Maria laughed shaking her hand. “That’s so Bewitched.”

Isabel looked around the room. “I gotta go.”

“Wait, you're gonna go?”

Isabel frantically gathered clothes. Maria reached over and grabbed a sweater shaking her head. Uh-uh. Not that! “Yeah, I gotta run.” She stopped long enough to hug Maria tight. “Um, thank you so much, so much, Maria.”

 

~~~

 

Maria walked into the apartment. She found Michael and Max, and Max took one look on Maria’s face and quickly excused himself. “I’ll go get some groceries. Back in just a little bit.”

“Michael … I’ve been mugged by an alien.”

“What?!” Michael rushed to her, his hands on her, checking her out.

“Isabel mugged me. I … she was helpless, and I … it was there. I just opened my mouth, and it flew out before I could stop it! Then she … she tossed it all in my lap, and …” Maria grabbed Michael hard. “She ran away!”

“Ran away?” Maria nodded. Michael took a deep breath realizing that she hadn’t been really mugged. “Maria, you’re babbling. What happened?”

“Isabel. I told her I’d help her with the wedding and she dumped it all on me.” Michael bit back a smile. “This is not funny, because if I have to help, then so do you!”

“No! No, Maria. Absolutely not!” Michael frantically searched for a plan, any plan to get him out of this. “Maria, this is girl stuff. I am already booked into the guy crap.”

“What?”

“Max …” Michael thought of something. Anything. “Max, just got roped into being the best man … yesterday. He has no tux. We have to go with Jesse to his fitting, get wedding crap for ourselves, and Maria …” Michael’s voice lowered in a quiet hush. “Max hasn’t even planned the bachelor party.”

“Skip it!” Maria told him. What? A lap dancer jumping out of a cake was more important than her sanity? She didn’t think so. “Who has your name tattooed on their inner thigh? Me or Max?”

Max walked in. “Whose name is tattooed where?”

“None of your business!” Maria glared at Max. “Have you or have you not planned the bachelor party?”

Max turned pale. “I have to do that?”

Maria groaned. She punched Michael hard in the stomach. “Okay, you’re with him. Fitting. I’ll start working on the bachelor party, but you and Max will need to find out everything you can about Jesse! We have to invite his friends, tell them where to go.” Maria put a hand over her eyes, not seeing the look Max and Michael shared. Oh yeah, they would find out everything. “I’m desperate. I need to call in extra help.” Maria took out her phone and dialed a number. She walked away from the two to talk on the phone.

“Did you tell her that we were going to investigate Jesse?”

“Don’t be crazy. She’ll make us stop.”

“Sheriff Valenti … Jim. Listen I have a desperate emergency. Uh-huh. I need a bachelor party on the hoof, pronto, a.s.a.p., and I need you to get with Michael and Max at,” she glanced at Isabel’s notes as to where the fitting for tux’s was being done quickly telling him the place. “No. Really, I’m begging you! You’re a man, and Michael and Max,” Maria glanced at the two alien boys who barely functioned on the planet earth, “are not. They’ve never been to one, so unless you want a version equal to National Lampoon’s movie, they need serious guidance.” Maria smiled. “Bless you!”

“She’s good!” Max approved in admiration.

Michael stared at his sassy mate. “Absolutely!”

“Maybe we should include her in our plans.” Max suggested.

Michael shook his head. “She’ll still make us stop.”

 

~~~

 

Liz and Maria sat in the Crashdown staring at the piles of papers, as they tried to work on the wedding plans.

Liz could believe how disorganized it all was. “This is so not like Isabel. Something's gotta be wrong.”

“No argument, but you know what? The wedding is tomorrow, and what I've been able to gather by just glancing at everything is that there's like a million things that should've been done yesterday, so here's what I'm thinking. We should just jump into this right now with both feet and take control of the situation …”

“… or we could sit back and let it all fall apart.” Liz added.

“Exactly.” They weren’t going to do that. Isabel was a friend, and she was in need.

“So what's the most pressing emergency?”

Maria’s stomach soured. “Uh, my dress, your dress, and her dress in that order.”

“My dress and your dress?” Liz saw Maria’s face, and what she saw made her blood run cold.

“Let me just show you what she picked out for us.” Maria cruelly held up the picture. Liz gasped in fright as a look of shock graced her face.

“Maria!”

Maria rubbed her head. “I know. We’re screwed.” Maria sat back. “We’re only lieutenants, Liz. Worker bees. We need a general. A queen.” Maria clicked her nail on her teeth. “But where? Where?” Suddenly her face brightened, and she sat up. “I’m so stupid! Of course!” She grabbed Liz’s hand and dragged her out of the Crashdown with her. “C’mon!”

“Maria!”

 

~~~

 

Amy DeLuca cleared her throat. “Girls, this is a mess.”

“Wedding is tomorrow, Mom.” Maria said pleading for the only person she knew who could change water into wine. Her mother was a businesswoman who got things done. “Mom …”

“Maria, be still. I didn’t say no.” Amy paced for a moment. “Okay, time to activate the wedding plan!”

Maria clapped her hands excitedly. Liz leaned over. “The wedding plan?”

Maria whispered back as her mother took out her phone, and started to move earth and realign planets, “When I was born, my mother started planning the perfect wedding for me. She has this huge repertoire of assets, favors, and friends ready to bend to her persuasion. She didn’t want to be caught lacking on my most important day!”

“She’s so incredible.” Liz said in awe as she stared at Amy DeLuca.

“I know!”

“Walter, do not tell me that the room can’t be ready. It will be ready by this evening because I have a special decorating crew coming in after midnight tonight! You have the room cleaned and set up so my decorators can get it ready.” Amy listened for a moment. “That is hardly my problem, but it will be yours if Martha Hendricks finds out about that lottery ticket you were supposed to split with her, but didn’t. I think you see what I’m saying.”

Maria and Liz smiled as Amy DeLuca ran over half of the merchants in Roswell acquiring raw materials for decorating, floral arrangements, and ribbons.

“Honey, you and your friends will have to decorate the pavilion and the reception hall tonight late. How many can you get?”

Maria gave it some thought. Isabel might not want to use alien powers, but she had no problem with it to make everything perfect. “Liz, Max, Kyle, Michael and I can do it after the bachelor party.”

“I’ll get the keys and make the arrangements. Everything will be waiting. You find Michael, send him to me. I need him to run a few errands.” Amy read her new list, so much more organized than Isabel’s. “Liz, you’re to order the cake, including the bridegroom’s cake, and arrange the catering though the Crashdown. Can your family business handle dinner for a hundred?”

“We have a chef that has classical training and he would love to make something wonderful.”

“Good. Tell him no burgers, three main courses, and no dry chicken.” Amy clicked off the item. “I’ll be by shortly to go over the menu and main ingredients.”

“Yes, Mrs. DeLuca.”

“Maria, you take care of the music and keep an eye on the bachelor party. I’m afraid you can’t find the time to give Isabel a party with all that needs to be done, but I think she’ll take this as a present.”

Amy made a sound of distress staring at the bridesmaids’ dresses. “This is too horrific for words.” Liz and Maria both nodded, totally agreeing. “I saw the perfect dress for you, honey, just last week in Las Cruces . It would totally work. If I order two colors for you and Liz …” Amy took out her phone to call. She could have Sean pick up the dresses and drive them over. Amy kissed her daughter’s cheek. “Don’t worry, honey. I’m not going to let my precious child wear anything ugly.”

Maria hugged her mother hard. “Thanks, Mom!”

 

~~~

 

Max and Jesse were trying on tuxedos, and Michael was hanging around checking out something to wear on his first official date with Maria. He wanted to look nice, but not a freak in a penguin suit. Seeing a nice Gucci black silk shirt with black ivory buttons, he paused. Okay, that he could wear. It had an Emperor collar. Nice. Expensive. Michael discretely changed the cost to make it more in his budget.

Jesse looked in the mirror and shook his head. “No, I don't think I can do this shawl collar. Let's try the double-breasted.”

“Hey, Jesse,” Michael said holding the shirt up to him. Should he get his hair cut? He better call Steve, or specifically, Cheryl.

“Hey.” Jesse said glancing at Michael.

“Uh, congratulations. All the best. I mean, you're really getting a great girl.” Michael saw a pair of black leather pants. Um … maybe not.

“Thanks, um … Michael. We met in …”

Utah , right.” Michael frowned at the jackets. He didn’t like them. Maybe something like a waistcoat vest. He wasn’t good at this. He really needed Maria.

“Exactly. I'm bad with names.”

“Oh, no, don't sweat that.” Michael waved it off. It wasn’t like he really had wanted to know the lawyer anyway. “So twenty-four hours and counting. You've gotta be getting nervous.”

Jesse flashed a huge smile. “Oh, you know it.” The man helping Jesse held up another style.

“Oh, that's sharp right there.” Michael told the other man. Damn Maria and her fashion sense. It was rubbing off on him.

“Thanks.” Jesse noticed what Michael was putting together. Nice. The boy didn’t look fashionable, but he was putting together a nice ensemble.

“Um, so Max tells me that you're a local boy.”

“Yeah, born and raised.”

“And then you went to Harvard.”

“Yeah. First I did my undergraduate work at Cornell.”

Max joined them staring down at his tux. It needed altering. “That's in, uh, upstate New York , right? Why so far away?”

Jesse shrugged. “A couple reasons. Scholarship was one. Mostly just wanted to get out of New Mexico .”

“Yeah, I can relate.” Michael said. He spent his whole life dreaming of leaving Roswell . “Family problems, right?”

“No, no, nothing like that. Uh, this restless feeling, you know?” Jesse explained. He loved his family. “Just an overwhelming desire to see something outside my window besides the desert.”

“Yeah, I know that feeling. I'm dying to get out of this place.” He was working his ass to get out of Roswell … with Maria. “Tell me about Cornell. What was it like?”

“Oh, it was beautiful. Sits up on this hill overlooking Lake Cayuga . There are a lot of great hiking trails, the woods are gorgeous.”  Michael and Max continued with the questions as they continued to get everything perfect for tomorrow. Maria walked in once, looked at a tie Michael had in his hand and shook her head. She delivered Jim Valenti on her way out after kissing Michael’s cheek telling him that he looked good.

“Anyway, I didn't make the law review, so I knew I wouldn't be clerking for anyone on the Supreme Court.”

“No, of course not.” Michael said absentmindedly after talking to Jim privately. They had most of the arrangements done for the bachelor party at the Cow Patty.

Max continued asking questions. “Wait, can we go back for a minute? You said you changed apartments between your second and third year at Harvard. Why'd you move?”

Jesse laughed at all the questions. “What, are you guys interrogating me or something?”

“No!” Max said quickly.

Michael made a face. “No, no, no!”

“Just curious,” Max reassured Jesse. “You know, small town boys eager to hear about the outside world.”

“Wow, that's sharp.” Michael said looking at Jesse as he picked up a pin and Jesse’s jacket.

“I mean, you've been a lot of other places that we really haven't, so …” Max continued and Michael made a gestured behind Jesse at Max to cut it out. He was being too obvious.

“Right. No, it's true, I understand.” Jesse told them.

Roswell is Roswell .” Max continued as Michael put a straight pin in Jesse’s jacket.

“Yeah, you can say that again.” Jesse smiled. He was so ready to be married. He looked at the shirt and reached back to get the jacket. Michael adjusted the pin in the sleeve.

“Here, here. Try this on.” Michael said helping Jesse into the jacket.

“Ouch!” Jesse said as the pin stuck him.

“You ok?” Max asked.

“There's still a pin in there.” Jesse explained.

“Oh, I'm sorry about that.” Michael said making a face at Max.

“Still a pin in the jacket,” Max said in wonder. Smooth.

Michael handed Jesse a handkerchief. Jesse quickly pressed it to the bleeding part of his arm before he got blood on his clothes. Michael took it back with a blood spot on it, and folded it up to pocket it.  Michael gestured to Max. “Oh, Max, we gotta go because we gotta do that thing we gotta do.”

“Yeah, yeah, sorry.” Max nodded. Right. Bachelor party. Test Jesse’s blood. It was all in a day’s work.

Michael waved to Jesse. “Yeah, it was nice talking to you.”

“Yeah, you, too.”

“Good luck.” Michael took his new clothes to check out.

“Thanks. All right, Max. Thanks, guys.” Jesse went back to looking at his jacket.

 

~~~

 

Michael was looking at the blood under Max’s microscope at his apartment while talking to Max on the phone. “We've got bad news, Maxwell. Jesse Ramirez is … Ta-da! Human. Yeah, nice red blood cells. Not a green one in the bunch.”  He frowned when there came a knock at his door. It wasn’t Maria. She would just walk in. “I gotta go.” He told Max as he hung up. The knocking repeated. “All right, I'm coming, I'm coming!” Michael opened the door to find a nervous Isabel.

“Michael, I'm in trouble. We may all be in trouble. There's an alien out there somewhere and he's after me.”

Michael calmly listened as Isabel told him about the dreams, about the mysterious man. He listened and shook his head. 

“You know, it might just be a dream, Isabel. You're under a lot of pressure, a lot of anxiety.” Michael suggested. Hell, he just bought the clothes to take Maria to the wedding. “And what's so strange about dreaming about an alien?” Hell, he dreamed about Maria all the time, and nothing was more alien than Maria.

“No, this is an alien who--who knows me, who's … intimate with me, I mean--I mean, what if it's--god!”

“Who?”

“Khivar. What if it's Khivar?”

“So what if it is? It's probably still just a dream. Yeah, ok.” Isabel didn’t look too convinced. “Think about it for a second. Who's Khivar? He's a man you had an affair with …”

“No, that wasn't me. That was that other person.” Isabel said. She wasn’t Vilandra. She wasn’t her. Michael wasn’t getting it. Why was she dreaming of Khivar, and not him? Whatever she used to feel, it was obvious that Khivar was the one in her heart, the one she meant to be with. She wasn’t that person anymore, and she didn’t want this to mess up her new life.

“That was you on another planet, ok?” Michael corrected her, not willing to let her pass off her past so easy. Ignoring it never got any of them anywhere. “And how did this illicit affair turn out? It got us all killed.”

“This isn't helping.” She didn’t have time to deal with blame for a past life.

“Because you're not listening.” Michael said emphatically. “Don't see what's going on? It's just a dream, Isabel. Your subconscious mind is screwing with you. I mean, you know guilt? You feel guilty about what you did back then.”

“I don't even know what I did back then for sure. I mean, all I really know is that I betrayed you and Max and my whole family for this-- this Khivar.” Isabel collapsed into her usual overly dramatic hyperbole, as Michael tried to be supportive. “Oh, god, why? What is wrong with me? I mean … who does something like that? What if I betray Jesse the way I betrayed all of you?”

Michael caught her before she melted down. “Hey, no, sit down.” Michael pushed her onto the sofa and sat next to her. “None of us know what happened in that life. All we know for certain is who are in this life.” Michael knew that to be a fact, since his past meant nothing to him. Only this life, this time and reality meant anything to him. “And in this life, you're Isabel, and Isabel isn't the kind of person who's gonna betray her husband.”

“What if they're not just dreams? What if Khivar is really trying to contact me?”

“So what?” Michael made a face. That ship had sailed so long ago. “Khivar isn't here. He's up there somewhere on a different planet. If he's trying to contact you, then we'll deal with it.”

“Ok.” Isabel took a huge calming breath. “Yeah, ok.”

“Good.” Michael was glad that was over. He was late. He had promised to go see Amy, run some errands before the bachelor party.

Isabel finally calmed down, and she noticed the microscope in the coffee table in front of her. “What is this?”

Michael swore under his breath and quickly lied. “Uh, school project.”

“Huh.” Isabel glanced in the view piece for a moment, and then sat back suspicious. “Whose blood is this?” Michael’s face was blank, fused with innocence. Isabel’s mouth flew open in outrage. “Is this Jesse's blood? Are you testing his blood now?”

Michael made a wide gesture and a face. “And he passed!” Michael said dramatically quickly assessing blame where it was due. “Because I knew he would pass. I told Max …”

“Max is in on this?” Isabel said, not believing it. Those two would go so far … behind her back, and …

Maria opened the door and rushed in unaware that she was saving Michael from a full Isabel rant. Michael glanced at Maria, and swearing under his breath again, he quickly covered the microscope before Maria saw it.

“Oh, thank god you're here!” Maria said seeing Isabel in relief. “Oh … okay, um, here's the situation. Uh, there's a slight kink in the plans. Your … your dress is in Florida