Panacea…….

 

New York City was a world of lights, a place that never slept. There was an energy and movement that hummed along throughout the day. Michael smiled watching Maria move with it naturally, as if she was born to be there. This wasn’t Roswell , and somehow, it wasn’t unfamiliar either.

“That was the most incredible toy store I ever saw!” Maria dug through her bags to find the cute little stuffed animal Michael bought her for Valentine’s Day. “I absolutely love this. Thank you.” Maria kissed him on the lips, both of them holding the touch for a moment as their eyes met. They were sharing a bed again, and it was hard … in more ways than one. Neither of them was willing to pull back, so they just lived with the torture.

“When do we have to be at the studio?” Michael asked hoarsely.

“In two hours. I should change.” Maria kept her hand on him. They had spent the last five days sightseeing, shopping and exploring New York City . Michael had to leave the next day, and she was no closer to deciding what to do with the label, and their offer.

“Still can’t decide?” Michael guessed watching her eyes.

“No. I mean the cover songs are crap. I guess I should be happy to have my voice out there, but music for me was never so much the singing as it was the songwriting. If they aren’t going to let me write … I don’t know.”

“I never knew recording could be so damn boring!” Michael confessed. The constant sound checks, playback, leveling, and endless stops and repeats. It was amazing that an album was ever made.

“Not going to want to be the singing alien sensation?”

“Not in this lifetime.” Michael frowned at the time. His time was short. The plane left in the morning, and he didn’t want to waste too much time watching Dominique try to manipulate Maria into being the perfect mindless client. “How long is today’s session?”

“We’ll be out of there by eight, I promise.”

“Eight?” Michael made a face. They ran over last night until almost midnight .

“Promise. It’s your last night, so I wanted to do something different. I’ve got a Valentine’s present for you too, something … fun. I hear Metallica is performing live tonight, and …”

“What?!” Michael’s heart stopped in his chest. “We have to go! We have to stand around like a bunch of idiots waiting for a chance to see them. I … I might be able to get us in free, and …” Michael already running through the scenario of using his powers to pop locks, and get them backstage.

“And I had Dominique get us tickets. Front row with backstage passes.” Maria gave a loud screech as Michael tackled her. Laughing, they wrestled as Michael demanded to see the tickets. Struggling to sit up, she gave up with a giggle and watched his face as he read the tickets over and over again, her eyes softening as a smiled pulled the corner of her mouth. It was hard to imagine falling more in love with someone, until you did.

 

“Dear Liz, You know, they say New York can be overwhelming at first, the crowds, the noise, the restless energy. It's supposed to be intimidating to first timers. Not me or Michael. We love it. I don’t care if I stay here, because any large city would be this energizing. I sent Spaceboy home today to get us packed, and already, the city misses him. I miss him. This is our kind of town. In fact, I feel like... I don't know... I feel like we've come home.”  

 

Maria directed the limo to a place in Greenwich Village after seeing Michael off at the airport. He had only been in the air an hour, and New York already felt unfamiliar without him. The limo pulled up to a young man singing and playing the guitar. Maria stood up in the sunroof of the limo and threw a piece of paper at the guy singing, he turned around. Billy saw her and smiled.

“Maria!” Billy laughed amazed. “What in the world...?”

“I'm a rock star.” Maria said making a laughing face. “Come on, don't look so shocked, I told you I was coming. Sorry about the paper instead of black underwear, but I didn’t have anything I wanted to part with.”

“Story of my life,” Billy retorted, putting his guitar in the case. “I knew you said you were coming, but you didn't tell me you were coming in a limo.”

“Well, what can I say, my label loves me.”

“Yeah, obviously, they gave you a limousine.”

“Gave is a little strong of a word, I actually borrowed it from Dominique Lazar.” Maria laughed at the look on Billy’s face. “You've got to meet her, a real live talent scout. I've got to introduce you guys, I mean, I know she'll just love your stuff so …”

“No, that's cool, man, you don't have to do that.”

“Come on, it's nothing. Get in here.” Maria nodded to the door. “We're gonna be late to my recording session. Let’s go.”

Billy laughed climbing in admiring the interior of his first limo. “So how did you get here without your bodyguard?”

“Michael? I just put him on a plane home. Thought I should wait until he was gone to seek you out … for some reason, he has a problem with you.”

“I bet. So you and him through?”

“Hardly started. He had to get back to work, and look into getting us packed for the big move. I’m still not sure this is going to work. They’re demanding a lot of compromises from me, actually all of them from me … none from them.”

“Uh-oh.”

“Yeah. I’m giving it a few more days before I decide, but until then, maybe I can use my limited connections to help an old friend along?”

“Maria … St. Maria. Patron Saint of starving artists?”

“Hookers I think.”

“Same difference,” Billy laughed as he sat back listening to Maria tell him about her week.

 

~~~

 

“Dear Maria, spending a week on a cramped, smelly bus was the most liberating experience of my entire life. The further away I got from Roswell , the more I felt like myself again. You know, like a normal teenager. In fact, when I finally got to the Winnaman Academy it was like coming home. I guess the other girls feel like this is some kind of prison, but I'm actually grateful to have some boundaries clearly laid out for me. With a little discipline maybe I will make it to Harvard after all.”

 

Liz got off the bus and looked around at the strangeness of Vermont compared to Roswell , New Mexico . The school van was waiting for her, collecting her bags. She was driven to school and given an introductory interview with Dean Hawkins.

“We have very strict rules here at Winnaman. Probably a much more disciplined atmosphere than you are used to.”

“That's exactly what I want right now.” Liz said.

“Good. Because we do have rules, and we expect them to be followed.” She handed Liz a list of rules. “Curfew is at nine. No boys allowed on campus. There will be no smoking, no drinking, and drugs will not be tolerated.”

Liz followed the directions to her room assignment. Knocking on the door, she waited until a girl opened up. “I think this is supposed to be my room.”

“You think?”

“Well,” Liz glanced at the room number again, “yeah, it is.”

The girl let Liz in. “Well, I knew my single was too good to last.”

“Are you Eileen Burrows?” Liz asked reading information about her room including her roommate’s name.

“Yeah, I'm the welcoming committee. You must be umm …” Eileen read Liz’s name tag. “Elizabeth Parker.”

“Did they not tell you I was coming?”

“No. But you might want to lose the name tag, cuz you're an inmate now.” Liz peeled the label off her coat. “So um, Elizabeth ... Liz... what should I call you?” asked Eileen as she took out a cigarette.

“Beth. I just go by Beth.” Liz lied as she started to unpack.

Lighting up, Eileen glanced at Liz. “Where you from, Beth?”

California .” Liz lied again.

“What part?”

“Um, not too far from Disneyland .”

“Ah, lucky you. You leave a boyfriend back there?”

Liz shook her head. “Nope, no boyfriend.”

“Lesbian?”

Liz shook her head again, slightly taken aback. “Sorry.”

“Oh, no I wasn't asking for a date. I mean, there are plenty of girls here who gabble with the whole thing.” Liz nodded listening as she continued to unpack. Eileen held up her smoke. “Is this making you uncomfortable?”

“You know, to tell you the truth, it is. I just got read out by the dean and I don't feel like getting in trouble five minutes after I've been here.”

Eileen lifted a brow. “It was a rhetorical question. I'm not putting it out.”

“Then why did you ask?”

“I was being polite.” There was a knock at the door. “Who is it?” Eileen asked taking a drag.

“Dean Hawkins.”

“Oh, crap.” Eileen quickly put out her cigarette. She sprayed the room with air freshener. Glancing at the door when the knock came again.

“Um... Um... One second.” Liz took off her coat. “One second, one second. I'm just...,” Liz took off her shirt, “changing my clothes. Sorry, I'll be right there.” Eileen hid her cigarette. Liz held her shirt up to her as she lit a candle, and opened the door. “Coming.” Liz opened the door breathing a little hard. “Hi. Sorry, I just wanted to change and get into my uniform …”

The Dean came in looking around the room. “Do I smell smoke?”

“No, I just lit a candle. Is that allowed?”

“Of course,” The Dean handed Liz some papers. “I forgot to give you these earlier. Fill them out and return them to me in the morning.”

“I will. Thank you, ma'am.” Liz shut the door behind the Dean.

Eileen smiled. “Quick thinker.”

Liz sighed in relief of another problem averted. “Practice.”

 

~~~

At the recording studio Dominique, Billy, and Maria were listening to Maria's demo.

“All right, well come on, this is so working!” Dominique exclaimed, happy with the results.

Maria took the break to introduce Billy. “Dominique, this is my very good friend Billy Darden. He's an excellent songwriter.”

“Oh, great, well give me a demo. I'd love to hear it.” Dominique said with her patented five dollar smile and a hand shake.

“Sure, I mean, if you're really interested I can just play you something right now.” Billy offered.

“No, actually a demo is best.”

Billy’s eyes went serious as he understood immediately. Don’t bother. “Right.”

“Yeah, thanks.” Dominique turned back to Maria. “Okay, sugar, this song is good. I mean, it's really good, you know? I'm just-- I'm not quite sure that it's a home run. Do you know what I mean?”

“So, you don't want to use this song anymore?” Maria said shrewdly.

“Okay, I love it. But the label, I think, might want to go with something just a little lighter.”

“Okay, well if they want a different song, I mean, Billy and I …”

“Actually, I've got the song, honey, right here. Dominique interrupted handing her the lyrics.

“I don't understand, I thought you wanted me because I was a songwriter.”

“Oh, well, baby, we want you, you know, for your voice and your look, everything. Everything. The whole Deluca package.”

“Yeah,” said Maria holding up the lyrics, “but I didn't write this.”

“Yeah, but professionals did. I mean, no offense, my god, you're … you know … you're just new. You're raw.”

Maria read the lyrics again. “I mean, I don't even think like this.”

“Okay. Please try it. All right? And trust me-- I tell you what, you record this song, okay, and if at the end of the day if you don't like it and you want to go with your song, then we will-- we will go with your song. All right?” Maria nodded practicing in her head about compromise. “Okay, cuz I just want us to have options.”

“Okay.” Maria agreed.

“All right then.” Dominique was all happiness and smiles having got her way. Handling talent was her forte.

“Okay.” Maria said sharing a look with Billy, who shrugged not knowing what to say. It wasn’t his call.

Dominique moved everyone into place. “Perfect. Excellent.”

 

~~~

 

Maria was back at her hotel room provided by the label. She had Billy order pizza for dinner, and he was downstairs waiting for the delivery man. Checking the time, she picked up the phone and called Roswell . Michael should have been home at least three hours already. She had spent nine hours in the recording studio doing numerous songs, most of which weren’t hers. They were going to start where they left off tomorrow. Taking off her shoes, she laid back on the bed that was way too large without Michael.

While she listened to the phone ringing, she quickly pulled off her top and bra and pulled Michael’s green sweater on. It still smelt like him.

“Yeah,” came a sleepy Michael voice.

“Hey, you,” Maria sat up so happy to hear his voice.

“Hey, you back.” Michael said laying back in the bed to talk to her. “How was your day?”

“Sucked,” Maria sniffed. “How was the flight?”

“Sucked. I got home to jet lag, and a shift that starts at ten, which is in about two hours my time.” Michael frowned when Maria sniffed again. “Are you crying?”

“No.” Maria reached for a tissue. “Yes. I … I just miss you, and you’re all the way across the damn continent! I … the bed is too damn big, and I hate the damn songs they had me sing. They were all bad. Nasty pop trash with no soul, just some whacked up hip hop beat … you know, dance crap that’s supposed to pass as real music.”

“You hate it.”

“I loathe it. And I hate that you’re not here.”

Michael was quiet for a moment. “What are you doing?”

“Sitting on the bed talking to you, waiting for pizza delivery.”

Michael could picture her. “What are you wearing?”

“Your sweater.” Maria hugged herself. “It still smells like you.”

Michael swallowed hard, wanting to be there. Closing his eyes, he listened to the soft sound of her breathing. “I’ll take the first plane back tomorrow.”

“Don’t.” Maria took a calming breath. She was being a baby. It was just his voice, so far away, and she couldn’t touch him. “Don’t. I’m going to the recording studio again tomorrow. If things don’t change, then I’m going to use the clause that Jesse gave me and get out. I didn’t take this deal to be turn into a cheap Pop Queen wannabe. I want to be what Alex was working for. He wrote all his own music, played with his band, did shows, and cut his own CD’s, never losing his artist’s integrity. I want him to be proud of me. I want you to be proud of me.” Maria paused for a moment. “Will you be disappointed in me if I quit?”

“No. Just come home. I’m here.”

“I know.” Maria lay back on the bed. “I thought I could live in this city, that it felt like home, but the moment you stepped on that plane, it stopped feeling good to me. Don’t laugh, but I don’t think it can be home unless you’re here. I don’t think I can sleep without you near.”

Michael closed his eyes and listened to her voice, listened to what she was saying. It didn’t seem possible to fall even more in love with her. “Maria,” he said hoarsely. Thirteen days, three hours, fifteen minutes, and some seconds.

“I know,” Maria laughed at herself. “I’m being a baby.” She sniffed. “I’ll tell you what I’m gonna do. I’m going back tomorrow. I’ll have an honest one on one with Dominique, and if she doesn’t sell it, I’m walking. The songs she wants me to do are a total sell out, even Billy agrees that …”

Michael sat up in their bed. “Billy?”

“Um, yeah. I looked him up in the Village after I dropped you off. I told you I promised him I would.”

“Billy is there?”

“Yes. You knew he moved to New York City .” Maria frowned at Michael’s tone. “What? Are you okay? Michael?”

“Maria, who’s with you?”

“No one. I’m alone.” Maria held her tongue feeling it best not to mention that Billy was downstairs getting food. “Michael, you know Billy is just a friend. Whose sweater am I wearing? Not his.”

“Okay, I … sorry, I, um … so you will call me when you know?”

“Immediately.” Maria hugged herself. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, just peachy.” Michael talked to Maria for a few more minutes, until she had to hang up when food arrived. He frowned swearing he heard Billy’s pseudo Elvis voice in the background. Hanging up, he went into the living room. Max came through the door as he headed to the kitchen.

“Hey!” Max greeted him, happy to see him back.

“Yeah. Whatever.” Michael took his Snapple to go look out his back door. Searching the skies, he looked towards the dark east. Billy. Frickin’ “Singing Billy” in New York with Maria … alone. Michael pushed his hand through a window.

“Michael!”

Michael pulled his hand back staring the cut on his knuckle and hand. Sucking the blood, he waved Max and his healing hands off. “Forget it. It’s nothing. I think you’ve healed more than enough, don’t you?”

Max took the slap hard. Staring at his friend, he watched as an upset Michael, oblivious went back into his room slamming the door. Max rubbed his head for a moment, feeling a headache coming on. He picked up the phone and called Vermont again waiting to hear once again that there was no Liz Parker there.

 

~~~

 

Meta-Chem Corporation, 11:29 pm , in the security room. Michael was sleeping on the job with Monk next to him. Monk tapped Michael's shoulder. “Mike. Wake up.”

“What?” Michael turned around.

“Check this out.” He tried to stand his pen on his chin.

“You--You woke me up for that?”

Monk was still trying to do it. “I had it a second ago.”

“Man, I miss those other guys. These two man shifts are boring as hell.”

“Already said a number of times,” Monk commented while practicing his human seal trick. Michael took off a bloody band aid on his hand. “What happened to your hand?”

Michael checked out his healing wound. “I put it though a window.”

“On purpose?”

“Maria issues.” Michel put the band aid in the trash. “She saw Billy after I left.”

“You haven’t even been gone twenty-four hours and she’s hanging with another dude? Damn, Mike, not our Maria.”

“Well, I don’t think it’s romantic. He’s just a friend.”

“Like you are?”

Michael’s face clouded. “No, not like me!” Michael rubbed his face hard trying to calm his emotions before he blew the monitors again.

“Hey, you okay?” Monk asked concerned. “Man, no chick is worth that.”

“Maria is,” said Michael simply.

“Okay, maybe Maria is, but damn, you’ve got to get your house in order. Kiss the damn girl already!” Monk gave Michael a sympathetic look. “So, you moving or what?”

“Maria’s coming home, I think. If she dumps the contract, then I think she’ll be home in about two days. One day to dump, one day to make arrangements, and home on the next.” Michael said, a slight lightening of his attitude coming with the thought of her home, with him … away from the great unwashed singing bard. Billy. Michael gritted his teeth.

Monk glanced at Mike. “So, you wanna hang out this evening? I need an opponent. I just got Man in 2002 and the computer keeps kicking my ass.”

“All right, but I get to be the Ravens.”

“Fine, but you can’t have Jamal Lewis cuz he's out in real life.”

“I don't need him, cuz I got Ray Lewis.”

“Well, whatever then, you're going down, sucker!”

Michael smiled. “All right, it's on. Time for the rounds though, let’s go.”

Monk moaned, hating this part the most. After they left the security room for rounds, two men in contamination suits entered the security room, and took Michael's open bag of chips and put it in a plastic bag, vacuumed Michael's hat to get hair samples, and took Michael's bloody band aid and put it in a jar.

 

~~~

At Winnaman Academy ,  Eileen answered the hundredth call for a Liz Parker as she informed the caller that there was no Liz Parker on the floor. When Liz walked by, Eileen put the two together telling Liz it was a call for her. It was Max. He asked about her health and when she was coming home. Liz admitted that she had no symptoms since arriving at the school, and Max was encouraged that maybe Liz could come home soon.

While talking to Max, Liz began to experience rushes of electricity through her hands again, and she was horrified to realize that it was Max who was making her react, even without direct proximity. Lying to him, she hid the fact from him and hung up. The out of control rush of power melted the phone.

Eileen glanced up when Liz came into the bedroom. “Is it Liz or is it Beth?”

Liz sat on her own bed sighing. “I've always gone by Liz, and I'm not from California , I'm from New Mexico . Roswell .”

“And the part about not having a boyfriend?”

“Uh,” Liz laughed making a face, “That guy that was on the phone, he's actually the reason that I'm here.”

“See? Just be yourself and we'll get along just fine.”

 

~~~

 

Billy went with Maria to her recording session watching from the sideline as Maria sang. He watched her sing another song not hers, and the irritation moving over her face. He suppressed a yawn staring at the time. It was well after midnight , and they had been there over eight hours. The longer this went, the more irritated Maria became.

Maria stopped singing in mid song, “Okay, can we cut it? I'm sorry.”

“Okay, darling, you don't say cut, I say cut. Okay?” Dominique told Maria in the mic behind the glass of the control booth. “Okay, so we're gonna do it again, and now from the second verse. All right?”

“Okay. Wait.” Maria said, hating that she couldn’t even find five minutes to talk to Dominique privately. “You know, I'm sorry this isn't working for me.”

“What's wrong?”

“I don't know.” Maria stared at the lame lyrics and the bad song. “It's just not me. I'm not feeling it or whatever.”

“Okay, but honey, really, I know what these label boys want, so just trust me on this.”

“No, but I do. It's just these aren't my lyrics. I feel really weird singing them.”

Dominique was becoming irritated, and the more irritated she became the more fake and cloyingly sweet her tone. “All right. Well, fight your way through it, cuz you sound great. Really.”

“I know, but I mean, my songs are, you know, what I am.” Maria tried to explain to the woman.

“Well, this is business. This isn't personal.”

“Well, yeah it's personal to me.” Maria said speaking up for herself, making Billy stand up straighter in the back of the recording control booth from the tired slump he had going. He listened to Maria, cheering her on silently. “It's personal to me. I mean, if it's not personal it's just karaoke. I can just do that back at home at the Pizza Pan.”

“Are you going to sing the song or not?” Dominique asked.

“No, I want to sing the other song. I want to sing my song.”

“Yeah, well, Maria, sweetie, the other song isn't going to work, okay? So we're going to need this song.”

“But we had a deal.” Maria said staring at the woman through the glass waiting at the pause lengthened. Maria gave a nod having her answer. “You're not giving me a choice, are you?”

“Oh no. No, no, no, honey. You always have a choice.” Dominique threatened. “See you can finish recording this demo or you can head back to Roswell .”

Maria took the headphones off. “Then I’ll head back home to Roswell .” She walked out of the recording booth. “You ready?” she said to Billy.

Billy smiled putting his arm around her shoulders. “Let’s go get that limo before they take it away.” They walked out of the studio leaving the rest of the crew unsure what just happened, and Dominique staring in shock at the receding back of one Maria DeLuca.

In the limo, Maria decided to go check out of the hotel before the recording company decided to stiff her with the bill. “C’mon. We’ll order late night room service and pack while I find a cheaper room for the night. I also need to call Michael.”

“Look, I can give you a place to flop for the night. Save your money.”

Maria squeezed Billy’s hand, but shook her head no. “Thanks, but no thanks. Spending the night at your place is more trouble than I can handle right now, especially with my singing career in ashes around my feet. Michael finds out, he’ll add the rest of the world there as well.”

“He’s jealous.”

“No. I wouldn’t call it that. He’s … complex.”

Billy seemed amused by that assessment. “Did you mention that you hooked up with me yesterday?”

“Hooked up? There was no hooking up. I told him that I ‘looked’ you up after I dropped him off.”

“And …?”

“And, I hope his apartment is in one piece,” Maria admitted. “Look, Michael trusts me, or he should. If he doesn’t, he better learn. We plan to move from Roswell together, and it will be real bumpy if he can’t figure out how I feel about him.”

“Until recently, I hadn’t realized that you even knew how you felt.”

“Granted, but who wants to live in the past?” Maria sat back, lounging into the leather seat. “I’m marrying Michael Guerin.”

Billy startled. He hadn’t realized that it moved that far in just a few months. “Whoa!”

“Oh, he hasn’t asked, and no, not tomorrow or maybe even the next day. I have this whole ‘Guerin schedule’ and I figure it will take him about ten years to get around to figuring out he should ask me.”

Billy laughed. “And what do you do in the ten years while you wait?”

Maria smiled smugly, her eyes taking on a very brilliant mischief glint. “I give him ten years worth of reasons to finally ask.”

 

~~~

 

Michael and Monk were on late rounds of their next shift the following day. Walking through the deserted halls, neither of them was too excited about the job.

Michael tried to open a door. “Secure.” Monk checked it off on his list. They continued walking.

“Do you ever wonder what's behind these secret doors?” Monk asked.

“Can’t say I really think about it or give a damn.” Michael admitted, but then he felt that way about most things.

“I do.”

Michael checked another door. “Secure. Of course you do.”

Monk pressed his thumb on a panel. Access Denied sign lit up. “See, Meta-Chem is too secretive. I'm telling you, they have some crashed alien space ship in there and they're using reverse engineering to steal other cool technology. You know, like, where do you think remote controls came from? Or microwave ovens? Or cell phones?”

“Monk, Meta-Chem is a pharmaceutical company. All they have in those classified labs is some top secret formula from new cough syrup. All right? Come on, let's go.” Monk and Michael walked away.

Inside the room they were standing in front of was a scientist holding up a test tube that was labeled: “Guerin, Michael, blood extract.” The scientist filled a needle with Michael's blood extracted from the band aid.

Scientist glanced at the woman in the room with him. “Are you sure about this?”

“Do it.” The scientist injected the blood into someone.

 

~~~

 

Monk and Michael returned to their security monitors after they finished rounds. It was quiet, and Michael checked his monitors before sliding down to take a nap.

“You hear from Maria?”

“Not before I left for work. She called earlier in the day and told me they pushed the recording session back to later afternoon, so I’ll probably have a message from her when I get home.”

“When am I going to get my forty bucks?” Monk asked.

“I'm not paying you.”

“You can’t welsh.”

“Watch me.” Michael told his friend. “Playing an All-Star team against the regular Ravens minus Jamal Lewis, that's not fair.”

“Whatever. Take it up with the league, man. I've spent all my cash on Valentine's Day.”

“You don't have a girlfriend, Monk.” Michael pointed out.

“Yeah. I--I spent it on myself.”

Michael laughed. “You're weird, you know that?” Michael’s attention returned o the monitors as something started beeping. “Hey, we got a code blue in sector five pulling up.”

Monk zoomed in the camera in sector five. A door was open. “We got a breach.”

“A real one?” Michael asked in amazement.

“Yeah, this one ain't a drill, man.”

“All right, uh, call 911. I'll go down and secure the area.” Michael ordered Monk.

Monk picked up the phone as Michael ran out of the room down the hall to the opened emergency door. He saw no one. He closed the door and noticed the little window on the door was broken.

Michael using his walkie talkie reported the situation to Monk. “This area is secure. I don't see anyone.”

“Police are on their way.” Monk informed him. “I'm gonna come down.”

Michael bent down to pick up a piece of glass. The lights went out. Michael swore called Monk back. “Hey Monk, what's going on?”

“It wasn't me. I'm already out of the control center.” Monk said walking and talking to Michael. “Michael, I see somebody.”

“All right, wait there. I'm on my way.” Michael told Monk as he ran. He could hear Monk through the receiver as his friend held the send button.

“Stop! Don't move!” Michael heard two shots being fired.

“Monk! Monk!” Michael yelled in his field receiver as he ran down the halls towards Monk’s position. Monk was on the floor surrounded in a pool of blood.

Michael ran scrambling to get to his friend. He rolled Monk over onto his lap glancing up to see a figure rushing away. “Monk! Monk, look at me!” Michael pleaded frantically. He glanced at the bleeding wounds and then his deathly still friend. “Monk, look at me!! Monk, don't just give …” Monk wasn’t responding. “Monk! Monk!” Michael continued to call as his hand went to Monk’s pulse point. No pulse. “Monk. Monk. No.” Michael shook his head as he began to cry unable to believe this was happening. “You can’t die.”

 

~~~

 

It was a long bad night. In a Meta-Chem office Michael was being questioned by a representative of the company.

“Now let me just get this straight...” The lady said, the same lady that had been behind the closed security door having Michael’s blood injected into an old man. “Uh, what happened immediately after the alarm was tripped?”

Michael wasn’t talking very loud, his demeanor subdued. “We found a breach …”

“I can’t hear you. Could you speak up?”

“We found a breach in sector five,” Michael said louder, “and I went down to seal the exit.”

“And Mr. Piles stayed behind?” Monk last name was Piles? Michael hadn’t known that. Why didn’t he know that? “Mr. Guerin?” The woman said pulling him from his thoughts.

“Yeah, he phoned the authorities. And then the power cut, and he walkied me over the radio saying that he saw somebody. And, uh, and then I heard the gun shots.”

“Fine. Well, I think that about wraps it up. Anybody else have any questions?” The woman asked the other people in the room. No one said anything. “Good. Mr. Guerin, you are free to go.”

Michael was confused. “That's it? Don't the police want to talk to me?”

“No, no, no. That's fine. We're going to send out notes from the inquiry over to them.”

Michael stared at the woman suspicious. “No, but I should go down to the station. I'm the only eye witness.”

“That really won't be necessary, Mr. Guerin. You know, you've clearly been through a lot. Why don't you take a couple of days off?”

Michael stared at the woman, his voice low and quiet. “I’d rather work.” Something wasn’t right. He definitely would rather work.

 

~~~

 

Michael got home, it was still dark. He was home early from his normal shift, and Max was sleeping. Going into his bedroom, Michael checked his messages. There was one from Maria.

“Hey, it’s me! You won’t believe how whacked this deal was, so I walked. I decided to dump the cushy hotel before they tried to stiff me with the bill. I’m staying with some friends of Billy’s, these girls that sing at a club he sometimes works at. Hey, the girl Tisha, or Teesha, I think is like his possible new girlfriend. She’s really cute! Anyway, call me when you get home, it doesn’t matter how early or late. I’ll have my phone on. I’m heading to the airport tomorrow to see what kind of return trip home I can finagle. I hear there is a huge winter slash early spring storm coming so I need to get a plane quick before I find myself a refugee at the airport. So … um, just call me. I really miss your voice.” Maria’s voice paused.  “Well, okay. God! Um … well, love you. Um, bye.”

Michael held the phone against him for a moment. Turning off the light at the bedside, he hit the automatic number dial for Maria. It rang for a few moments, and he tried not to …

“Hello?” Michael gulped at the sound of Maria’s sleepy voice. He woke her.

“Hey.” he said softly.

“Michael?” He could hear her sitting up. “Michael, hi! Um,” Maria seemed to pause as if she was thinking something over. “What’s wrong?”

“I miss your voice too,” said Michael.

Maria was quiet, but he could hear her breathing. “I’m coming home.”

“Good. I really need you.” Michael said losing control of his emotions for a moment as he rolled over to his side to talk to Maria a tear moving down his cheek.

Maria heard the tears in his voice. “Michael? Oh god … Michael? Baby, what’s wrong? Talk to me, please!”

“Monk died. He was shot at work.” Michael told her as she went quiet. He heard the sharp gasping draw of her breath as she tried to understand what he was saying.

“Monk?” she repeated thickly.

“Yeah. He died in my arms. A security breach at work. He was shot.”

“Oh god! Monk?” Maria was crying. She couldn’t help it. So was he. “Michael? Are you all right? Did you get hurt? Michael, answer me! Did you …”

“I’m okay.” Michael breathed deeply for a moment trying to clear his throat. “It was just Monk. There was so much blood, and … the company questioned me, but not the cops.”

Maria was quiet for a moment. “It was a homicide. How can the cops not talk to you? Michael, that doesn’t make sense. Heck, they questioned you over a pocket knife in the desert, how can they not question you in this instance?”

“I don’t know.” Michael thought for a moment. “Something wasn’t right about the job, the whole shooting. I think I need to talk to Valenti.”

“Wait … you can’t go back there!”

“I have to.”

“Michael,” said Maria, a little out of breath. He could hear her moving around, the rustle of clothes and things. “You behave. Do not go anywhere without me! I mean it. I’m leaving for the airport right now! Immediately. I’m getting on the first plane west, then another and another, but I’ll be there! You wait … understand? Michael?”

“Maria …” Michael exhaled harshly. “I’ll see you when you get here. I need you.”

“I know. I’m coming. You just stay put, and I’ll find you. Don’t … just stay put.”

 

~~~

 

Michael knocked on the Valentis’ door. It was still early, and when Kyle answered he stared at the stonyfaced Michael, shocked at the ashen look and the blood smearing all of Michael’s clothes. Michael just walked right in past Kyle without saying a word. Kyle shut the door and followed him.

“Valenti,” Michael said when he found Jim drinking his morning coffee and reading the paper. “I need your advice.”

Jim put the paper aside. “What?”

“Try to catch the guy who killed my friend.” Michael quickly told Jim the events leading up to Monk’s death.

Jim was confused. “Aren't the police investigating it?”

“Yeah, but that's the problem, I'm the only eye witness, and Meta-Chem doesn't want me talking to the cops.” Michael explained his voice rising in anger. The more he thought about it, the angrier he became.

“Michael, calm down. You're going to have to bring me up to speed. Here, come on and sit down.” Jim gave his son a look gesturing him to get Michael some hot coffee. The young man was obviously still in shock, and the trauma of the event still etched on his face not to mention the blood on his clothes. “Tell me what you saw.” Jim invited to give Michael a course of action, a comforting manner to calm himself.

Michael sat beside Jim on the couch. “I caught a glimpse of a figure, but it was dark.” He nodded at Kyle as he was handed a cup of coffee loaded with sugar.  Kyle leaned on the back of the sofa to listen.

“Well, can you give me any help at all? Was he tall? Or short? Or fat? Thin?”

“He was pretty tall, I guess. It was just so quick.” Michael confessed. “I was just trying to help Monk.”

“All right, what about video surveillance? Aren't the cameras in all those hallways?”

“Yeah, but the power went out and the cameras shut down,” Michael explained.

“Doesn't sound like there's a lot to go on,” Kyle pointed out.

Jim gave it some thought nodding his head, more to himself. “I tell you what, maybe there is a way I can help you.” First, he really needed to get the boy cleaned up. He couldn’t continue to walk around town in clothes covered with his dead friend’s blood.

 

~~~

 

Michael was back in the security room working the next night. He had talked to Maria twice. She had made it as far as Chicago before her plane was grounded for a snowstorm coming off Lake Michigan . Maria was looking into alternative transportation including a rental car while staying at the airport on standby. Michael was playing with his yo-yo burning off excess nervous energy after breaking three pencils while beating them on a counter. Jim walked into the security room in a security uniform.

“I guess the interview went well.” Michael commented, noticing how comfortable Jim seemed in the uniform. The man was obviously born to wear a uniform.

“Piece of cake.”

“Drop my name?” Michael asked.

“I really didn't have to, Michael.” Jim pointed out. “She seemed pretty impressed with my resume, you know, being the sheriff and all. Add that I previously applied and was not hired because of a corrupt manager … it was a snap.”

“It must feel good to be back in uniform.”

“Not really.” Jim looked down at his uniform. He was happy with his current life, and the break from law enforcement was much needed. It cost him a lot in his life. His wife. Alienation from his son. “Wanna show me that crime scene?”

“Uh, yeah. Michael put down his yo-yo and led the way. About time someone took this job seriously.

At the crime scene Jim walked the area stooping to look at things. Michael watched with interest the strange concentrating look that moved over Valenti’s face.

“This is the door they broke in.”

Jim nodded. “Good, they haven't fixed it yet.”

“No, I delayed the maintenance request. I figured you wanted to see it.”

“Good thinking.” Jim looked at the broken window talking to himself, working the angles. “Now, if you reach your hand through that hole, you'd still have trouble reaching the handle to unlock it, wouldn't you?”

“Yeah, you think they had a tool or something?” Michael asked, having noticed that same thing before.

“Anything like that turn up?” Jim asked.

“Not that I know of.”

“Now look at that,” Jim pointed to the glass. “You see the shards of glass, how they're all pushed out?”

“Yeah, what do you think that means?”

“It means that whatever broke this window hit it from the inside. No one broke into Meta-Chem that night, Michael.” Jim explained. “They just wanted it to look that way.”

The lady that questioned Michael and hired Jim was watching them through a monitor.

“Are you saying that the guy who killed Monk works here?” Michael asked.

“I'm saying it's a possibility. I still have to check a few things.”

Michael frowned at the area, and for the first time, he was glad Maria wasn’t in Roswell . It felt too dangerous for her to be near. Michael prayed the snowstorm kept her in Chicago a few more days.

 

~~~

 

Hanson stopped to talk to Jim at his house after getting a message requesting it early that morning. “I brought that autopsy report that you wanted.”

“Thanks.” Jim said reading through the report. “The company needs that for the insurance, you know?”

“Yeah. It's a shame about that kid.”

“Yeah, so uh, any leads?”

Hanson was suddenly uncomfortable looking at the man that trained him. “Jim, I'm sorry, I can’t discuss an active investigation with you.”

“I know you can’t. Of course you can’t. I taught you. I just figured that uh, well, you know, this being your first homicide case and all, maybe I can help.”

“Well, there is something. We found this shoe print at the scene.” Hanson handed his a photo of it. “I've been waiting for a report back from the FBI lab, but they're so backed up it could take weeks.”

“I know a guy who might be able to help.” Jim offered. “I have to borrow this.”

“Sure. Actually, I uh, made you a copy.” Hanson handed Jim his copy.

 

~~~

 

Michael and Jim had the lights off at Meta-Chem. It was early. Just after ten P.M. They had just started their shift. They walked the halls towards the crime scene.

“Any word from Maria?” Jim asked curiously, having a special interest in Amy DeLuca’s daughter.

“No. Last I heard from her, she was stranded in Chicago . I didn’t call her …”

“Because you don’t want her to know what you’re doing?”

“Something like that. She hates being left out of the loop.” Michael cleared his throat. “I figure she’s leaving me message after message right now. I know she’ll leave a message when she knows her travel plans.”

“Hopefully we’ll have this taken care of before that happens … before she gets back.”

“Word.”

Michael looked at the shoe print picture when they stopped at the crime scene looking at the now clean floor. “This footprint is useless, the floor has already been scrubbed.”

“Not completely useless.” Jim said as he sprayed the ground with something, and shined his flashlight on the floor. The footprints appeared.

Michael nodded his head laughing. “That's very cool.”

“Let me see the Polaroid.” Michael handed it to Jim, as he compared the new Polaroid to the copy they had.

“That's our shooter then, right?”

Jim nodded. “Yeah. Let’s see where they lead.” Jim sprayed the floor, and he and Michael followed the footprints along the hall stopping in front of the room where Michael and Monk had stood in front of two days before wondering what goes on back there. Michael tried to open the door; it was locked.

“You think you can open that door?” Jim asked.

“Yeah, no problem,” Michael put his hand over the verification panel and used his powers to make the door open. They looked around quickly before going inside the room.

“What the hell were they doing back here?” Jim asked glancing about the laboratory.

“No one knows.” Michael was looking through test tubes on the table side. He found one that made his blood run cold. Taking it from the rack, he held it up reading the label. It was his blood. “Valenti...” Michael called, not a little upset.

“What is it?” Jim stopped searching to look over at Michael.

Michael shook the test tube. “That's my blood. They've been studying me.”

Jim joined Michael. “You think they know you're an alien?”

Michael searched the counter beside him. He turned on the lamp. There was a bottle of Tabasco sauce in a plastic bag, an empty can of soda in a plastic bag, and some other things of Michael's all in plastic bags. There was also Michael's records folder on the counter along with pictures of him goofing off with his friends, and disturbing pictures of him with Maria hanging out, going to the movies, and even one of her kissing him on the cheek.

“They definitely know.” Michael said. He picked up the picture of Maria kissing him. “They know everything.” Jim took the folder from Michael to read the report while Michael picked up a plastic bag. “That's Liz's uniform,” said Michael in a hollow voice full of doom.

“When she was shot?” Jim asked staring at something he thought was gone long ago. He stared at the familiar piece of material. His blood ran equally cold as he and Michael shared a look.

“And Max healed her.” Michael said his stomach hurting as he could feel the bilious taste of fear moving upward. “We got to get this stuff out of here.” Michael and Valenti grabbed all of it and put it in a box. Before they could leave two people walked in as they hid behind the counter before they were seen.

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