Significant Others……

 

Isabel stared at a picture of Jesse after getting ready for bed. Smiling she remembered the movie they went to that the night, and the talk they had afterwards. Lying back, she touched the picture of herself and Jesse and entered Jesse’s dream. In his dreams, Jesse was proposing marriage to her.

“Oh, my god! Oh, my god!” Isabel cried, shocked at Jesse’s dream. It was hard to say what startled her the most, that he proposed to her, or that she actually said yes.

 

Unable to shake the dream she intruded on, the next day while shopping, Isabel stopped to stare into a store display of diamond engagement rings.

“I go away for a couple of days, and you're looking at wedding rings.” Alex said next to her.

Isabel glanced at him, her eyes softening. “Alex. Where have you been? I've missed you.”

“If only you loved me this much when I was alive,” said Alex remorsefully.

“Alex.”

Alex scoffed holding up his hands. “I'm kidding. I'm kidding.” Alex followed Isabel down the street. “You've only known this guy a few months, Isabel.”

“Alex, I can’t really talk to you about guys.”

“I'm dead. I'm beyond getting jealous.” Alex pointed out.

“All right,” Isabel turned to him. “Well, I guess the truth is I’ve never felt this way before. This is the first time I’ve met someone I can see being with for the rest of my life.”

“Ouch, that stings a little bit.” Alex admitted. How soon they forget. Sniffing, Alex the ghost wondered if his hair was standing straight up.

 

~~~

 

Liz came up to the window. “Chili and a hot dog,” she snapped at her father. Maria made a slight gagging noise. What some people ate for breakfast was disgusting. Now a hamburger? That she could understand.

“No fries?” Jeff asked his daughter.

“Did I say fries?” Liz’s voice was hard and sarcastic.

Maria quickly put in her order for another table to diffuse the situation. “Scrambled, bacon, buttered toast.”

“You got it.” Jeff went to work both orders.

Maria sighed at Liz. “You know, I work here, too.”

“Good.” Liz said bitterly. “Maybe we could stage a revolt, burn down the kitchen, and free the slaves.”

“You're making life impossible.” For everyone, Maria thought.

“Well, he could fire me.” Liz suggested.

“Or I could kill you.” Maria offered helpfully. Hey, she was a friend. Mercy killing wasn’t beneath her. She could happily Kevorkian Liz in a heartbeat.

Liz snorted. “See, you're too late for that, because I'm working, like, ninety hours a week, which means I can’t go anywhere or do anything. And you know, I'm probably gonna be dead from grease fumes by the end of the week.” Liz’s face turned dark as her voice became bitter. “And I'm under constant threat of being sent to boarding school.”

Maria grabbed her order. “Could it possibly be that you and Max robbed a convenience store? Or maybe it was going out on a forbidden date?” Maria suggested as she took the cups, coffee, and an order for another table.

“We didn't actually rob it.” Liz called after her.

Maria gave Liz a look. “I don’t know? Holding a gun on a man, even if all that was taken was a bag of Cheetos, sounds like something serious, Liz.”

“Maria, you know …” Why was she being this way? Maria knew she and Max weren’t really robbing the place.

“Yes, yes, I do. But,” Maria gestured to Liz’s father, “he doesn’t. He just knows what he knows. His once near perfect daughter started wearing biker clothes, bad makeup, and holding up convenience stores with her boyfriend. You think he’s happy to see his little princess now a cheap rip-off of Bonnie and Clyde ?”

“The makeup wasn’t bad. I thought I looked good.”

“How about sneaking out after midnight to go hang-gliding with said boyfriend after he has been declared off limits, and you are grounded? It’s one thing to do it, it’s another thing to get caught.” Maria loved her friend, but she was so far from the Liz Parker of old it was astounding. “You break the rules, you pay the price. We all know that.”

“He can’t tell me how to live my life!”

Maria laughed. Unreal! “Yes, yes he can! You’re seventeen. You live under his roof, and believe it or not, he is the parent. He can tell you exactly what you can do or cannot do, because it’s his job to raise you and keep you safe.”

“You’re not being helpful here, Maria.” Why wasn’t Maria on her side? She always supported her. “It’s easy for you. Your mom is gone, and Michael doesn’t have to ask anyone’s permission to do anything. You go wherever you want, whenever, whether it’s Las Vegas , Texas , Daytona, or Hawaii . I guess since you have all the freedom you want, you can’t understand how hard this is for me and Max.”

“First, my mother knew about Vegas, because I told her. I told her about Texas as well, and whenever I go to concerts … she knows. Hawaii , Michael and I didn’t go alone. My mother wouldn’t let us, so that’s why she and Sean came too.” Maria shook her head. “I’m sorry that your life is such a blight with your nice home, money, two loving parents, and everything you could possibly want. I’m sorry that my lack of a mother, now that she’s in Las Cruces , and Michael’s orphaned state is something to envy.”

Maria walked away. Liz bit her lip. “Maria...”

Maria sighed as her working conditions deteriorated into a complete nightmare. Glancing at the doorway, she smiled when Michael came into the Crashdown for breakfast.

“Good morning.”

“Good morning.” Michael kissed her cheek before she shoved him into the booth.

“Late night?”

“Endless.” Michael admitted feeling too tired. “Am I on the schedule here today?”

“No, you have school today.” Michael moaned. School. “Are you still okay for Saturday?”

“Sure. What's Saturday?”

Maria lifted smiled shaking her head. “We had plans. Concert, outside. Santa Fe ? Does that ring a bell? You were taking off from work.”

“Just you and me?” Michael asked remembering. Date night. It was a date he made in his clandestine campaign to get her into thinking of him as a date. Sort of commando romance … just without the romance. “Right, and what -- what day is this?

“This is Thursday.” She reminded him. His week was so chopped up, she wasn’t even sure he knew what month it was. “You need sleep.”

“I need pancakes.” Michael stretched when Maria stroked his cheek leaning down to kiss him. He needed food. He needed a little time alone with Maria. Sleep. He wanted sleep, with her.

The rest of the graveyard shift finally caught up with Michael and his bike.

“You’re late, boys.” Maria told them moving aside so they could slide into Michael’s booth.

“Maria!” They all greeted her in unison, except Michael who actually stole the menus from her hand. Michael quickly moved out of the booth to let Fly and Steve in before sitting down so he could be on the outside.

“Sit! Lots of coffee coming up. I’ll be right back.” Maria went to grab the cups and a pot, but Michael pulled her back real quick before she took off. He stood up again to put himself between her and the guys.

“How bad is it?” he asked, gesturing to Liz and her father.

“I’m feeling suicidal.”

“Wow, that bad, huh?”

“Uh-huh.” Maria pushed him into the seat. “Sit. I’ll get coffee and warn the kitchen to start making pancakes.”

“Right.”

Maria went up to the window to order from Mr. Parker who was on the grill. “The boys are in from the night shift, Mr. P. You wanna toss on a ton of bacon and start some pancakes and at least two orders of French toast? I’ll have the orders up in a minute.”

“Gotcha, Maria. Hey, push the blueberry syrup. It’s getting old.” Maria nodded and took the cups and coffee back to the group. She quickly poured and set them down in front of the boys who were all talking at once.

“Hey, pancakes sound good. Make mine the same as Mike’s with lots of coffee, black.” Fly told Maria staring at her with adoring eyes. Michael elbowed him. Fly was being a real bug.

“Hey, sweetie, how you doin'?” George said smiling at Maria. “Give me eggs over easy, side of wheat, and the biggest glass of milk you got. Same with no butter, side of bacon, thank you.”

Monk didn’t even look at the menu. He knew what he wanted after eating breakfast there everyday for the last few months. “French toast.”

“Me, too, with sausage and bacon.” Steve told Maria handing her the menus.

“And, uh, orange juice for the table and water.” Monk asked politely.

Maria shook her head at the silly boy. “Who you talking to, Monk. I even put on an extra pot just for you guys.”

Michael caught Maria’s apron tie. “And keep the coffee coming for me. I need it.”

“You know, if you're planning on sleeping, you probably shouldn't have coffee.”

“If I’m going to make school, I’m going to need it intravenously.” Maria gave his tired face a serious look. “With cream, please?”

“You bet, Spaceboy.” Maria took all the menus back. “Okay, guys give me a few moments to have your orders and I’ll be right back with the water, juice and coffee.” She leaned over conspiratorially. “Give the blueberry syrup a miss. It’s old.”

Steve watched Maria take the orders and put them up as she began to put together the beverage tray. “Mike, any luck on getting her to be your girl officially?”

Michael shook his head. “I’m working on it. My work schedule between two jobs and school is killing my efforts. I went from practically sleeping with her every night to hardly seeing her but a few times during the week. Heck, she’s not even staying over at my place anymore. I think I’m going backwards.”

“You need help.” George concluded though in truth, he didn’t see what the matter was. Mike and Maria acted closer than he did to his girlfriend. Maria, she was great. “Look, maybe you need to turn on the old romance.”

“I’m taking her to an outdoor concert.”

“How are you getting there?” Fly asked.

“My bike. Michael groaned, “God! I can’t even remember if I bought the tickets. I better ask Maria to take care of it.”

Steve shook his head. “That’s a strike. When she has to do everything in the ‘date’ department, then it’s not a date. It’s two friends hanging out together.”

Michael watched Maria for a few moments as she was delivering an order to another table before coming back to pick up their drinks. “No, I don’t want that. I’ve got that down to an art form, and it’s what is making the transition so hard. I want her to stop thinking of me as her buddy, and you know … step it up a bit.”

Maria came back. “ETA on food is about five more minutes. I brought extra cream for coffee, refilled sugar for Fly, OJ all around, and water. Oh, and extra napkins for when you spill everything.” Maria checked the table out. “Anything else?” The men quickly and politely thanked her before she went of to serve other customers.

Fly watched her walk away checking out her legs. “Did you ever ask her to wear that uniform off duty?”

Michael hit the other guy upside the head. “Stop ogling my girl.”

“Hey, technically she’s not …”

“Yes, she is. She just hasn’t figured it out yet.”

 

~~~

 

“Hey,” Maria said to Isabel. “Can I help you?”

“Yeah, I'm just here to pick up an order.” Isabel glanced over when she heard men laughing, seeing Michael in the middle of the group.

“Is Michael laughing?”

“Apparently,” Maria said making a face. “He does that a lot. I think it starts in his stomach and just jumps out … startling.” She checked the early lunch order. “Do you want a drink with that?”

“No.” Isabel gave Maria a long look. Then she glanced over at Michael and then Maria again. “Um, can I ask you …?”

“A question?” Maria guessed.

“Mm-hmm.” Isabel said quickly looking at Michael before lowering her voice. “If Michael proposed, would you say yes?”

“Oh!” Maria dropped the plate she had been holding as her face paled. Michael's friends applauded, calling to Maria, and the crazy goofballs they were started doing the wave for her. Michael told them to cut it out, his eyes watchful of Isabel and Maria talking. “Is there something I should know?” Maria’s heart was beating erratically in her chest, and she was … yeah, she was having a heart attack.

“No. No, no, no.” Isabel quickly tried to cover her faux pas. God, if Michael found out, he would freak. Isabel frowned at Maria’s pale face. “It's just a survey for my sociology class at school,” she quickly lied.

Maria visibly relaxed. “Oh, so community college wants to know if I’d marry an alien?”

“Well, forget about the alien thing. Pretend it's not an issue. How long do you think the courtship should last before it's socially okay to get married?”

Maria seemed to give it some thought. “Well, is the couple in true, true love?”

“Well, let's say they hypothetically were.”

“Ok, well, did they know from the first time they met that they were supposed to be together?”

“Say they hypothetically did.”

Maria gave the entire scenario some real thought. “Ok, well, then my opinion is that, um,” taking a deep breath, “from the first second of the second minute, they're free to tie the knot.” Michael and the guys were laughing again and Maria glanced over at their antics. “But then again, I'm just a hopeless romantic.”

 

~~~

 

Michael caught up to Maria before leaving. He had a few hours to go take a nap before his afternoon classes. Thank god it was Thursday, and not a Monday, Wednesday or Friday. He would’ve been missing a class as he stood there.

“Hey, you okay?” Michael asked, his eyes moving over her. It felt like he hadn’t seen her in weeks.

“Sure, why wouldn’t I be?”

“You dropped that plate earlier and Isabel seemed to upset you.”

“Oh, that! It was nothing.” Maria pulled on his uniform. “You going home to change and nap?”

“Yeah, in a second.” He didn’t let her get off that easy. “So what did Isabel want?”

“Some sociology survey for college. She wanted to know if you asked me to marry you, what would I say.” Maria said, much calmer than she had been.

It was Michael’s turn to lose his color a bit. His voice was strangely hoarse. “That made you drop a plate, the thought of me proposing?”

“Nope.” Maria lied. “The thought of anyone proposing. I’m still seventeen. Give me a couple of months when I turn eighteen, then all hell breaks loose.”

“Right,” Michael smiled, but there was no amusement in his eyes. He was right, he was going backwards. He needed help.

 

~~~

 

Jesse Ramirez and Philip Evans walked back to the law offices from an early morning court session. Philip was curious about his newest and youngest law associate. Roswell was hardly the place for earth breaking law cases, and Jesse’s decision to settle into a small private law firm geared towards corporate law seemed uncharacteristic. Avoiding Philip’s questions, Jesse tried to channel the discussion away from his reasons for staying in Roswell when he was offered better jobs with more pay and higher prestige from firms in larger cities. Jesse wasn’t ready to tell his boss he was dating his daughter, so it was a surprise to open Philip’s office door to find that daughter, Isabel sitting on her father’s desk.

“Isabel.” Jesse said startled, and he quickly covered up his mistake. “Nice to see you again,” he said politely.

Mr. Ramirez,” Isabel’s voice practically sang his name suggestively, “it's nice to see you again. Hi, dad.”

“Hi, Isabel,” Philip smiled somewhat confused. “Hey. What are you doing here?”

“Well, I had some time to kill, so I thought I’d bring you lunch.” Isabel held up the takeout order she brought from the Crashdown.

“Oh, Iz, that's wonderful. Oh, my little angel.” Philip was more than happy to break his diet his wife had him on.

“Um, cheeseburger and …” Isabel glanced in the bag faking surprise. “Oh, no, they screwed up the order.”

Philip’s face fell as his unexpected fatting lunch fell through. “What is that?”

“I think it's cucumbers, sprouts, and hummus on pita bread.” Isabel gave him the bad news.

“Oh, god, no.” Jesse swallowed a smile at Philip’s look of horror. He understood completely. He ate at the Evans house a few times, and Mrs. Evans newest health kick was in a word, disturbing.

Isabel made a face of sympathy. “Yeah, and lentil soup.”

“Oh …” Philip couldn’t take it. His taste buds were already revved for a cheeseburger or unhealthy fats. “Oh. I'm gonna go next door and get chicken wings. Huh, you guys want anything?”

Jesse motioned to the lunch Isabel brought. “I'll take that if you don't want it.”

“Ooh, you're a brave, brave man.” Philip was already practically out the door as chicken wings and deep fried mushroom called to him. “Ok, back in a minute.”

“That was clever.” Jesse told Isabel as soon as the door shut behind her father, his hands taking the lunch bag and putting it aside, as his arms went around her.

“I needed to speak to you alone.”

“In your father's office?” Jesse smiled lifting a brow. “It's risky. Sexy,” as he kissed the side of her neck.

“Jesse, I need to speak to you.”

Jesse pulled back his eyes moving over her beautiful face. “Yeah, me, too.”

“Jesse,” Isabel breathed in a long calming breath, “what I wanted to say is just that, you know, if we're gonna continue in this relationship, it needs to be about now. I can’t promise you tomorrow, and I just need you to understand that.”

“Oh.” Jesse’s eyes lost their smile.

“What were you gonna say to me?”

“Pretty much the opposite. Miss Evans, I want to-- I want to love you with the lights on.”

“Kinky.” Alex said. Isabel glanced at her friendly Casper , then at Jesse again.

“Metaphorically speaking. Look, even though we've only known each other a few months, I feel I really know you. I feel I know everything about you.” Jesse was serious, unshakably honest, he couldn’t lie to her that this wasn’t important to him, that he wasn’t seeing a definite future, and not just today. “And the thing is, I'm proud to know you. I'm proud to love you, and I want the world to know about it.” He didn’t know how else to get through to her except with the truth. “I don't -- I don't want to hide this anymore.”

“This guy's good.” Alex admitted wishing he had half of Jesse’s confidence in life.

 

~~~

 

“I’m cursed,” said Isabel tragically from where she sat with Alex on a bench waiting for the cross town bus.

Alex sighed, “Isabel.”

“I am. I am this cursed person.”

“You are not.”

Isabel made a sound of derision. “Look what happened to you-- you were killed by an alien. And then there was Grant, the only other guy I was semi-involved with, and he was killed by that ridiculous alien jellyfish thing.”

“It's like you said. Jesse had a dream, and dreams aren't real.” Alex should know since he was nothing more than a specter of her own dreams only held here by her memories and thoughts of him. “He isn't going to propose to you. It was just a thought passing through his head, so let it pass.”

 

~~~

 

Liz and Max were outside late. Liz once again was disobeying her father by sneaking out despite her being grounded, and seeing Max against her father’s expressed wishes.

“I want to move out.” Liz told Max as they walked together holding hands.

“And then what?”

“Move in together?” Liz suggested to him, upset that he wasn’t more enthusiastic about it. “Don't you want to?”

“I want to for the right reasons.” Max told her. He had gone this route once before, with Tess when they were expecting the baby. He looked for apartments, but even in that instance, it was still wrong. Choices should be made out of adult choices, real reasons, such as love, forever and a real future. They shouldn’t be made off the cuff out of desperate necessity.

“How 'bout being together?” Liz stopped and faced him. She needed this. She needed someone on her side, someone that would at least try to understand how she felt. “You know, we could just leave tonight and find someplace.”

“The cost's just too high.” Max said shaking his head. He wasn’t walking this road, not now, and not for Liz. She wasn’t thinking with her head, just with her heart and her anger.

“We'll get jobs.” Dammit, Michael and Maria did it every day, and they weren’t even together that way. Sure, they were in love, but it would take something earth shattering to wake them from their comfortable happy dream.

“Your family, Liz.” Max tried to explain to her. It wasn’t money. The cost was her relationship with her parents. “It would destroy your mom and dad.”

“They're destroying us.”

Max couldn’t believe he didn’t agree with her, that he saw her impassioned plea nothing more than an unrealistic teenage girl’s understanding of the world. No one could destroy them, no would could take their dreams, not if they didn’t want them to. “Liz …”

“They are, Max. Well, my father is, anyway.” Liz changed tactics. She couldn’t have Max against her too. “How am I supposed to help you find your child if I can’t even be with you?”

Max closed his eyes for a moment. He never wanted it like this. “You are with me … All the time. All the time.” Max and Liz continued to walk, and Max stared off into the night. He needed to find his son, but that was something that he should’ve never involved Liz in, or made her so unsure and insecure that she felt it was the only connect they could find. He made mistakes with Liz. He didn’t want to make any more.

 

~~~

 

Alex and Isabel were pacing in front of the theatre at noon . Isabel went one way, Alex the other. They were both deep in thought, talking about it … making plans.

“If he pulls a ring from his pocket, you can’t get all weak in the knees.” Alex told her. He needed to go. Some journeys in life were a solitary thing. This was one of them, as was death.

“Don't go.” Isabel begged him.

“No, you're on your own.” Alex told her meaning in more literal than she could imagine. “Eye of the tiger. You can do this. Just say no.” Alex looked beyond her at Jesse coming towards them. Isabel followed his glance, and when she looked back, Alex was gone.

“I thought we were supposed to meet in the balcony.” Jesse said confused by the expression on her face. “Aren't we being a little risky?”

“Hey.” Isabel greeted him shaking her head. “I can’t do this.”

Confused Jesse tried to understand to make sense of what was looking to become a highly irrational conversation. “Look, did something happen? Did someone find out?”

“No, and they never will.” Isabel started to walk off.

“Wait, wait.” Jesse hooked on her pulling her back. “Hold on. Hang on a second.”

“We're done.”

Oh that was not true. “Isabel we're just starting.”

“Don't call me.” She told him, “Don't try to see me.”

Jesse refused to let her go. “I need to know what happened. What changed?”

“Let me go.” Isabel hated that her voice was practically breaking, begging him to set her free. She wanted to be stronger than this. She needed to be strong.

“Just wait. Whatever happened, listen to me. Whatever happened, we'll get through it.”

Isabel was on the verge of tears. “We'll get through it if we're apart.”

“What does that mean, Isabel?” Jesse took her other arm and forced her to look at him, to look him in the eyes. “Look, you have to give me an explanation, ok? You owe me an explanation.”

“All right. Fine.” Isabel stiffened in his arms. She called on all the years of being the Ice Queen to do what she knew had to be done. “This is going nowhere. We are going nowhere, ok? I'm eighteen. I want to go to college. I want a life. And you, what are you doing here, Jesse? You came to visit your mother, and you've never left. You graduated with honors from Harvard Law School . You could be working for the most prestigious law firm in the country.” Hearing herself say it, knowing it was all true, made it worse. She was on the edge of her control as tears prickled at the back of her eyes. “If you stay here, you're throwing your future away, because we don't have a future.”

Jesse let her go, his face a study of misery. “I love you, Isabel.”

“You can’t, so don’t.” Isabel walked off. “Just don't.” She walked away, across the street until she saw Alex waiting for her leaning against a building. Going to him, she walked into his arms and hugged him as she cried.

 

~~~

 

Kyle opened the door to leave for work and literally walked into a crying Isabel. “Whoa, jeez! Did you knock?”

“No,” sniffed Isabel through the tears.

“So you're lurking now?” He could live a thousand years and no understand women, but alien women … he suspected they were a breed of their own completely unfathomed.

“No.”

“What--what's wrong?” Isabel shook her head and started to leave. This was a bad idea, but she had no where else to go. “Wait, you ok? Here, come on. Come on in.” Kyle nabbed her before she could run away. He led her to the sofa. “What happened? Do you want some water or something?”

“No.”

“Sit …” She just stood there, so he helped her with a push. “Down. Do you want to talk about it?”

“No.” She continued to cry.

“Ok, ok.” She just wanted to cry. He could handle that.

Isabel noticed his uniform he wore to the garage. “Aren't you late for work?”

“Oh, screw that. That's …” Kyle waved it off as something he rather not do anyway. “What happened?”

Isabel wiped away her tears. “I broke up with Jesse.”

“Why?”

“Because there's no way. I can’t. I can’t drag him into this. I can’t.” She had too many black marks on her soul. Grant. Alex. Especially Alex.

“What are you afraid of? What do you think is gonna happen? He's gonna run away?” She didn’t answer. “Isabel, Has anyone you've shared this with ever run away from you? Name one person.” Isabel couldn’t. They all stayed. They all gave up everything to protect her. Alex, Maria, Liz, Kyle and Sheriff Valenti. They walked through fire for the aliens, and yet, they were still there … except Alex. Isabel started to cry again. “Let him in. Let him deal with it.”

“I can’t.” Isabel blew her nose in her tissue wiping away the smudged makeup. “Max and Michael and I, after Alex died, we made a pact to never let anyone else in, ever.”

“Well, just talk to 'em. I'm sure they'll understand.”

“Yeah, right.”  God, becoming a Buddhist made him such an optimist. Someone just shoot her now.

 

~~~

 

Michael was digging around in his kitchen for food. He needed to cook dinner for Maria. The boys were helping him and they all wrote out long detailed suggestions for stepping up his courtship of Maria, most of which he burned due to graphic adult materials unfit for Maria to view. Dinner was Steve’s suggestion. Dinner, low lighting, conversation and music. That he could do. Once he got Max to shift his butt somewhere else. It was already three, and he didn’t have much time.

“Well, you can’t move in with her. You'd have to move out of state to avoid her father.” Michael scratched his eyebrow. “Do you still have to cross a state line to be a kidnapper?”

“I don't know.” Max shrugged. “You tell me. You spent years dragging Maria over state lines.”

“Though,” said Michael ignoring Max’s comment about Maria, taking it to be jealousy, “maybe armed robbery would be ahead on the syllabus.”

“Slow down.” Max said more to himself.

Michael stopped sniffing a green pepper to stare at Max. “Am I speaking too fast?”

Max waved that off. “Me and Liz. Calm things down a little. Turn down the heat.”

There was heat? Michael made a face. Okay. “Back on the throttle. Sounds good.” He nodded hoping that was the last of it as far as details went. Michael went back to digging around in his refrigerator as Maria came into the apartment.

“You want a Snapple?” Michael asked Max.

“Where were you?” Maria asked.

Michael’s head pop up from out of the refrigerator noticing his girlfriend … soon to be girlfriend. “Where was I supposed to be?”

“We were supposed to have lunch at school today.”

“We’re having dinner tonight.” Michael pointed out. “Today's Saturday.”

“No, today's Friday. We’re scheduled to have dinner tomorrow night before we take off to the concert.”

“Then why am I making you dinner right now?”

“Hello.” Maria grabbed his confused head. “Where are you?”

“I'm right here.” Michael scratched his eyebrow. “Where's Saturday?”

Maria shook her head at her poor confused friend. “Michael, you big teddy bear, you need to get some serious sleep.” She glanced at Max realizing she had interrupted a conversation. “What, are you guys saving the world from alien invasion?”

“Would that keep you from kicking my ass?” God, he missed lunch with her? Stood her up? Damn, the more he tried to go forward the faster he went backwards.

“I gotta get going.” Max told the couple, not sure he could handle their dysfunctional dating techniques. It was warping to his own affairs.

“Good luck.” Michael called to Max turning back to see Maria’s ironclad pout. “Don't do that.”

“What am I doing?” Maria asked innocently.

“Uh-huh.” Michael shook his head. “You want something from me. You got the look, so spill it, DeLuca. What do I have to pay to fix standing you up at lunch?”

Maria took the green pepper from him shoving it back into the refrigerator. Taking his hand she led him into the bedroom. Turning him around so his back was to the bed, she slowly unbuttoned his shirt.

“You really want to know,” she asked in a low seductive voice.

Michael gulped hard, his mind racing with all the possibilities and a few offered to him from the guys, that even though were physically burned, since remained burningly alive in his mind.

“Yes.” This was it. Finally.

Maria slid the shirt off his shoulders and pushed him backwards on the bed. “Sleep. I’ll wake you for dinner.” Michael lay there stunned as she turned the light out on her way out of his bedroom. Groaning he put an arm across his eyes shutting them. What? So now she was a tease?

 

~~~

 

Isabel was in the kitchen with her parents having an early dinner so they could make the early movie. She suffered through their usually Max obsessing.

“So, Max is living with Michael?” Diane Evans asked, needing to understand what exactly was going on with her son.

“More like crashing.” Isabel explained through bites.

“Crashing?” That sounded so transient. Diane frowned. “Does he have his things there? A bed? Is he paying rent?”

Isabel put down her fork. “Can we just try not to talk about Max? For just this once, just tonight. Is that possible?”

Philip agreed. He had told Max to leave, and his wife was still having a hard time dealing with it. “So, you're not gonna believe this, but I have to look for another lawyer.” Philip handed his wife his empty plate. “Again.”

“Someone's leaving?” Diane asked as she gave her husband another serving.

“Jesse.” Philip told her as he took his plate smiling at his wife.

“What? Honey, you said he was the best lawyer your firm has ever had.”

“Apparently, too good for my firm. He's moving back to New York .”

New York ?” Diane shook her head. Jesse was supposed to take some of Philip’s work load. Now she would never see her husband. “Well, I hope he gave you decent notice.

Philip shook his head between bites. “That's the thing. He just walked out on me this afternoon. Totally uncharacteristic.”

Isabel, who had been listening, suddenly stood up. “You know, I actually forgot some books at school. I'm totally-- I'm not--I’m sorry. I'll be right back.”

“Isabel? Honey, what about dinner?” Diane called to her daughter.

“I'll be back.”

 

~~~

 

“So you got caught again?”

“The eraser room. We weren’t doing anything and the teacher, he was so nasty asking us if we were planning a bank heist. Of course, who do you think he calls immediately?”

“You dad?” Maria guessed.

“Bingo! The worse thing is, Maria, that Max, he wants to come talk to my father, try to explain, but it’s not going to work. My dad, he’s totally unhinged right now.” Liz glanced at her quiet friend. “Why are you working? I thought you were going to a concert in Santa Fe , and dinner or something?”

“That’s tomorrow. I left a confused Michael, who is not sure which year it is, sleeping. So after this shift, I need to go wake him, feed him, and get him into his uniform for another fun graveyard shift.” Maria frowned at what Liz was doing, her mind obviously not on Maria or what she was doing. “Are you ok?”

“Yeah. Why?” Liz asked distractedly.

“You're making a cottage cheese milk shake.” Maria saw Liz’s face change as she looked at what she was doing. “Sweetie, what? What, what, what?”

“Nothing.” Talking to Maria about Max wasn’t the easiest of things to do. “I just don't know if I’m, like, mad or insane or what.”

“Mad as in angry mad?”

“Yes.”

“Well, I don't know.” Maria leaned a hip against the counter. “You said ‘insane.’ I thought maybe you were expanding on mad as in crazy. Ok, fine. You're mad. What are you mad about?”

“Impotence.”

Maria lifted an eyebrow in surprise, her mouth opening. “Is Max …”

“No. I just-- I feel powerless. I don't know if I should pull the plug or what.”

“Suicide?”

“Please stop. Stop it, ok?” Liz begged Maria, needing it more from other people namely her father and Max. “I need all of you to stop it so I can take a breath.” She looked over as Max walked into the diner.

Maria followed Liz’s horrified gaze and whistled under her breath. “Oh, here we go.”

Liz and Maria weren’t the only ones to see Max. Jeff Parker saw him immediately from the kitchen, and he quickly came out from behind the counter to intercept Max. “No, you don't! No, you don't! Max, get out of here.” Jeff threatened.

“Mr. Parker, I need to speak with you for a second.”

“Get out before I throw you out.”

“Dad...” Liz joined them begging her father to be reasonable.

“Mr. Parker, I think that if we just talked …”

Jeff was ready to physically hit the young man. “I said go.” He pointed the way out emphatically, not bothering to talk or compromise.

“No, Dad. Stop.”

“It's ok.” Max told Liz. “I'm leaving.” Liz watched Max go and turned to her father.

“I hate you.”

Maria’s tense body suddenly went limp. “Well, that went smashingly well,” she said to no one. She wrapped an arm around her stomach, bending slightly to the pain. Her stomach was really hurting.

 

~~~

 

Isabel knocked on the door of the Ramirez house. She was nervous with a lovely older Latino woman opened the door. “Mrs. Ramirez? Hi. I … I need to talk to your son. Suddenly very unsure of herself, Isabel stammered. “I'm Isabel.”

Mrs. Ramirez eyes moved over the beautiful young girl’s face, and suddenly a lot was clear. “Come on in.”

“Okay.” Isabel looked around in interest as Jesse’s mother went to get him. Smiling, she looked at family pictures, many of them younger versions of Jesse.

Jesse and Isabel went into the backyard to talk. Isabel wandered around the garden, amazed at the incredible workmanship and gardening skills involved.

“This is beautiful.”

“It's my mom's pride and joy.” Jesse took the pruning shears and made a few snips at the rose bushes.

Isabel glanced at him. “I thought that'd be you.”

“No, I don't bend easily enough to her wishes.” Jesse was a lawyer, he didn’t do prevarication too well. He liked thing honest and direct. “So we should talk.”

“You want to put down those shears first?” Isabel said jokingly, but she really preferred he didn’t have something sharp in his hands. “I don't want to lose you, Jesse.”

Jesse made a face. “Isabel, you broke up with me.” Maybe she didn’t know what that meant?

“I know.”

The indecision was evident on her face. Jesse felt a tinge of encouragement that not only that she came, but that she didn’t want him to leave. “Maybe we should go out to dinner tomorrow night.”

“Dinner?” Isabel felt a slow trickle of fear down her spine. She was going to ruin this.

“I think we both need to lay our cards on the table.”

 

~~~

 

“Michael.”

“Hmm?”

“Michael.” Maria said softly, her hand gently pushing him. “You need to wake up. Dinner. You’ve only got a few hours before work.”

Michael rolled over to blink at her as his sleep fogged brain cleared. “Maria.” He reached out and ignoring her squeak, pulled her down beside him, to roll over and trap her against his warm body still heavy with sleep. “You talk too much. Sleep.”

Maria sighed contently and rested against him for a moment, her hand moving up and down his arm. “It’s midnight .”

“Hmm?”

“The time is midnight . You slept for over eight hours.”

“I needed it.”

“You did.”

Michael rolled over and glanced at his clock. It was late. Sniffing the air, he could smell Maria, her favorite scent, and something else … food. “What did you make?”

“Lasagna, extra cheese the way you like it.”

“I didn’t have cheese.”

“Do now. I went grocery shopping, went to work … on a Friday no less, cleared the pigsty of an apartment you call home, which meant shoveling Max stuff from one side of the room to another, and then made dinner.”

“You’ve been busy.”

“I have.” Maria pinched his side lightly. “C’mon, you need to eat and shower. You’ve got tomorrow night off, so you can have fun then. The concert!” She reminded him.

“Right, the concert,” Michael frowned. Did he even remember to buy the tickets? He got up and pulled Maria out of the bed. They went into the other room to eat, and sitting there at the counter, Michael got through two servings of lasagna and a salad before glancing up at the refrigerator.

“Can I have a Snapple?” Maria asked when he went over to read the note he left himself.

“Sure.” Michael stopped and read the note. Bowling league on Saturday night. Oh damn. This Saturday. Groaning he hit his head against the refrigerator. He had double booked his limited free time.

“What’s wrong?”

“I don't know if I have a cold one, but I'll check.” Michael said cursing himself. “Oh, I do.” He handed her the Snapple.

Maria took a drink thanking him, and sitting back staring at her plate that still had too much food, she glanced his way. His jaw was clenched, and he had that look, the concentrated look he got when he was having a conversation with himself in his head.

“So now you really want to tell me what’s wrong?”

Michael rubbed his eyes. “I …” He laughed at himself. At this rate, he would be a fifty year old geezer chasing her about the apartment still trying to convince her to go out of an official date. “I double booked tomorrow night.” Maria went still. “I know the concert was my idea, but I think I forgot to get the tickets, and somewhere, somehow I promised to bowl with the guys in the bowling league.” Michael pointed to the note on his refrigerator.

“Okay.” Maria swallowed her disappointment. She was losing it. Losing him. Between his two jobs, school, and his new friends, she was finding herself back in the same position she had when Liz started dating Max. Outside. Alone. Smiling, she shrugged. “It’s okay. Since you didn’t get the tickets, don’t worry about it. Go bowling.”

“It’s not okay, Maria. I wanted to … it’s just I’ve never been this busy, and …”

“Michael, it’s okay. You don’t owe me anything. It’s not like we’re dating or something.”

That was the problem. Michael sighed. At this rate, they never would.

 

~~~

 

“So you double booked your date with Maria, and now you’re going bowling with us, and not her?” Steve asked, needing a little clarification. “And dinner? What about the dinner I told you to make her?”

“I sort of messed that up too. Guess I don’t have to make her dinner since we’re not going to the concert.” Monk, Fly and George shook their heads at how bad Michael was at dating.

“Damn, Chico ,” Monk said, “you think maybe you could draw on some hidden romance gene, you know the one you used with other girlfriends, to get this straight?”

“What other girlfriends? Maria is it. For over two years, she’s the only girl I do things with.” Michael made a face. “I mean there is Isabel, but she’s like my sister, you know, plus, what I consider fun, and Isabel considers fun is two extremes. I guess I haven’t had much ‘female’ exposure.”

Fly sat back interested in seeing a guy with worse skills with women than his. “So ask this sister girl you have. Does she know Maria? Maybe she can help.”

Michael remembered the last time he asked for Isabel’s help and the price tag that came along with the earrings. It took him three months to pay them off. “Nah. That wouldn’t work. Isabel has no clue to what makes Maria happy or tick. Isabel’s solution would be something involving money I don’t have, like buy her a country or something. Isabel isn’t practical in the sense of real world expenses. For her, affection and worth usually does have a price tag. Her dad is a lawyer.” Michael explained.

Aww, the guys nodded knowingly. Rich chicks.

“Well, you definitely need help,” said Steve. “At this rate, she’ll be married to another guy pushing out babies before you remember to notice.” Steve picked up the phone.

“Who you calling?” Michael asked.

“An expert.”

 

~~~

 

Max and Michael were playing table soccer, as Isabel knocked. Max had been telling him about the humiliating fight he had with Liz’s father. Michael made some asinine comment about Max needing to define what ‘slowing it down’ really meant, and Max calmly asked Michael how his campaign to win Maria was going.

“Come in. It's open.” Michael called to the knock. “You're going down,” he said to Max.

Isabel shut the door leaning against it for a moment. “I need to talk to you guys.”

“All right.” Michael glanced at the clock. “Make it quick. I got a big night ahead of me.”

Max sneered at Michael smacking the ball towards Michael’s goal. “What's up, Iz?”

Isabel took a deep breath and dived in. “Ok, I'm just gonna make it simple. And I don't really think it's that big of a deal anyway so, you know, I'm just gonna say it, and you can react. There's … there's someone I want to tell about us.”

Michael stopped playing. “Well, I'm glad you don't think that's a big deal,” he said sarcastically. “Who?”

“His name is Jesse Ramirez. You both know him. He's …”

“The lawyer who works for Dad?”

“Yeah.”

“And why do you want to tell him?” Max asked, not liking this already, his back stiffening.

“Because we've gotten close.”

“Close?”

Isabel glared at the cold matter of fact voice. “Yes, close.”

“Meaning you and he are, uh …” Max knew he didn’t like this.

“Involved.”

Michael wasn’t as involved as obviously Max was. To him it was simple. “Are you pregnant?”

“No.” Isabel looked at Michael in shock that he would ask such a personal question of her. “We haven't even slept together.”

Michael kept on his list of important questions. “Has he seen you use your powers?”

“No.”

Michael put his hands back on his game already bored with the conversation, seeing no real need to tell this Jesse person a damn thing. “Then why are we having this conversation?”

Max wasn’t as simplistic as Michael. “Well, then why do you need to tell him?”

They were the two most irritating brothers a girl could have. “I don't need to. I want to. I want him to know because I want to be honest with him. I love him, and I want him to know me. I don't want to hide.” They both went back to the game considering it a closed subject. “Do you guys know how humiliating this is for me? To have to come here and ask your permission to have an open conversation with my boyfriend? Can you just imagine it for a second and put yourself in my position?”

Michael stopped playing again after slamming another shot into Max goal, and scoring. “I'm gonna put this as simple as possible. Isabel, I'm happy you have a boyfriend. Congrats. That said, lie about the alien thing.” Michael swore as he glanced at the time. He needed to leave now or he wouldn’t intercept Maria at work. He didn’t even bother to say goodbye. He had said all he needed.

“He's gonna leave, Max.” Isabel told her brother needing him to understand, to feel how important this was to her. “If I’m not honest with him, he's gonna leave.”

“How long have you two been, uh …”

“Three months. But I know him. I know him. This is the first time I’ve ever felt this way. I'm in love with him, and if I lose this, I don't know what the hell I’m doing here on earth. I mean, you have Liz, Michael has Maria. This is the first time I’ve had someone.”

“Isabel, what if in three months from now or even six months from now, you two break up?”

“We won't.”

“How do you know?”

“How did you know to tell Liz?” Isabel easily turned the tables on Max. He and Liz weren’t even friends when he told her. He trusted his instinct that said they had a connection or would if they could get past his alien side. “I just do.”

“Right now, I'm not so sure it was the best idea to tell Liz. It's screwing up her entire life.”

“No matter how much it screws up her life, you still have each other.” She couldn’t believe that after all he and Liz had been through, all the pain and hard times, that he was now questioning the choice he made to tell her … to involve her in all their lives. “Isn't that the most important thing?”

“Think about Jesse, Isabel. We agreed not to tell anyone else after Alex died because we didn't want to put anyone else at risk. The second you tell Jesse, his life changes … Forever. He becomes a part of a secret he didn't ask to be part of. You can’t tell him, Isabel. For his sake.

 

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