By Susan
Category: AU Slash Max/Michael NC-17
Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine, I own
nothing
Summary: Max and Michael are best friends and college
roommates. Maria and Liz are also best friends and college roommates.
Michael/Maria and Max/Liz go on vacation together. They haven’t seen each
other in five years since graduation when the two couples went off in separate
directions.
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Max woke up in bed alone. His sore muscles screamed as
he stretched. He pulled himself out of bed and put on his swimsuit walking out
to the pool where Michael is laying out on his stomach getting some sun.
“Where are the girls?” Max asked
“They are making a day of shopping and a trip to the
spa. Maria said they will be back at
Max noticed that Michael was starting to get pink.
“You better let me put some sunblock on or you’re going to be hurting
later.”
Michael throws the block in Max’s direction. Max
catches it easily.
Max quickly and thoroughly lotions Michael’s back and
the back of his legs. “You want me to do your front while I’m at it.”
“Nah, I’m good. I will take care of it later. I
think I’m going to stay on my stomach for a bit.” Michael said quietly.
Max noticed Michael shifting on the chair as if to get
comfortable and smiled.
“Michael look at me.” Max requested.
Michael reluctantly complied knowing exactly why Max
wanted him to turn over. “It has been so long. I didn’t think I would still
react this way to you touching me. I guess I shouldn’t be to surprised since
that is all it ever took was one touch.” Michael whispered.
“It’s been to long.” Max said.
“Maxwell don’t” Michael pleaded.
“What? Don’t say that the moment I saw you yesterday
all I’ve wanted to do is touch you. Or that I’ve missed you. And I probably
shouldn’t say that I spent the night wearing both my wife and myself out to
get rid of the overwhelming need to be with you. But it didn’t work because
the feeling hasn’t gone away. I want you so damn much. I’m standing here
harder then I’ve been in five year because I want to be deep inside you,
fucking you hard and long, our balls crashing together with my hand stroking
your cock until we both finally find the release we have dreamed about for five
fucking long years.” Max shouted
Michael closed his eyes, his body reacting to each and
every word that Max spoke. He was shaking with need by the Max was done with his
tirade. Max called him on it.
“I can tell you feel the same way. Your body is
screaming your desire to me. I miss you and I want you but if you can tell me
you don’t feel the same way, even though I know it is a lie, I will walk away
and forget that this happened. I will go into the house and take a fucking cold
shower and leave you alone. But if you can’t say it then take my hand and
I’ll make up for the last five years we have been apart.” Max waited
patiently while Michael made his decision.
Michael looked deeply into Max’s eyes, nodded and
extended his shaking hand out until it rested firmly in Max’s.
Part 1
After four hours of blissful and satisfying lovemaking
the two separated to their perspective showers to clean up before the girls got
back. As Max showered he remembered how his friendship and eventual sexual
relationship with Michael developed.
Second semester of their freshman year the guys, who
were now roommates, started to date friends Liz and Maria, who were also
roommates. One weekend they were alone as the girls decided to go on spring
break together without the guys and Max and Michael decided to stay at school
rather then going home. Michael refused to go and Max didn’t want to leave him
alone.
Michael and Max had met in the orphanage when they were
six years old. Max had been lucky enough to be adopted by a wonderful family.
Michael had also been adopted but his adoptive parents were cold and distant.
They were not abusive but they just did not give Michael the love he needed.
They should never have adopted a child but Hank Guerin wanted an heir. They had
considered using a surrogate, as Melissa Guerin could not have children, but
when all was said and done they neither had the patience nor the time to deal
with a baby. They decided to look at adoption instead. In the end Michael; who
had lived with his grandparents, his only living relatives until their death in
a car accident, unfortunately for him fit the bill perfectly.
Max on the other hand had been adopted by a set of
parents who adored children. They already had a daughter of their own but after
years of trying to have another successful pregnancy they finally came to
realize it was not going to happen. Their daughter was seven and they really
wanted to find a child near her age versus bringing a baby into the family as
they wanted their children to be friends as well as siblings. The instant they
saw Max playing with Michael at the orphanage they fell in love with him. Max
was so gentle and kind to Michael, who was still heart broken and slightly angry
over his grandparent’s tragic deaths that they knew he would get along
perfectly with their slightly spoiled and sometimes difficult daughter. Diane
Evans was saddened by Michael’s story and wished should could take him as well
but Phillip didn’t feel they should change their family dynamics so extremely.
Phillip, a lawyer, was approached by his clients the
Guerin’s after the adoption of Max went through. The Guerin’s told Phillip
that they were also interested in adopting a child and after meeting their
charming new addition wanted advice on how to proceed. Phillip instantly thought
of the boy they’d left behind and told the Guerin’s of him. The Guerin’s
soon adopted Michael and enthusiastically encouraged the continuation of the
friendship Max and Michael had made in the orphanage. The Guerin’s, who really
did not have a place in their lives for a child, traveled a lot and often left
Michael in the care of the Evans. The Evans treated Michael as a son but Michael
could never forget that they had not taken him as well as Max and he was always
resentful of the love Max was given from them and he was denied from the
Guerin’s.
The Guerin’s had taken yet another trip over spring
break and advised him to stay with the Evans once again but Michael was tired of
it and said he was just going to say at school. Max had always felt guilty for
the Evans picking him instead of Michael and blamed himself for Michael’s
situation. He tried to always make it up to Michael by showing him how much he
cared. He showed Michael that he was important to him and tired to give him the
love he didn’t get from his adoptive parents and wouldn’t allow himself to
receive from the Evans.
The last night of the break the boys were bored and
decided to steal some of their suitemates porn. They soon discovered that Kyle
had a little secret the he had not shared. Kyle’s porn was actually gay porn.
Max was shocked but neither of them shut off the DVD and continued to watch the
action on the screen, neither saying a word, until the “movie” ended.
“Have you ever thought about what it must be like?”
Michael asked.
“Sex with a guy?” Max asked to clarify.
Michael nodded and Max thought about it for a minute and
said. “Not really but I guess it must feel good. I mean, why would they, do
it, if it didn’t. You know what I mean?”
Michael shrugged. “Yeah I guess for someone to
actually want to receive it must feel at least a little bit enjoyable I guess
but you know there are plenty of guys out there who don’t care who they get a
blow job from or how they get off.”
“Very true. You know I’ve never understood the whole
just getting off thing though. I’ve never had a one night stand or random sex
for that very reason. I guess I have to actually like the person to even think
about being so intimate.”
Michael snorted. “You are such a woman Maxwell.”
“Maybe but I have no regrets. Can you say the same?”
Max said defensively.
Michael, being unloved at home, seemed to always seek
out connections with other people and as he reached high school his connections
came in the form of sex more times than not. Michael had slept with so many
girls and even older women that Max had stopped counting.
Michael shrugged but did not say anything.
Max saw that he’d made Michael uncomfortable and
decided to change the subject. “Have you ever been hit on by a guy?”
“No. I guess I must broadcast my sexuality pretty
clear either that or I’m just not very attractive to gay guys. You?”
Max blushed. “Yeah, unfortunately a lot of times. I
just can’t figure it out. I mean even when I’m obviously with a girl I’ve
gotten suggestive looks from guys. I just don’t understand it.”
Michael laughed. “What’s not to understand? You are
such a pretty boy. Hell even Kyle asked me two days into the school year whether
you were gay or not.” Michael winked at Max. “I guess we know why now. Ha
ha. Seriously though you’re a very sensitive guy. Everything you say and do
makes that abundantly clear. And everyone’s gaydar screams when you enter a
room. Why do you think girls are all over you, besides the obviously, they want
to be the ones to straighten you out.”
Max flipped Michael the bird and said “You are so full
of it Guerin.”
Michael laughed again. “You think I’m making it up
then ask Maria or even Liz whether they though you were gay the first time they
met you. I can tell you Maria’s answer already. She told me that one of the
reasons she was so attracted to me was my acceptance of your sexual preference.
Most manly guys, such as myself…” Michael ignored the look Max gave him and
continued, “wouldn’t be so comfortable being friends with someone who
preferred guys. She was actually horrified that she had been so wrong and I
think that is why she tried so hard to hook you up with Liz that and after
getting to know you she knew the two of you would be perfect together.”
Max was shocked. “I can’t believe Maria thought I
was gay. This really sucks Michael.” Max said in frustration.
“I hate to tell you this; but being your best friend,
knowing your since forever, I kind of wondered about it myself.” Michael
admitted.
“What? You thought I was gay.” Max shouted. He was
horrified.
Michael nodded “At the very least I thought you might
be bi-sexual. Come on Max no guy is as sensitive as you without being seriously
in touch with his feminine side.
Max was utterly shocked and couldn’t believe that
Michael and obviously everyone had judged him so incorrectly. “I can’t
believe this.” Max looked at the TV screen and then asked “Is that why you
asked me about whether I’d ever though about it.?” The last word was
shouted.
Michael looked very guilty. “Kind of. Ok truth, I knew
that Kyle was gay. I also knew he had gay porn. I’d walk in on him watching it
a couple weeks back. I guess I had the idea that maybe you were so in the closet
that you couldn’t admit it even to yourself but if I had you watch the porn
and made you think about it then maybe it would help you finally be honest with
yourself. I thought I was helping you. I’m really sorry Maxwell.”
Max was shocked and knew he should be furious at Michael
but he knew Michael honestly thought he was helping Max even if he was
completely wrong.
The boys got over their night of watching gay porn and
discussions of sexuality and the rest of their freshman year went smoothly. The
topic of Max’s sexuality did not come up again until the next semester when
Max and Michael went partying with Kyle. Kyle convinced the guys to go with him
to a gay dance club. Kyle desperately wanted to go but was scared to go alone
and worried about not having anyone to watch his back. To keep the guys away
from Michael and Max Kyle suggested that the two act like a couple. Hesitantly
they agreed that his idea albeit uncomfortable for both of them was a sound one.
Kyle went crazy from the moment he stepped through the
door of the club. He danced, groped and made out with any guy who approached him
while Max and Michael uncomfortably sat on the sidelines watching out for their
friend. Last call of the night was announced and the DJ said everyone had to be
on the dance floor and Max and Michael reluctantly obeyed as they didn’t want
to make a scene. Unluckily for them it was a slow song and since the floor was
so crowded they were forced to dance extremely close to one another. It was a
new experience for both and surprisingly not as unpleasant as they both assumed
it would be. In fact, Max had difficulty hiding just how much he did like it.
When the song was over Max rushed off the floor and out of the club and would
not even respond to Michael who shouted after him. After checking on Kyle, who
was being well taken care of by a guy he’d spent most of the night with,
Michael rushed after him.
Michael finally caught up with Max at the dorm where he
found him sitting silently in the dark with a bottle of Jack Daniels in his
hand.
Michael was concerned. He’d never seen his friend act
this way. For one thing Max hardly ever drank. He was such a light weight that
one drink was usually his limit. But it was the look on Max’s face that
worried him the most. He looked devastated.
“Maxwell?” Michael approached concerned
“Stay away from me Michael. Just leave me alone.”
Max whispered in a controlled authoritative voice.
“I can’t. What’s wrong? Tell me.” Michael asked
fear lacing his voice.
“I was wrong. Everyone else in the entire world was
right and I was wrong.” Max said disgustedly
Michael was confused and Max was beginning to really
worry him. “About what?”
Max shouted “About me. I am fucking gay.”
“What are you talking about Max? I thought we already
talked about this last year. I don’t understand.”
Max wanted to throw the bottle in his hand at his friend
he was so frustrated. He didn’t want to talk about this especially not now
with him feeling so raw and so very stupid but he knew Michael wouldn’t let it
go. “Last year I didn’t think I was but tonight obviously proved me wrong.
You don’t get a fucking hard on from dancing with a guy without being gay or
bi-sexual at the very least. Fuck.”
“Oh.” Michael whispered. He really didn’t know
what to say. He had been so busy watching out for Kyle to even notice Max’s
reaction. When Max rushed out of the club the way he’d done he thought someone
had touched Max or something and it freaked him out. He didn’t know how to
feel about knowing his best friend had gotten hard by dancing with him.
“Yeah. Oh. Isn’t it just super? At least I know the
truth now. I can stop lying to myself and everyone else.” Max said defeat
evident in his voice.
Michael pulled the bottle out of Max’s hand and sat on
the corner of the bed beside him. “Stop it Max. It doesn’t have to mean
anything. So what you go a hard-on from dancing with a guy. I mean it was very
crowded and we had to dance real close. You know friction and all. That’s all
it probably was.”
Max looked into Michael’s eyes hopefully. “You
think?”
Michael nodded. “Yeah absolutely.”
Michael wasn’t so sure that was all it was but he
couldn’t take the look of devastation on his friends face and he had to say
whatever Max needed to hear to make it go away.
“Ok it was jus the friction. That’s all. I mean I
didn’t react to anything I saw at the club or even to any of the groping I got
while we were there.”
Michael looked at Max surprised. “You were groped?”
Max blushed. “Well yeah. I lost count how many guys
grabbed my ass and other parts as we were standing off to the side.”
“Where the hell was I? I never saw any of it. Damnit
no one groped me.” Michael said with a hit of disappointment in his voice.
Max laughed. “Remember you broadcast straight I on the
other hand scream gay. Anyhow, you were keeping an eye out on Kyle. He
definitely needed it. Kyle was like a kid in a candy shop with all those
guys.”
Michael snorted. “Very true. He went to breakfast with
that one guy he was hanging on most of the night. He seemed decent. For Kyle’s
sake I hope he is.”
“You’re a good friend Michael. The best a guy could
have.”
Michael didn’t say anything he just nodded hoping that
Max would know he felt the same way about him.
“I need a favor Michael. I swear I’m only asking
because I really need to know. This whole thing is killing me.”
Michael didn’t hesitate at all before answering.
“Anything Maxwell. You know that.”
Max looked very uncomfortable. “You may not say that
in a moment.” Max took a deep breath and continued. “Can I kiss you?”
“What?” Michael shouted as he jumped off the bed and
away from Max.
Max got up as well rushing towards Michael. “Listen to
me before you go nuts. You may be right about the friction stuff but I have to
be sure. You’re the only one I trust enough to do this.”
“What about Kyle? He IS gay and is used to kissing
guys.” Michael said anxiously.
“I know you wont make anything of it besides what it
is. Kyle I’m not so sure would do the same.” Max blushed beet red “I think
he kind of has a thing for me.”
Michael had to agree with Max on that point. Kyle was an
open book for the most part and it was pretty clear he did have a crush on Max
even if he hadn’t said so.
Michael shook his head and took a deep breathe. “Ok so
let’s say I agree with you about Kyle. Why can’t you go to a club or
something? You definitely wouldn’t have a problem finding a guy to kiss
there.”
Max stepped closer to Michael and put his hand on
Michael’s arm. “You’re my best friend and I trust you. I know this is a
huge favor but you know I wouldn’t have asked if I wasn’t desperate. I have
to know the truth one way or another. Please.” Max begged.
Michael took a deep breath and said. “Can I have some
time to think about this?”
Max nodded his head enthusiastically “Absolutely.
Thank you Michael. You don’t know what this means to me. I really love you
man.”
Michael shot Max a look letting him know he was pushing
it. “Shut up and go to sleep Maxwell.”
Max quickly got ready for bed and with much difficulty
tried to calm down so he could get some sleep.
Sometime later that night Max was awoken by Michael who
had agonized for hours over Max’s request. He’d finally come to a decision.
“Ok I’ll do it but I swear to god Maxwell if you ever breathe a word of this
to anyone I will hurt you.”
Max hugged Michael. “Thank you so much. I swear I
won’t tell a soul. You’re the greatest and I meant what I said earlier I
love you.”
Michael rolled his eyes. He wasn’t comfortable with
displays or even words of affection since he wasn’t at all accustomed to it.
“Damnit Maxwell you are killing me here. Let’s just get this over with.”
“Sure. Sure. Ok I guess I will just kiss you.” Max
leaned in to kiss Michael but pulled back quickly frowning.
“What?” Michael asked annoyed.
Max frowned. “This is harder than I thought it would
be. Ok how about you close your eyes. I can’t do it with you looking at me.”
Max suggested.
Michael rolled his eyes again. “Whatever. Just do it
before I change my mind.”
Michael closed his eyes and waited. Max finally found
his courage and leaned close to Michael lightly placing his lips against
Michael’s. Max found that it wasn’t unpleasant at all. Michael’s lips were
fuller and firmer then Liz’s or even any other girl he’d kissed. Michael
also had a spicy taste to him. After a moment, Max decided to experiment more by
moving his lips against Michael’s. Michael’s lower lip was especially full
and Max couldn’t resist rubbing his tongue against it. Michael gasped which
allowed him to further his explorations by pushing his tongue into Michael’s
mouth rubbing it against his teeth and then finally touching Michael’s tongue
with his own. Someone groaned. Max wasn’t sure which of them had done it and
he didn’t care. He wanted to hear it again so he pushed his tongue more firmly
against Michael’s. Max was so shocked to feel Michael’s tongue move against
his that he pulled back gasping for air.
Max couldn’t quite grasp that he had just French
kissed his best friend and more surprising he found that he enjoyed it A LOT. In
fact he was very much aroused from the experience.
Michael’s eyes flew open when Max pulled away. He had
no words for what just happened between them. He got up off of Max’s bed
quickly and moved to his own.
“Favor complete. Don’t ask me to do that again
Maxwell.” Michael said huskily.
“Uh huh.” Max mumbled still in a state of shock. He
was more confused now then he’d been before. One thing he was sure of was he
was hard as a rock and desperately wanted to kiss Michael again. He’d never
felt anything like it before. It was electric. He’d nearly come on the spot
when he felt Michael’s tongue move against his own. Max’s only thought as he
tried to go to sleep was ‘What did it all mean?’
Part 2
Max and Michael were uncomfortable around each other for
awhile, after the kiss, but gradually they were able to move on as if nothing
had happened until Spring Break that same year. Once again the girls had gone on
break together and Michael and Max stayed at school.
The second night into break they were already bored and
Michael joked that they could always hit the gay dance club again. Over the past
year Kyle had dragged them along more than a few times but Michael and Max
always left before last call neither wanting to get stuck dancing together
again.
Max didn’t really know if it was a good idea but said
he would go. Michael was surprised but decided there was nothing else to do so
what the hell.
As usual Max was groped a number of times but he was use
to it by this point and secretly maybe even enjoyed it a bit. Michael, who
didn’t have Kyle to watch over, noticed for the first time the attention Max
received and didn’t like it.
“Maybe this wasn’t a good idea. We should go.”
Michael suggested
“Nah it’s all good. I’m having a good time.” Max
said and ordered another drink.
A little before last call and another drink later Max
was more than a little tipsy, so much so that when a good looking guy came up to
him and asked him to dance Max said yes.
Michael was shocked. He’d thought Max had gotten past
his confusion. He’d never mentioned it to him again after the kiss. But now
there on the dance floor Max was bumping and grinding with some guy he’d just
met. It was so uncharacteristic of Max that he naturally blamed it on the
alcohol and proceeded to rescue him before he did something he would later
regret.
Just as Michael was cutting in the last call was
announced and the customary slow song started to play. Michael started to pull
Max towards the exit but Max shook his head and slurred. “Can’t its last
call. You know the rules. Everyone has to dance.”
With resignation Michael stepped closer to Max and as
the dance floor filled with people they were forced even closer together.
Michael tried not to think about how Max’s body felt rubbing against his. He
was actually doing a pretty good job of ignoring it until Max leaned his head
against Michael’s shoulder, his breath blowing against his neck. Michael
tensed and then shuddered when he felt wet lips against his neck. He tried to
pull away but Max pulled them closer together until Michael could feel all of
Max including the very hard erection resting on his thigh. Michael knew he
should be disgusted but instead he was remembering the sensations he’d felt
when they’d shared that kiss. At the time Michael had been utterly shocked
when his own body reacted to the touch of Max’s tongue against his own. Back
to the present Michael was once again shocked to realize that his body was
reacting to the evidence of Max’s arousal against his leg. Michael’s arm
unconsciously pulled them closer together.
This time it was Max’s turn to be surprised as he felt
Michael’s own erection. Max was pretty sure he was slightly drunk but feeling
Michael’s hard cock against him instantly sobered him up just in time for the
song to end.
The two separated and quickly headed back to their room
neither of them saying a word. Once they go back to the room Michael went into
the bathroom shutting the door soundly behind him.
Max plopped down on the bed not knowing what else to do.
This was new territory for him. He’d never had to deal with anything like this
before.
A few minutes later Michael came out of the room. His
face and shirt wet. Michael had obviously felt the need to throw cold water over
his face.
“Michael.”
“Not a word Maxwell. Not one damn word. Go to sleep.
We’ll talk about this when you’re sober.” Michael said through clinched
teeth.
Max tried to comply but his mind and body were too fired
up. After about an hour of tossing and turning he decided they needed to deal
with this now, not later. It could not be ignored this time.
Max sat down gently on Michael’s bed and put his hand
on Michael’s shoulder to wake him up but pulled it back quickly when Michael
mumbled. “I’m already awake.”
Michael turned to face his life-long friend. Max had
been the one constant in his life from the day they had met at the orphanage.
He’d known from day one that he could always count on him and they’d always
be best friends no matter what but after tonight he didn’t know anything at
all. He was utterly confused over his feelings. He loved Max that was a given.
Nothing would ever change that. It was his body that he was now unsure of. On
that dance floor, he’d wanted Max, desired him as he’d never desired another
guy before. And it scared the hell out of him.
“Can I kiss you again?” Max finally asked after what
felt like an eternity of silence.
Michael did not vocalize his answer instead he put his
hand on the back of Max’s neck and pulled him towards him until their lips
touched. Michael instantly opened his mouth to Max’s seeking tongue and
groaned out loud when it met his own. It soon became clear that this kiss was
going to end differently then the previous one. Michael rolled over on his back
pulled Max with him. He gasped when their bare skin touched for the very first
time. Michael had never felt anything like it before.
Max’s hand could stay still no longer as he
desperately wanted to touch Michael’s body. He’d dreamt of them being in
this position for months. Ever since the kiss he’d woken up many times
drenched in sweat and his own come from a very graphic and explosive wet dream.
But nothing in his dreams compared to the actual reality. The feel of
Michael’s hard muscular body rubbing fiercely against his own was driving him
mad. He had to have more. Max’s hand found its way in between them and he
cupped Michael’s erection firmly in his hand.
Michael moaned and then took Max’s hand in his own and
guided it beneath his boxers so there was no barrier between them.
Their breathing was harsh and ragged. Their hearts were
beating frantically. Their tongues dueled fiercely against each other. Finally
Michael pulled his hand between the two of them and gripped Max’s hard cock.
Max gasped and moaned Michael’s name.
Michael pulled away slightly so he could look into
Max’s eyes. He saw clearly the love and desire Max felt for him and it
increased his own passion. He wanted to see Max come as he found his own
release.
“Come for me Max.”
Max gasped, his body tensing, as he moaned Michael’s
name as he found release. Michael was right behind him.
Max fell on top of Michael. His body sated and limp as
well as sticky with the combination of their semen. He didn’t want to move but
he needed to talk this out. To find out what this all meant.
“Michael.”
“Not now Max. Showers and sleep first. We’ll talk in
the morning.”
Max nodded and reluctantly moved off Michael’s chest.
The lack of warmth felt wrong but he didn’t say a word but instead did as
Michael asked.
They took turns in the shower and silently went to their
own beds to sleep. Sleep didn’t come easily for either of them but before long
it was morning and time to deal with last nights events.
“You awake?” Max asked already knowing the answer.
“Yeah.”
“We have to talk.”
“I know.” Michael whispered sighing heavily.
“Damnit Michael. You’re not making this any
easier.” Max shouted as he got out of bed
Michael’s eyes remained closed but his breathing
increased. Tension practically vibrated off of him. “I don’t know what you
want from me Maxwell.”
“I want to feel your hard cock in my hand again. To
watch you come like I did last night.” Max answered honestly.
Michael’s breathing became hard the sheet lying over
his body suddenly tented from his obvious arousal but still he didn’t open up
his eyes.
“You want it to. Don’t you?” Max asked
Finally Michael looked at him and Max gasped at the
desire he saw in his eyes. “Yes. Damnit. I do.”
Max wasted no time and fell on the bed on top of
Michael, his mouth and hands roving him passionately. Michael was consumed by
Max’s passion as well as his own. It was not very long before they were both
shouting out their release.
A little while later, Max still resting his head against
Michael’s chest whispered. “I can’t stop this Michael. Once, twice, a
million times is not going to be enough. I crave the feeling I get when I am
kissing you, touching you. It feels like I’m addicted.”
“Me to. I don’t understand it. You’re my best
friend. Until you kissed me earlier this year I’d never thought of you this
way. Now it is all I can think about. We’ll never be able to go back. You know
that right?” Michael asked
“Yeah I know. But after this do you honestly want
to.”
Michael learned down and kissed Max gently on the lips.
“No.”
Over the break Max and Michael spent hours in bed, in
the shower, on the desk, basically against any flat surface kissing and touching
each other. They both came more times then they could count by their hands and
finally their mouths. They enjoyed every moment they had together and did not
want it to end.
One night after the girls came back from break Max and
Michael had a long heated discussion about their nocturnal adventures.
“We can’t keep doing this Maxwell.” Michael
groaned as Max’s lips came very close to his painfully hard cock.
“Doing what Michael?” Max asked innocently. “You
mean this?” Max asked before taking the tip of Michael’s cock into his
mouth.
“Shit. Fuck. Max, don’t fucking stop.” Michael
moaned.
Max laughed and the vibration triggered Michael’s
orgasm. Max swallowed what Michael offered him greedily, licking his lips clean
when he finally released Michael’s now flaccid cock.
“Damnit Maxwell. I’m serious. We have girlfriend,
who we love, we can’t keep doing this every night. It’s wrong.” Michael
shouted in frustration.
Max fell back on the bed and sighed. They’d had this
conversation every night for a month and still nothing changed. They couldn’t
stop. How could something so wrong feel so good? That was the question of the
century.
“I know you’re right Michael. Fuck I feel as guilty
about this as you do. I love Liz. I know in my heart that she is the woman I’m
going to marry. But god I can’t stop wanting you. I look at you and I get a
hard-on. I spend the afternoon making love to Liz and should be sated and empty
but I get one look at you lying on the bed or coming out from the shower and
I’m as hard as a rock wanting to come with you again. It’s out of my
control. I can’t stop.”
“This is crazy. I’m going crazy. Maria would die if
she knew how we spent our nights. It would kill her man. I can’t do that to
her but I don’t want to give you up either. You’re all I’ve ever had.”
“I’m not going anywhere Michael. Never.” Max
promised as he gently kissed Michael’s lips.
Michael groaned. “Fuck. This is what I’m talking
about. You made me come just a minute ago and I’m already hard again.”
“I want to fuck you Michael.” Max declared.
Michael closed his eyes as Max’s words went directly
to his already painfully hard cock. He wanted it as bad as Max but once they
crossed that line there would be no stopping again.
“I want you Maxwell. I want you so much. But we are
damned forever if we do this. You realize that.”
Max shook his head “I don’t believe that Michael and
deep down neither do you. Nothing that feels this good and this perfect could
ever be considered wrong. Please Michael, let me, I need you.” Max begged
Michael nodded his head in agreement and fell back on
the bed.
“Just give me ten minutes and I will have you begging
for it. Trust me.” Max said with a mischievous glint in his eye. He then
became very serious. “I love you Michael. I promise this isn’t wrong. It is
meant to be.”
Max worshipped Michael’s body with his hands and mouth
from head to toe. He placed feather lite kisses on Michael’s hard cock and
then gently sucked on each of his ball before finally reaching his final
destination. Max felt Michael stiffen when his tongue rimmed Michael’s
opening.
“Trust me Michael. Relax.” Max whispered.
Over the past month Max and Michael had experimented
using their fingers to stimulate each other but nothing prepared Michael for the
feel of Max’s wet tongue as it worshipped his hole. He nearly came when he
felt it dip into the tight opening. The sensation was beyond compare. Max spent
wheat felt like an eternity tonguing him and when he thought he couldn’t take
any more Max replaced his tongue with a wet lubricated finger.
“Fuck yes Max. Fuck me Now.” Michael begged.
Max heard what he needed to hear and he quickly
lubricated his cock and placed it at Michael’s opening. He looked at Michael,
whose eyes were closed, a light sheen of sweat lying on his body, his hands
clenched in the sheet on the bed and Max knew that the time was here. It was now
or never. Max’s hands grabbed a hold of Michael’s cock as he pushed his way
gently through the tight muscles. Michael was so tight and hot he thought he
would come right then and there but a glance at the pained expression on
Michael’s face brought him back from the edge.
“Are you ok?” Max asked as he tried to remain still
but he desperately wanted to bury himself deep in Michael. Max started to stroke
Michael’s cock slowly hoping it would help ease any pain.
Finally Michael groaned. “God Max. You feel huge.”
“I am huge.” Max laughed and as he felt Michael’s
muscles relax started to thrust gently in and out. He pushed himself all the way
in and Michael gasped.
“Shit Max. Right there. Do it again. Fuck.”
Max duplicated his action and received another gasp and
moan from Michael. Michael also started to return Max’s thrusts. Max took this
as a good sign and started moving faster and he was able to penetrate even
deeper.
“Yes fuck. Harder Max. Harder. I’m almost there.”
Michael shouted.
Max complied with Michael’s request and began to
fiercely pump into Michael. Max was almost there himself so he starting pumping
on Michael’s cock in the same rhythm as his thrusts. Michael soon was shouting
with release and Max followed chanting Michael’s name over and over.
Michael took a deep breathe and exclaimed. “Holy shit.
That was…”
“Amazing.” Max finished Michael’s sentence.
“Oh yeah. Shit Max you fucking destroyed me.”
Michael declared.
Max became concerned. “God Michael, did I hurt you?
I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have done it so hard.”
Michael turned and faced Max his hand caressing Max’s
cheek. “Stop Maxwell. That isn’t what I meant. Yes it hurt and it still
stings a bit but what I meant was I’ve never come like that before. It has
never been that powerful. I knew if we did this that there would be no stopping
but I didn’t know it would be like this. My god I’m hard again just thinking
about it. It was fucking amazing.”
Max sighed in relief. The thought of hurting Michael
killed him. “Well I think you may be to sore for an encore but I think I have
ways that will take care of this.” Max grasped Michael’s cock in his hand
once again as his lips found there way down Michael’s chest until the tip of
his cock was in his mouth.
Michael moaned when he felt Max’s wet mouth surround
him. “I love you Max. Fuck I love you so damn much. Make me come.”
It didn’t take long before Michael’s come shot down
Max’s throat. Max licked his lips and crawled up Michael’s body where they
shared a fierce passionate kiss.
A little while later Max finally asked. “So are we
done with the nightly discussions about stopping?”
Michael sighed. “Yes. I don’t want to stop, ever. I
need this Maxwell. I need to feel the way that only you can make me feel. You
said once that you felt addicted. Well I do to. You are my addiction.”
Their relationship continued for two more years. They
shared their days with the girls they loved but the nights were theirs and
theirs alone as they made love almost every night. Sometimes Michael took
control but more times then not Max was the dominant one of the two. They both
loved it that way.
But as graduation approached they both felt like the
clock was ticking against them. Their time was almost up.
Part 3
Back to present…
Max stepped out of the shower with a heavy heart.
Remembering the past, especially the last few weeks before graduation, was
heart-breaking. It was the most difficult time of his whole life and it still
felt like it was yesterday.
The girls returned from their day of shopping and the
spa glowing and refreshed. The two friends were obviously elated to be reunited
once again. The past five years had been difficult for them all.
They went to dinner and reminisced about the past and
caught each up on their lives.
After graduation, Michael and Maria headed to
Max laid in bed, next to his sleeping wife, restless and
unable to sleep. His mind would not let him forget the last night that he and
Michael had shared together at college.
***
“All packed?” Michael asked, his face clearly trying
to mask the pain that they both felt.
“Yeah.” Max said as he crossed the room and laid his
hand on Michael’s shoulder.
“I don’t want to go.” Michael whispered.
“Yes you do. You want Maria to be happy and this is
what she needs to do.” Max stated.
“Can’t you for once not be so damn sensitive or so
damn right.” Michael said in frustration before crashing his lips against
Max’s.
There was desperation to their lovemaking as they tore
at each other’s clothes and joined together. Max was not gentle as he entered
Michael nor was Michael hesitant when meeting Max thrust for thrust. It was a
fierce and passionate explosion for them both and it took them a long time to
calm down from their orgasmic highs.
“I love you Michael. Forever. No matter where you are
always know that. I’ll always be yours.” Max declared.
“Forever.” Michael whispered as he tried to keep his
overwhelming emotions at bay. If he let go now he wouldn’t be able to stop.
“And you’ll always, always be my best friend.” Max
added
Michael nodded in agreement. He knew that even if he
made other friends in his life there would be no one that would mean the same to
him as Max did. Max was special and not only because of the relationship
they’d developed the past two years.
“We’ve got to get ready. The girls will be here
shortly.” Max said
Silently they got dressed and finished getting all their
things together. The Evans would be there shortly for graduation and to help Max
and Michael load up their vehicles. Michael’s parents once again were out of
town and out of Michael’s life. Max and Liz and Maria and Michael had decided
to head out in there separate directions after graduation.
The girls arrived a few minutes before the Evans with
red rimmed puffy eyes. Both Max and Michael were envious that the girls were
able to express their grief over separation when they could not do the same.
Graduation was over in a blink of an eye. The Evans said
there goodbyes to both Max and Michael and for once Michael accepted the love he
received from them. He had let go of his anger the past few years and was deeply
touched to know that they genuinely cared for him.
The girls hugged for a long time before finally they
tearfully separated. Michael and Max briefly hugged and shook hands but their
eyes expressed the love they felt for each other.
When they drove away in separate directions it felt like
something had been ripped out of each of their bodies, the pain was so
overwhelming.
***
Years later remembering the pain that he felt took his
breathe away. After hours of trying to sleep Max gave up and walked out to the
pool where he found Michael with his feet hanging into the water.
“Couldn’t sleep?” Max asked
Michael smiled. After all these years he could still
feel Max enter a room. “Nope. To many haunting memories I guess.”
“Graduation?” Max asked
“Yep. It nearly destroyed me. It nearly destroyed
Maria and I. We were both devastated.” Michael admitted.
“It wasn’t easy for Liz and I either. She cried a
lot. I drank a lot. Eventually we got over it but I don’t know if I can do it
again. Not after today.” Max said hoarsely
Michael took a deep breath. “So what do we do now?”
Max looked deeply into Michael’s eyes for a moment and
then looked at his feet. “Tell them. I can’t see anyway around it. Liz is my
wife and I love her but you’re my soul. I can’t be torn apart from you
again. It will kill me.”
Michael sighed. “I feel the same way. From the moment
I saw you at the door when we arrived I felt like I was finally coming home.”
“We understand how you feel.” Liz and Maria holding
hands, tears in their eyes stepped out of the shadows to join their husbands.
Part 4
The four stood facing each other speechless until
finally Max found his voice. “We need to talk. Michael and I, we’re or
should I say have been… lovers.”
Maria and Liz looked at each other and Maria nodded to
Liz to speak for them both. “We know. We’ve known for years. We saw you
once. It was beautiful. You two were beautiful.”
Michael was utterly shocked. He couldn’t believe they
had known all this time and not said a word. “Why didn’t you say
anything?”
It was Maria’s turn to talk. “We had our own secret.
If we told you we knew yours then we would have to admit that we were also
together. I love her Michael, with all my heart.” Maria declared as she pulled
Liz closer to her side needing the comfort she could only give.
“You two?” Max’s asked shocked. He’d never
guessed. But he supposed if he looked back many thing became clear. Maria and
Liz never wanted to spend the night and often went away together on trips. And
today’s day of shopping and the spa where they came back with no packages and
looking overly relaxed and happy even for a half a day of spa treatments.
“You were together today.” Max stated
The girls blushed and nodded. Liz then said. “And so
were you, right?”
“Yeah.” Michael and Max said at the same time.
“So what now?” Michael finally asked.
“Maria and I talked about this today. Her agent was
approached about her doing Broadway.” Liz finally said.
“I’m going to say yes. If it is ok with you. I want
us to move to
“I know this is crazy. I know it’s not normal but I
don’t care. I love you both and I’m tired of hurting. Can you understand?
Can we find a way to work this out?” Maria pleaded
Michael pulled Maria into his arms, his eyes meeting
Max’s over her head. Max slowly nodded.
“Yeah everything is going to be fine. It will be
perfect.” Michael whispered
Max smiled knowing that Michael was talking to him as
well. Max held his arms open for Liz.
***
Two weeks later…
Vacation was over and it was time for them to go back to
the real world. The four had spent the remainder of the vacation talking things
out, shedding lots of tears and sharing even more hugs. In the end they think
they have come up with an understanding they can all live with. They would share
a home, the four of them, and share the love they have for each other openly. In
their hearts they knew that everything would be fine, if not always easy or
uncomplicated, because in the end they know that finally the lost have been
reunited.
The End