PYGMALION
Chapter
Nine: Built of pyres of fire, the heart is slain.
Day
Nine: Wednesday, 3:36 am
Zeke woke to
nothing. It was there again. Stillness. This was the second time that night he
had awakened. Sitting up in bed, he checked the clock on the bedside table. He
still had a good four hours to sleep before he needed to get up.
Lying back
in his bed, he tried to go back to sleep, but something seemed to stop him.
Caught in an uncertain mood, he let fantasy take him on a ride to calm his
nerves and give him an outlet back into sleep.
Ticking.
Time moved
slow.
Hush.
Silence. Then a loud almost swooshing sound. Followed by a deafening explosion.
The sound
seemed to fold in on itself, and the loudness deafened the ears until all he
could hear was the beating of his own heart.
The initial
blast was strong enough to throw Zeke from his bed. Fuck! Standing up he shook
himself. What the hell was that?
Then he
smelt it. Fire.
Grabbing his
shoes, he hopped down the stairs, struggling to put them on.
Margo.
Rushing
outside, he could see the night sky lit up by the flames of the fire. Call.
Fire. No time. The end of the warehouse was on fire. The south side where
both Margo’s and Mrs. Mulhoney’s lofts were, plus the two empty ones waiting
to be renovated.
Margo.
Zeke rushed
to her door and banged on it. Frantic when there was no answer, he could already
smell the smoke coming from under the door. Moving back, he raced forward
hitting the door. Nothing. Damn strong oak. He looked around frantically for
something, anything to help break down the door. Peering through the window, the
sight of gathering smoke turned his stomach, emptying it in a disquieting
nausea. Margo. Her paint supplies. Turpentine. If the smoke didn’t kill her,
the explosion and racing fire would, once it hit her supplies. Almost everything
she had was an accelerant. Margo.
Not thinking. Zeke moved back and then ran at the window. Jumping high, he crashed through the glass as tempered sheets of cutting ice rained over him, slicing into his skin. Rolling on the floor, he got to his knees as the thick smoke overwhelmed him. Coughing, he called for her, “Margo!
No answer.
Zeke rushed for the stairs. He had to search there first. If he checked the
first floor, he might lose the opportunity to get to the second, and Margo would
be dead. If she was there. Rushing the stairs, the metal grating was already too
hot to the touch. Searching the loft studio, he couldn’t see anything through
the smoke. His eyes were streaming with tears. Dammit. No. No. He wouldn’t
lose her too. On his hands and knees he scrambled, feeling, touching things and
moving. Coughing, his head hurt. The pounding was almost louder than the rushing
sound of the fire.
Margo.
She lay on
the floor in a heap. Her head had a bleeding gash and she was unconscious. The
initial explosion must have thrown her across the room.
“Margo!
God!” He quickly checked her neck. Sighing in relief. Still beating. Leaving
her, he scrambled towards the area where he knew there was a sink. Grabbing
anything that felt like material he soaked it in the water. Wrapping a wet cloth
around his head and shoulders, he quickly wet another one and tried to keep from
succumbing to the smoke. If he went down, they both died. Margo couldn’t die.
Returning to
her, he quickly wrapped her in the wet material as best he could. Gathering his
faltering strength, he picked her up and tried to get through to the stairs. The
smoke was too thick and the upper room was a hotbed as the heat of the fire
concentrated to the top of the room and sucked what remained of the oxygen from
the room. Stop. Drop. Roll.
Zeke went to
the floor, and pulled Margo behind him towards the stairs. The air near the
floor was still breathable, but just barely. At the stairs he pulled them both
down a few steps until he could finally pick her up and walk the rest of the
way. Struggling to stay upright and not collapse, he carried her still form down
the first flight. The smoke was too thick to see through, but one thing he could
see was flames. The fire was already in the bottom section surrounding them. The
material around his head was already dry, and his skin burned from the cuts and
some type of chemical gone aerosol. He felt like his lungs were going to
explode.
Last flight.
Then the door, and air. He could do it. He had to - for Margo. Taking the last
flight in midstep there was another explosion, and the stairs beneath him
collapsed.
~~~
The
sensation of falling was the first thing he became aware of as his body hit the
floor. There was a stillness as he tried to orient himself to what just
happened. It was Maria that made him finally move.
“Michael?"
“Maria!”
Scrambling over to her, he found her on the floor as well. She was clutching her
arm.
“Let me see.” He looked at it. She had landed hard on her wrist. Instinctually she must have reached out to stop falling, to protect the babies. “I think it’s broken."
“What
happened?”
“I don’t
know. An explosion.” Michael looked around the room, and from the closed
blinds he could see a light where it should have been dark. “Something’s
burning. Grab some clothes and shoes. Leave everything else. I need you out of
here. C’mon.”
Michael was
helping her up, careful of her hand when the second explosion came. Pushing them
back, he instinctually wrapped his body around hers and flipped her over to take
the brunt of the fall, her elbow coming hard in his ribs. The glass exploded
around them. The heavy metal blinds protected them from the shower of
glass as the windows exploded outward. He could hear the glass downstairs
go too, when the glass door went as well.
Grabbing
clothes, he quickly got to his feet, lifting Maria up and setting her on the bed
as he grabbed her some shoes. Glass was everywhere. Pulling on his own shoes, he
picked her up and carried her down the stairs. The security system would alert
the police, but they still needed to call.
“Maria,
call 4-1-1, now!” Michael stepped through the exploded glass door to head to
Isabel and Liz’s loft through the garden. Sean stepped through the broken
glass on the other side, quickly followed by Alex in nothing but his pants.
“Michael?”
called Sean.
“No.
You?” Sean shook his head. Both their areas were clear of explosion and fire.
Alex looked
up at the lighted sky. “I think it’s the lofts on the other side.”
Isabel and
Liz came rushing out of their loft, both wearing clothes and shoes. Isabel
grabbed Alex’s arm and handed him his shoes. He was standing in glass.
Michael
gestured for Isabel and Liz to follow him into Michael and Maria’s loft. Maria
was just hanging up the phone.
“They’re
on their way.” Michael nodded as he grabbed his holster and strapped it on.
Picking up his spare clutch piece, he looked at the girls.
“Isabel,
you and Liz need to take Maria out of here.”
“I’m not
leaving!”
Michael went
to her. “Yes, you are. This is not a place for you, Maria. I’ll take care of
it.” Michael gestured to Sean to go through the garage, and both he and Alex
took off. Isabel clutched at Alex’s arm, and he stopped.
“Listen to
Michael. Take Maria, and go. All of you. We’ll come for you.”
“Alex…”
“I know.
I’ll be careful. Now go.” Alex kissed her quickly his hand lingering on her
cheek.
“Michael…”
Maria said.
“No. Not
over this. You go. It’s not just you at risk here.” Michael waited until
Maria finally gave in and nodded. “Take her to the hospital. Her wrist is
broken. Take her to Amy. I’ll come for her there.”
“Michael,
the others? Mrs. Mulhoney, Margo, and Zeke?” Maria said with real fear in her
voice.
“I’ll get them. Now go!"
Isabel led
Maria towards the front door, but Michael stopped Liz and handed her his clutch
piece. She looked at it and nodded. He had trusted her with Maria once before;
this time it would be different. She was different.
“Don’t
worry, Commander. Nothing will harm her.” Michael just nodded. He rushed out
after Sean and Alex.
~~~
The entire
front of the loft area was on fire. Michael came out of the garage and turned to
join the others. He could hear sirens in the distance. Sean and Alex were trying
to break open Mrs. Mulhoney’s door. The worst concentration of fire and smoke
was in the empty unit next to hers, and her actual loft was on fire. He could
see thick smoking coming out of Margo’s loft and the other empty lofts next to
the garages. All the windows had blown and oxygen was rushing inside, fueling
the fire.
“Go
through the glass,” Sean yelled.
“You
can’t,” said Michael. “We installed special security glass on her unit so
she would feel secure. Stand back. I’ll blast the door.” Before Michael
could lift his arm, it was too late.
Another
explosion threw both Sean and Alex to the ground, and blew the door they were
trying to get through. Alex just barely escaped having a piece of the door as
part of his head, as he hit the ground before it came flying past him. Sean was
on his side cussing as flames followed the explosion in large yellow licks of
fire that whipped out the door like
angry tongues of demons.
“No.”
Michael just shook his head. No. Mrs. Mulhoney...
Michael ran
for the door despite the flames. Alex saw him coming, and he quickly rolled to
his feet as he heard Sean scream.
“Michael,
no!”
Alex tackled
the raging Michael as he tried to fly by him into the raging inferno. He took
him at midgut and they hit the ground hard and rolled. Michael struggled,
slugging Alex as he tried to get Alex to let him go. Sean rushed to help Alex,
and the two men had Michael pinned to the ground.
“Get off
me, God damn you! Get off!”
Before
either man could reason with him, another explosion shook the structure, and
more debris and glass flew, showering them in molten brick and bits of steel.
“She’s
gone, Michael. She’s gone.” Sean yelled above the roaring fire. The fight
seemed to drain from Michael as they slowly let him up. Michael looked at the
door front and saw the entire unit was a blanket of fire and smoke. She was
gone. He shook his head and flopped his hands around him, helpless to stop what
happened. Horror gripped him for a moment until his thoughts turned.
Margo. Zeke.
Michael
rushed around the warehouse building to the east end where Margo and Zeke’s
doors were. The south half of the building was on fire, but the north side
appeared untouched beyond the firewall running straight down the middle of the
building, separating the four lofts on the south from the four lofts on the
north.
Michael
looked at Margo’s unit. It was on the south and also on fire. The last
explosion had come from her door, and billowing smoke was obscuring the
entrance. Michael, Alex and Sean ran towards that unit, as fire licked out the
exploded windows.
Through the
smoke came a figure. Zeke. Zeke carrying Margo’s still form in his arms,
struggling to keep his feet. He jumped through the fire and smoke to the outside
and into the waiting arms of Michael, Sean and Alex.
The three
men pulled him and Margo back from the structure as they all collapsed in a
heap. Zeke was struggling for a breath, his voice thick and hoarse.
“It’s
going to explode! Margo’s artist materials...”
Alex rushed
to his feet and put a hand under Zeke’s arm and Michael took the still Margo
from him. Sean took Zeke’s other arm, and the group of them ran. They hadn’t
cleared the sidewalk before another explosion sent them flying across the grassy
area onto into the parking lot there. Zeke was coughing and struggling so much
that he lost his stomach. Alex held his head as he retched, and the three men
turned to look at the burning lofts.
Sean checked
Margo, and frowned. “Michael, I can’t get a pulse.”
Alex pushed
him aside and tried for one too. Nothing. Swearing, he moved, checked her mouth
for an obstruction, quickly listened to her heart, and began CPR. Zeke watched
helplessly as tears streamed down his face from the smoke. His face and hands
were blackened from the soot and blood. Looking around, he saw firemen starting
to move into the area quickly, but no paramedics.
“Where the
hell are the paramedics?” His voice broke, edged in breaking desperation.
Alex stopped
as the woman started to cough. She didn’t wake up, but he was getting a pulse.
“She’s breathing.”
Zeke knelt
next to her, his hand checking for himself. Breathing a sigh of relief, he bent
down and kissed her cheek resting his head against her.
The Fire
Department’s larger units arrived, and already they were deploying teams. They
had extended ladders moved into place as hoses were pulled and moved up to their
tops. Michael could see firemen on his roof, on the building unit housing his
and Maria’s loft away from the main structure. They were searching the units
on the other side, and wetting the rooftop of the units not on fire.
A fire
marshal came to the group sitting in a huddle watching the fire.
“Is
everyone out?”
Zeke looked
up and around. Some were missing.
Michael
shook his head. His voice was thick from the smoke, and he had to shout to be
heard above the roar of the fire.
“No. There
was someone left in the first unit on the south side. We couldn’t get to
her.”
Zeke looked
at Michael in horror and struggled to his feet. “No! No!” Zeke took off
around the corner trying to get to Mrs. Mulhoney’s door, but Michael caught
him and pulled him back.
“Let me
go, dammit. We can’t just leave her!”
Michael
pulled the young man’s body back hard against his. “It’s okay, Zeke.
She’s already gone. Let her go, son.”
Zeke looked
up at Michael’s stark solemn face, and back at the burning building. Coughing,
he wiped an arm against his eyes as they filled with tears from something else
other than smoke. Turning in Michael’s arms he reached an arm around
Michael’s neck as the older man held him tight in a strong hug. It was hard to
see young Zeke crying. It wasn’t something he did well or often, much like
Margo never spoke. Holding the young boy, Michael just watched the building burn
as he slowly lowered them to the ground.
“My
fault,” said Zeke hoarsely. “My fault.”
“No. We
couldn’t get to her. It was too late. It was no one’s fault.” Michael
said, not believing it for a moment. His. His fault. He promised Maria he’d
get them. He was too late. And if Zeke hadn’t gone for Margo, she would’ve
been lost too.
“I could
have. I was first on the scene.” Zeke could stop crying. “All I could think
of was Margo, and I should’ve gone for Mrs. Mulhoney first.” Zeke bowed his
head against Michael’s chest. “I was only thinking about myself, and how I
couldn’t…not without Margo, and…”
“You
couldn’t save them both!” Michael said forcing the young man to listen.
“Listen to me! Margo was the better choice. Mrs. Mulhoney’s place was next
to the primary blast. Chances are she was already gone even before the fire
started.”
“I should
have gone for her. She died alone.” Michael just hugged the young man harder,
and he looked over his shoulder at the fire. He should’ve been faster.
They both
watched as firemen tried to make it inside. They entered the loft nearest to the
garage and were fighting the fire in Margo’s loft, but the two middle lofts
were gone. Zeke’s entire body shook as the top floor caved in and ash, smoke
and debris flew.
“Michael?”
Michael looked up at the fire chief crossing over to him.
“Chief.”
“I thought
it was your address that called it in. Is Maria ok?”
“Hospital.
She hurt her wrist.”
The fire
chief nodded. “Your structure is fine, and the back lofts are undamaged. A
little smoke damage and there will be water damage as well. I had them tape and
close all the back lofts until the building inspector and arson investigators
can clear the structures. The garages and the annex loft area were undamaged
except for the glass from the
stress waves. It was lucky that they were closed off by the firewall as well.”
“There was
a large explosion that started it,” said Michael, not really much into
talking. “You need to call in Simon’s forensic teams and the bomb unit
support to check out the rest of the structures for more bombs.”
The fire
chief looked up at the building. “Parsons! Get me bomb squad, and pull those
boys out of the unoccupied units now!” He looked down at Michael. “Same
person as the DA’s offices and Valenti?” Michael nodded. The older man swore
and grabbed his field squawk from his hip. Talking into it for a few moments a
few feet from them, another fireman stopped to talk to him. The chief nodded and
came back to them.
“I’ll
make sure you’ll get a copy of the report. The paramedics are here. They need
to take the young lady in and I suspect this young man as well. All of you need
to be checked out for smoke and glass. The investigator will come find you.”
Michael
nodded. Zeke, hearing them talk about Margo, struggled to get up, and before
Michael could stop him he was off and running, stopping every few steps to cough
and retch. Michael went after him.
Alex was
talking to the paramedic who was checking Margo over. She had an oxygen mask on
and they had covered her head wound. She still hadn’t regained consciousness.
Zeke struggled with the paramedics until Michael intervened.
“Zeke, put
the damn mask on, now! Let them load Margo. She needs to be at the hospital.”
Zeke calmed down in the face of Michael more authoritive voice. Michael turned
to the paramedic. “Take him too.”
“I can’t
let anyone…”
“You
aren’t. He has smoke inhalation, some burns and cuts.” The paramedic finally
went over and checked the young man. He had a large piece of glass embedded in
his upper arm, and some still bleeding off his neck.
“We’ll
take him with her. That glass needs to come out.”
Michael
nodded. Good. Looking at Zeke, he talked in a calmer voice than he felt,
“Ezekiel, you go now. They’ll take care of you and Margo, and I’ll see you
at the hospital.” Zeke nodded. “How did you get that glass in your arm?”
“I jumped
through Margo’s window. I couldn’t get the door open.” Zeke said as the
paramedics led him to the ambulance with Margo.
Sean and
Alex came to stand next to Michael. They watched as the ambulance pulled away
with sirens and lights going. The structure was on fire behind them. All three
men stood there in the early morning dark short of dawn as the world burned
around them. That was how Simon found them. Michael in the center, with Alex on
his left a little back and reaching into his pocket for a cigarette looking down
as he lit it. He passed one to Sean who was next to Michael’s right side,
wiping his face with his sleeve, crouching to the ground and coughing. Simon
told his man to get a picture of them.
Alex lit up,
and tossed the lighter to Sean. “That kid’s got some sand.”
Sean got his
cigarette lit, and took a calming draw just before Michael reached over and took
the cigarette from his hand and threw it to the ground to stomp it out.
“Yeah,
he’s tough. He’s had to be.” Michael ignored Sean’s protest. “You
don’t fucking smoke anymore, remember?”
“Like you
don’t cuss.”
Michael
turned around and looked at the structure. Looking at Alex, who was watching it
with a dispassionate eye, Michael stared up at the night sky lit by the fire.
“You in?” He asked Alex.
Alex nodded.
“Yeah. I’m in.” Mrs. Mulhoney was a favorite. This time they came too
close.
“Then
let’s go to work.”
~~~
Isabel paced
the ER as Liz made phone calls. She had already talked to Max, and was searching
for Kyle’s number when Amy and Jim arrived.
Jim was up
and walking with his left arm in a sling, and Amy was in a wheelchair with a
nurse pushing her. They spotted the girls, so Liz hung up to talk to Jim.
“Maria?”
Amy’s voice wobbled as she spoke. “We were told that they brought Maria in.
Is it the babies?” Isabel was astounded. They woke Amy and Jim at this ungodly
time in the morning to tell them about Maria?
Isabel
quickly went to Amy’s side and took her hand. “No. She took a fall at the
loft. Her hand is broken. She tried to stop herself from falling hard.”
Amy put and
hand to her mouth. “The babies?”
“They
called her doctor. He’s in there now checking her out, and then they’ll cast
her hand.” Liz said quietly. They had taken a long time in x-ray because of
Maria’s pregnancy. She looked up at Jim and motioned to talk to him alone. He
nodded.
Reaching
down he quickly kissed Amy on the cheek. “Honey, I’ll be right back. Maria
is going to need something to eat. Liz will help me.”
They left
Isabel with Amy. Jim led Liz out of the ER towards the cafeteria, and the
outside concession area.
“Ok, what
happened?”
“The lofts
were bombed.”
Jim stopped
short, looking at Liz. “Michael?”
“He stayed
behind with Alex and Sean. They went to get the others out.”
Jim swore
and rubbed his face with his one good hand. “That’s how Maria fell? The
bomb?”
Liz nodded.
“The explosion was powerful enough to throw us from our beds. Maria must have
felt herself falling and she reached out to stop herself before the babies got
harmed.” Liz reached into the back of her jean’s waistband. “Michael gave
me this.” Liz handed him Michael’s clutch piece.
Jim’s face
went dark. “The same person?” Liz nodded. Jim took the gun and placed it in
his sling on his arm. “Who did you call?”
“Max. I
was trying to call Kyle when you came. I wanted to warn him.”
Jim swore
and stopped at the nearest phone. “You go get some candy bars. As many as you
can. I don’t care if you have to break the damn machine. Especially peanut
ones. I’ll call Kyle. He better damn well have his security system on.” Liz
hurried off as Jim dialed his son, but the phone was busy. Looking at the time,
Jim assumed that Kyle was being told at that moment so he hung up the phone.
He’d try again later.
When they
got back to the ER, DocJim was leaving Maria’s room. Amy intercepted him, and
Jim joined them as they were talking.
“The
babies and Maria are fine, Amy. It’s early in the morning. What are you doing
down here?”
“My
daughter is here. Where should I be?”
“Resting
would be a good idea.” He squatted down next to her wheelchair. “She’s
fine. Just a broken wrist. Small cast. Off in six weeks or less. She said she
fell and was bracing herself to keep from letting the babies get hurt. And
they’re fine.” DocJim looked up at Jim’s worried face. “Now I’m not
keeping her or anything, so you can stop worrying.” Getting up, he patted Jim
on the shoulder. “Tell Michael that I would like him to call me as soon as he
can.”
Jim nodded.
“First thing. Are you sure…”
“No.
It’s okay. I’m just going to make some vitamin changes, so he needs to call
and get the information. Just pass it along.” DocJim looked down at Amy.
“You, go rest. Don’t upset my patient any more than she needs to be. Next
time I see you, I expect to see you on your feet.”
“Yes,
doctor.” Amy said prettily. DocJim just laughed and took himself off.
While Maria
was having her hand casted, Jim took Amy aside. He told her about the loft, and
both Isabel and Liz looked over sharply at her reaction. Looking away, they gave
the couple some time to talk together. Before Maria was through, the ambulance
came in with Margo and Zeke.
The entire
ER went into overdrive as Margo was shuttled into a closed room. Zeke walked in
under his own steam with an oxygen mask on. Amy saw him first and her sound of
distress alerted Jim.
“Damn.”
Jim stopped Amy from going to the young man as an orderly and nurse helped Zeke
into a room. “Amy, you need to stay here. Maria is going to need to be
told.”
“Michael?
Where is Michael?”
“He’ll
be here, just try to keep Maria calm. She’s already been upset enough. I’ll
go check on Zeke and Margo.”
Isabel and
Liz came over. They stayed with Amy as Amy watched Jim go to talk to the young
doctor on call. Her small voice called after him, “Where is Mrs. Mulhoney?”
Jim stopped
in Zeke’s room. They were giving the boy a shot for pain, and looking at the
glass embedded in his upper arm. No real damage, but it would have to be
removed. The kid looked like he had walked through a war zone. He saw Jim and
tried to sit up. They pushed him back down.
“Margo?
How is Margo?”
Jim just
shook his head. “I’ll go check.” He stopped and quietly asked the young
man, “Mrs. Mulhoney?”
Zeke’s
eyes filled with tears again and his face fell in devastation. Jim squeezed the
boy’s hand and went to check on Margo. He couldn’t tell Maria. He just
couldn’t.
It was the
beginning of a very long day.
~~~
Maria was
out of the treatment room and pacing the floor waiting for news about Zeke and
Margo. She was strangely silent. Amy watched and Jim worried as he tried to palm
off candy bars on her, but Maria wasn’t eating. She lost control a few times
and a few monitors suffered a noble death. They took Zeke to a special room to
inject dye in and around his wound so they could extract all the glass. No one
had mentioned Mrs. Mulhoney. Maria was barely holding on, and she’d need
Michael there to control the surge of power from the twins when she learned the
bad news.
Margo had a
concussion and smoke inhalation. They moved her to a special monitoring room in
the ICU, and once Zeke returned, the entire group moved away from the ER. That
was how Michael found them.
Kyle had
taken Tess to her family’s house, and he was in a corner talking to Jim. After
he was informed, bomb squad came to their house to check it out. Kyle called and
arranged for the security company to send men over to the loft complex until new
windows could be installed, and the doors replaced. Max was absent. He was at
the PD working on organizing manpower. The bomb squad had found residual parts
of the original bomb. It had been placed in the empty unit next to Mrs.
Mulhoney’s loft, and the initial blast took out that entire loft and a good
portion of hers. It was set upstairs, and more than likely the elderly woman
never woke from her sleep.
Both Liz and
Isabel were trying to get people to take some coffee and sit down, especially
the pacing Maria. It was hard. The amount of nervous energy in Maria was
increasing, and the rest looked on with concern as her skin started to show a
color display streaking across her skin. Isabel could feel the power from where
she was standing, and instinctually she stepped back and away. Maria was like a
nuclear core reactor on the verge of meltdown.
It was the
arrival of Michael that seemed to disarm the building power. Maria looked up as
Michael, Sean and Alex came through the door. They were all covered in soot and
blood. The three walked in abreast. Their attitudes were as black as their
clothing and skin. Isabel saw Alex and made a straight beeline for him. Liz
stood back watching Sean. His face was grim, and the usual humor and sparkle in
his eyes were missing.
Michael was
the one to watch. There was nothing there. Just a coldness. Deep abiding rage
barely controlled. His eyes found Maria’s and he never wavered. Taking in her
broken hand and the tear tracks on her face, he went to her, ignoring all others
and their questions along the way.
Michael and
Maria shared a silent look, and Michael took her in his arms and led her away
from the others. Sitting her down in a chair, he squatted down in front of her.
Maria’s hands found his head and forced him to look up at her.
“Mrs.
Mulhoney?” Maria asked with her hand over her heart feeling it beating hard
against the palm of her hand. Tears were already in her eyes. She wasn’t
stupid enough not to realize that the elderly woman was never brought to the ER,
but she needed Michael to confirm her worst fear.
Michael
remained silent, but a slight shake of his head and Maria’s voice broke.
“Oh
God!” Her voice broke, and deep inside was a painful sound of an animal caught
in pain. It seemed to echo in his ears as he held her against him, soothing her
back, but he couldn’t take away from her what he couldn’t release in
himself. It moved between them like a deep cut, bleeding and stark, ripping away
everything that was normal and real. Michael held her tight as she cried on his
shirt. Speaking to her in a low tone, he said words that made no sense, but
Maria wasn’t listening anyway. She was off somewhere. Pain. He could feel her
pain. It was his.
“I’m
sorry. I promised to get them, but I got there too late.” Michael kissed the
side of her head. “I’m sorry. I couldn’t get to her.”
Maria just
cried. Away from them, the group was silent. Alex reached down and spoke low in
Isabel’s ear and it was her startled cry and denial that pulled the rest of
the group from their silent despair. Isabel just stood there in shock, her hand
on her mouth as her stomach felt empty. Alone. At least her parents had each
other when their car was blown up. It was happening again.
Michael
picked up Maria and walked down the long silent halls devoid of workers and
daily staff. Sitting down in a darkened hall, he held her in his lap and let her
cry. There had once been a time when tears found no outlet in Maria, but
recently it seemed as if all she did was cry.
If sorrow
was a river of despair, and a broken heart was the point of entry, then pain
found its place in Maria’s soul. Today she had lost one of her innocents. It
was hard thing for most people, but for Maria, it was more. She did more than
help people. She took them into her life, made them part of her. Today a large
part of her was ripped away.
Mrs.
Mulhoney.
A kindly old
woman who never did anyone any harm. She, who was left practically penniless
when her husband died, had children that never visited, never called. Left
struggling on her own, barely able to feed herself on her husband’s social
security and pension, she was one of the lost souls that had found their way to
Maria.
Maria met
Mrs. Mulhoney at a time when she was sadly broken and in need of a grandmother,
someone who would bake her cookies and tell her that there was indeed a silver
lining in all clouds. Despite being destitute, the beautiful Mrs. Mulhoney never
found a reason not to smile and be pleasant. Inside her was the most noble and
gentlest of creatures. Mrs. Mulhoney gave Maria Mr. Booboo, a stray kitten she
had found in a dumpster, because she felt that they needed each other. Maria
made a home for the sweet elderly lady, because there was no amount of money or
time she could give to ever equal or repay what Mrs. Mulhoney gave her in a time
of need.
That sweet
woman had died alone.
If it was
pain they wanted to serve to these people, then pain they would get. All of them
stood in the light of a new day and, unusual for a dry September, it rained, and
rained.
