pygmalion
By DocPaul
Chapter
Thirty: Hands
If I could tell the world just one
thing
it would be that we're all o.k.
And not to worry
cause worry is wasteful
And unless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I wont be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
for light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know,
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
but it didn't steel your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
but i knew it wasn’t ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
for someone must stand up for what's right
cause where there's a man who has no voice
there ours shall go singing
My hands are small, i know,
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
My hands are small, I know,
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
My hands are small, I know,
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
God's hands
God's hands
~Jewel~
Day Forty-four: Wednesday, 7:33
am
It
was a normal morning for Arnie Farger. For the last ten years since he graduated
from high school, he had worked for the Roswell park system, and every morning
he walked the parks with his trash bag and pick-up stick, collecting garbage
that park goers seemed incapable of carrying away with them or depositing in the
proper disposal container. It was tough that one. The disposal container was
large, yellow, and labeled ‘Trash’ with a request for no household refuge
dumping.
Amazing.
People would rather load up their household trash and drag it to a park, rather
than pay a few bucks a month for the city sanitation system which was part of
the water and waste management system. People were pigs. Lazy pigs.
Inconsiderate.
Arnie
didn’t mind walking the parks in the early morning because it gave him time to
reflect on his life. On choices he made early, and without real thought. Sissy.
His wife. He met her in high school. Actually all through school, but it took
her until high school to notice he was alive. Oh, it was like wild fire in the
blood! One day, she forgot he was the geek sitting next to her for two years,
one of his lab partners that she hardly spoke three words to, and suddenly their
eyes met. Kismet. Karma. Destiny. Soulmates reaching across space and time. His
half met her half and together,
they were an unbeatable, undeniable team. Oh, sixteen. So in love. Damn the
rules and requests of their parents to take time, grow up, and move into
adulthood slowly. By the end of sophomore year he was panting to get her shirt
off and pants unzipped. They respected their parents and went slow. Oral sex
first. Eraser rooms. Back of his car. Raves. The quarry. Lots of grab-ass stuff,
hot and heavy, but no penetration. Just a couple of crazy horndogs going at it
above clothing and as much under as they could get away with, as those bases
looked pretty tempting. Fourth base. Home run. They saved that for end of Junior
year. The summer Sissy figured out how to roll on a condom one-handed. By
October of Senior year, Sissy was pregnant.
Marriage
immediately after graduation with Sissy Taylor waddling like a duck in a hand me
down wedding gown expanded for her new girth, and him standing in his rental tux
in baby blue. It was a lovely ceremony. His mom cried. Actually, she started
crying earlier that year when he had to turn down a scholarship to the New
Mexico State University in Las Cruces because the financial aid wouldn’t cover
books, living, and a newborn baby and wife. He needed a job.
Ten
years later, he was still in Roswell, picking up trash after other people. Sissy
was pushing out their third child, and she had never lost the original weight
she put on from the first baby. They no longer sat and stared into each
other’s eyes with that deep sighing, feeling the connection of true soulmates.
It was tragic. He didn’t know when it stopped. Perhaps somewhere between
getting her panties off in the Eraser room at West Roswell High, or the first
time he couldn’t make the rent in the small two bedroom apartment they rented,
and Sissy was crying from postpartum depression. Hard to say.
All
he knew was it wasn’t supposed to turn out that way. Someone should have told
them that young love was just that…young. And without a hint of reality or
even any type of adult rationality, it rarely lasted in that idealized form.
High school sweethearts surviving into old age together, still together, and
still in love was a small crushing percentage, and more times than not, just a
romantic fantasy written for those who needed to believe in it.
Love
was actually getting up every day, working a dead end job, coming home to a
woman that had twenty-five extra pounds on her, and three kids and choosing to
stay anyway. It was her looking at him with his mismatched socks, receding
hairline and a tendency towards some love handles around the old middle and
thinking he was still romantic. She still thought his boxers were cute. That was
love. Staying not because you have to, but because no matter how depressing
others might view your situation, it was taking care of the family he created
that made his life livable. Now that was love.
Arnie
smiled to himself. God, he hated his life. Sometimes, he hated his wife. He
definitely hated his job. He loved his children, and at times he looked up at
his wife, she looked at him, and in that moment, he remembered why he fell in
love with her.
Arnie
mused about his life as he cleaned the children’s play area in the park. It
was a good play area. In a few hours, little children would be back from the
large apartment buildings across the street to toss more bubble gum wrappers and
soda cans on the ground. That was okay. It was part of being young and free, and
having your entire life ahead of you with no restrictions, no closed doors, and
everything was boundless. So he picked up after them and saw it as a way of
preserving something special in their lives. Their dreams of a future.
That
was when Arnie found the dead body left in the children’s playground with a
wooden spoon or handle pushed through its ear.
“Damn.
Oh, damn,” said Arnie, and he decided immediately that he wouldn’t act like
some hysterical woman. He would calmly walk to the public phone on the corner of
the park, only a few feet away, and he would calmly call it in. He would call
the Roswell police, and he would give exact details, location and any other
useful information they might need. He was a good citizen.
His
resolve to show a disciplined calm lasted the three feet it took him to make it
to the phone. At the moment the emergency operator answered the phone, he
decided on a different course of action.
“Help!
Argggghhh! Dead...Help.... Body....Help... Dead...Spoon...Wooden..Body...Dead...”
Arnie didn’t pause, even at the operator’s calming voice.
“Help...Someone...Police....Help...!”
Arnie
would have stood there rooted to the spot, screaming a jumble of information
forever if Mrs. Emma Jackson hadn’t taken her poodle, Trixie out for her
morning constitution. She quickly took out her cell and phoned the police.
“Hey,
you’ve got a corpse with a wooden spoon coming out his ear. Yeah. Better bring
an ambulance too,” she said. “There’s a hysterical guy down here crying on
the pay phone.”
~~~
Max
and Michael walked towards the scene. “What have you got, Sean?” Max asked.
“Believe
it or not…a murder….a plain, old-fashioned murder. Someone killed and dumped
a guy in a playground. How sick is that? Some kid might have found the body.”
Michael was surveying the scene and the body with interest.
“Death
by spooning. Any leads?”
“Not
yet. But the body is a young man, just barely out of high school. We’ll run
down his friends and family, see what he was doing last night.” Kyle was over
talking to Simon’s man, George. They were deep in discussion.
Michael
nodded towards Kyle, “What does your better half have to say?”
Sean
searched his pockets for a cigarette. Finding none, his nose sniffed hard in an
attempt to find anyone in the vicinity that might be hoarding or using tobacco
on his scene. He might have to confiscate it.
“He’s
sure it’s a gang thing. He thinks a wooden spoon in the ear is either a gang
thing or an irate girlfriend.”
“Uh
huh. Or a maniac chef on the loose. Perhaps the kid sent back his meal in the
restaurant?”
Max
shrugged. “I could see someone driven to do that if it was you, Michael. This
kid looks too young. Not often a person feels a need to drive a spoon in
someone’s ear.”
Sean
nodded to Kyle as he came over to join them. “I’m ruling out kinky sex.
Strangulation….sure, but ‘impaled by spoon’? I don’t think so. What’s
up, Kyle?”
“George
thinks he might get some prints off the wood of the spoon. There’s a ghost,
but it’s pretty bad looking. He’s going to do his best to extract and
recover.” Kyle shook his head. “This one looks vicious and cruel. The boy
was obviously held down by more than one person.”
Michael
frowned. “You might want to check to see if he owed any money to dubious
characters. This sounds like muscle punishing him for not fulfilling.” Michael
looked at the poor kid that CSI was finishing up on. “Man, can’t they just
stay with breaking kneecaps?”
Michael
and Sean wandered off in front of Max and Kyle talking about classic organized
crime muscle tactics. Max laughed slightly, but noticed that Kyle wasn’t
following the conversation.
“Hey,
what’s up? You look out of it.”
Kyle
rubbed his eyes. “Tired. Tess didn’t sleep well. She’s been tossing and
turning over naming the baby Zan.”
Max
was quiet for a moment. “Sorry, man. I didn’t mean to shake her tree or get
her spooked.”
“I
know, Max. I think she’s convinced if you name the baby Zan it means he’ll
somehow end up on Antar as King. She can’t think of losing her son before
he’s even born.”
“That’s
not going to happen. I…” Max looked at Kyle and quickly amended. He wasn’t
alone in this. “We’re not going to
let that happen.” Max was quiet for a moment. “What do you think of naming
him Zan?”
Kyle
looked across the taped off playground. A kid’s haven. A place that should be
free of the uglier parts of life, and it wasn’t. Not anymore. Not in any town.
No place was really completely safe.
“I
think that you have to decide. He is your son. We really meant it when we said
you should name the baby.” Kyle shared a serious look with Max. “Zan. If
that’s the name you feel is his, then that is good enough for me.”
“Thanks,
Kyle.” Max stared at the empty swings too. “I want him to have something of
his heritage, even if I can’t really remember it. Antar. It was something that
both Tess and I are giving him…something that sets him apart from other
children. He’s a product of our re-engineering. I believe he’ll give a new
meaning to a name I once abused.”
Kyle
slapped Max on the shoulder. “I’m sure he will. With you and Tess as
parents, how can he be anything but great?”
“Great
Zan?” Max laughed and shook his head at Kyle. “Not just me and Tess, Kyle.
All three of us. Four if we let Jonathan in on the action, but I vote we hold
out on Jonathan. That man has a way of going overboard in everything.”
Kyle
laughed at that. His laughter was contagious as both he and Max caught the funny
side of the comment. Their reaction and tag team partnership over Tess’s
pregnancy was a lesson in access. It was impossible to imagine Jonathan going
more insane.
“We’ve
got a doctor’s appointment today. You going to make it?”
Max
frowned. “Damn! I knew it! I woke up this morning knowing that I forgot to add
something to my schedule. I forgot to change the date when you told me.” Max
looked at his watch. “I’m scheduled for court in about an hour. It
shouldn’t take long. When is the appointment?”
“Right
after lunch. One-thirty.” Kyle frowned at Sean and Michael in front of them
making strange gestures, and grabbing each other. They were obviously trying to
decide how the spoon was inserted. Creepy.
“I
can make it. I think.” Max quickly added up how long it would take him. “I
might be late, so just go without me, and I’ll catch up to you.”
“Not
a problem.” Kyle smiled. “Can you even believe we’re almost at then end of
this pregnancy? I have to admit, I’m getting excited to see the little guy.
Hope he has Tess’s ears and not yours.”
“What’s
wrong with my ears?”
~~~
“It
is about time you showed up.”
Freddie
paused in the doorway. He hadn’t seen Alex sitting in the dark. Shit.
“Alex.”
“Yeah,
man, don’t even pull that on me. You’ve been hiding.”
Freddie
nodded. It was true. Not from Alex, but from other Skins. Not just Kivar’s,
but his own faction, the Commander’s followers. Roswell wasn’t safe for any
alien that was wanting to stay out of the thick of it.
“Not
from you, Alex. Things were getting too heavy, so I took a breather.”
“Hmm.”
Alex drew of his cigarette. He admitted it. He was weak. No willpower. When
faced with life without the draw of smoke deep in his lungs, he had a hard time
deciding what the use was in living. Wasn’t like he planned on living forever
anyway. “I had a request to ask of you.”
“Request?”
Freddie took a seat across from Alex. “This sounds ominous.”
“It
is. The Commander…Michael...wants to meet you.”
Freddie
sat still. Very still. He had talked to Michael before when they were covering
the club months back, but not up close and personal. “He wants to meet me? You
told him about me?”
“Not
you, per sè. He knows I have a source. He asked to meet my source. I told him I
would ask and set up a meet.” Freddie stood up and paced a little which amused
Alex to no end. Freddie never paced. He was Mr. Cool. “Man, what has got you
wired? You follow him...or did, so why so reluctant to talk to him?”
Freddie
sat back down. “Do you understand Destiny, or even what it means to be caught
in a loop of circumstance?”
“Star
Trek crap, right?”
Freddie
nodded. “Sure, if that helps…think of it like that. What if you knew
something was going to happen before it happened? Would that alter the choices
you make? Would you second guess your decisions wondering if this is the one
decision that alters a timeline that must not be altered?”
“Back
up, Chief.” Alex drew on his cigarette. “This thing…between Michael and
Maria. The thing you hint at, but refuse to tell me about, is it like that?”
“Yes.”
Freddie took a cigarette and sat back drawing on it, staring at his friend.
“They, together, create something this world has never seen. It’s only the
beginning for humans, another step in evolution. One that in the course of human
history, is lost in obscurity. Who knew when the change began? Just that it did.
But in the course of alien history….my people, and those of my solar system,
what the Commander and his mate do is crucial. It has all already been done,
except for the starting point. That point. That moment must be guarded or we
will never exist. The Commander…the Royal Four will never exist.”
“Just
tell me, Freddie. Tell me, and let me decide for them.”
Freddie
shook his head no. It was too big a burden for Alex…for anyone. He stared at
the lit end of his cigarette. “I’ll meet him...under one condition.” Alex
waited for him to name it. “I want to meet the Commander’s mate. Talk to her
for just a few moments.”
Alex
stared at the man. Maria. It kept coming back to Maria. Why?
~~~
“I
wish Max had been able to make it.”
Kyle
made a comforting sound as he led Tess towards their car. The echo of the
parking garage was one he was used to, and he quickly looked around. almost
expecting Max to suddenly appear in a hurry to meet up with them. He hadn’t
missed a single appointment since they all agreed to co-parent together.
“He
was pressed. He was going to try.” Kyle pulled her close to his body hugging
her pregnant body as he leaned down and nuzzled the side of her neck. “Did I
tell you how sexy you’re looking, my Queen?”
“Piss
on the damn ‘Queen’ crap, but feel free to continue complimenting me on my
beauty. So what were you going to say about my eyes?”
Kyle
chuckled as he pushed her in front of him and wrapped his body around hers as
they slowly walked towards the car with him whispering in her ear, making her
laugh. His arms were around her middle and his hands rested protectively on her
pregnant stomach. He could feel Zan shifting under his hand, and he smiled. He
was going to miss this once the baby was born, so it was his intention to
impregnate Tess again as soon as possible, if she was willing.
They
had cleared the elevator bay and were walking towards their car along the
concrete partition, when Kyle looked up, his eyes on the car. It was that
momentary flash of light, the ignition of a spark, that had him suddenly pushing Tess behind the low concrete
partition and his body following hers, to fold over her in protection.
There
was a deafening roar, followed by an unreal silence and suddenly the very ground
around them seemed to explode and buckle. Kyle felt his body ripped away from
Tess, the momentary feel of something heavy...pain....and then darkness swept
him from conscious thought.
~~~
“Sonnabitch!”
Max took the curve too fast. He was cut off from the left by another driver
trying to make the lane in time to make the turnoff. Unsafe asshole! Max tapped
his brakes and felt the car slide a little. He quickly corrected the problem
with a quick maneuver, and as quickly as he fixed it, he increased his speed
hitting his siren and lights on his unmarked vehicle.
Bad
day. That road hogging asshole almost killed a cop with his car. He was already
late for the appointment, but it was worth it to see the man look up and spy him
and his lights in his rearview mirror. Max chuckled smugly when he saw the man
mouth a few obscenities as he pulled it over.
Max
searched through his pile in the glove compartment finding a pad for ticketing.
Walking up to the other car, he waited as the man rolled down the window.
“Officer…”
“Detective.
I need your license, registration, and proof of insurance.” Max ignored the
man as he tried to explain his actions. “Wait here.” Taking the man’s
forms with him, he went back to his car and called in the tags, checking for
outstanding tickets. The man was clear. “Hey, Steve, can you talk me through a
ticket writeup? I’m rusty.” Max listened as the man on the other end laughed
and told him how to write up a ticket. He was just finishing when his baby
beeper went off.
Taking
the ticket and man’s forms back to him, Max handed it over through the window.
“Next time, you’ll be hauled in to the station.” Max didn’t have time to
give the man the lecture he had intended, so he let the two hundred and thirteen
dollar ticket be the object lesson.
Getting
in his car, Max grabbed his cell and called Tess. No answer. Staring at the
beeper, he called through to Roswell General to see if Tess was brought into
maternity. Max pulled into traffic and headed to the doctor’s office. Maybe
she was there or home. He was close. He would try the office first.
The
beeper went off again. And then again. Max called the company and asked them to
triangulate the receiver. Office. She was at the doctor’s office. Hitting his
lights, Max turned towards that part of town, but traffic was congested. It was
hardly moving. He finally joined a procession of fast moving emergency vehicles
as he pulled into the large Medical office facilities, it was the pile of rubble
that made him get out of his car and stare at what was once a three story
parking garage.
His
baby beeper went off again. Tess...? Kyle...?
~~~
“Guerin!”
“I
got it!” Michael hung up his phone, and tore a piece of paper from a pad, as
Sean swore on his phone.
“How
many?”
“Everything
they can spare. It’s not going to be enough. The downtown construction crews
are sending all the heavy equipment they can. The Medical building is being
evacuated immediately, but they have questions about the soundness of that
structure as well.” Michael didn’t comment on how upset he was that it was
Maria’s doctor’s offices, or at least the adjoining parking structure that
was bombed. They could’ve had a doctor’s appointment. “Patrol units are on
site and are setting up perimeters three blocks back. CSI and bomb squad are
enroute, and ambulances and support staff are also in transit.”
Jim
struggled in his coat. “Let’s go!
~~~
It
was dark. Still. Tess could hear Kyle’s breathing, but she couldn’t see.
“Kyle?”
He
remained quiet. Her hand reached out towards where she could hear his breathing,
trying to find him. Giving up, she searched for her keys, as her hand hit
rubble. Chunks of concrete. Her hair felt gritty when she pushed her hands
through it. Ah. Keys. She had a small light on the end to help illuminate a lock
at night so it was easier to insert the key.
“Kyle!!”
He
was next to her, but over a bit. Buried in debris. His head was sticking out of
the concrete pile, but his entire lower body was covered in huge non-ending
rubble. Tess scrambled closer to him. Quickly moving the pieces of concrete from
around his head, tears fell as she saw the blood on his face. The area around
them was pitch black. They seemed to be in a bubble. Tess looked up, but there
was nothing there. Only darkness. The air felt thin. Closed in.
“Kyle?
God, baby, talk to me!” Her hands moved over his face as she tried to wake
him. Her hands moved downward on his body to remove more concrete. That was when
she found it. An energy shield. It wasn’t noticeable at first against the
dark, but now she could see it. It was like a small bubble around them. Green.
Strong. It covered her completely, but Kyle only partially. His lower body was
outside the shielding and buried.
The
entire area was buried. They only survived in a pocket created by the energy
shield.
“Tess?”
Kyle’s voice was weak and dry.
“Kyle!”
Tess cried and laughed at the same time, kissing his face. He looked confused
and in pain. Sweat was breaking out on his forehead, and his breathing was
ragged and faltering as if it was too hard to push the air out.
“What?”
Kyle paused licking his lips trying to feel moisture. His mouth and noise were
filled with the smell and taste of cement dust. “The…I saw an explosion from
under our car.”
A
bomb? Tess hadn’t noticed. She had been laughing, and then suddenly Kyle was
pushing her down, covering her body with his, and then he was pulled from her.
Then nothing.
“Kyle…the
bomber?” Kyle nodded wincing in pain. “You’re hurting. Where?”
“Everywhere.”
Kyle’s breathing was shallow and labored. “Tess…listen to me.” Kyle
paused trying to concentrate. “We’re buried alive. The parking level above
us has to be on top of us. So they don’t know we are in here. Do you have your
cell phone?”
Tess
looked for her bag. No. It was gone. Her keys had been in her pocket. The light
wouldn’t last long. “No. My bag is gone. What about your cell?”
Kyle
gulped. Shook his head. “It was on my belt.” Tess looked down. His body was
covered at mid-waist. Past his belt. His right arm was pinned under a large
concrete slab. She couldn’t move it. Pausing, she stared at the slab, and with
great effort she pushed it. It moved. Not much. There was no space for it to
move into. Panting from the effort she leaned over Kyle.
“I
can’t move it. There’s no place for it to go, so I can’t blow it up.”
“No,
don’t blow it up. In this small space, we would be dead.” Kyle reached out
his left hand, and wiped the tears from her frightened face. His hand moved down
to touch the baby, their baby. Theirs and Max’s. “Are you holding the space
with this shield? How long can you hold it?”
“I…”
Tess looked around her helplessly. “It’s not me. I’m not doing it. I was
unconscious.” Kyle looked over her face and noticed a small wound on the right
side beside her temple.
“Are
you okay?”
“Dizzy.
Tired. Sleepy.” Tess smiled, trying to comfort him and be brave, but she was
scared to death. They wouldn’t find them. Not in time. She would lose Kyle and
the baby.
“Then
the shield. It must be the little guy.” Kyle laughed slightly and put his hand
on her stomach, rubbing in comfort. “He threw it up around you. I would have
been in the protected area too if the force of the blast hadn’t pulled me away
from you.”
“I
hate this bomber. I hate him, and
whoever is paying him to hurt us!” Tess lay down along the side of his body in
the protected area, the part she could reach. “How long do you think our
oxygen will last?”
Kyle
coughed. It hurt to breathe, and he couldn’t feel his lower body or his right
arm. He felt cold. When he coughed, he could taste blood in his mouth. He was
totally fucked up. “Long enough. Max will come for us. He knew we were at the
doctor’s office.” Kyle looked at Tess and the keys in her hand. “Tess,
push the baby beeper.”
“Oh,
God! I forgot!” Tess pushed it, she waited a moment or two and pushed it
again. Max said that the company could track her beeper’s signal. He would
know they were there! He would come! Tess pushed it again. Waited. Pushed it
again and again as her concern for Kyle grew. “Kyle? He’ll come.
Don’t…just stay with me!”
Kyle
tried nodding but his head hurt. He could barely see her. It was getting darker.
“I’m glad you’re here. That I can say goodbye.”
“No!
No goodbyes! You promised. You promised to fight to stay with me, to come
home.” Tess ignored the tears streaming on her face as his eyes closed.
“Don’t…I love you. Don’t leave me, not again. I can’t go on alone.”
Kyle
nodded his head, but he couldn’t open his eyes. He was too tired. “I’m
here. I promise not to leave unless I can’t hold on.” Tess kissed him.
“How long do you think Zan can hold the forcefield?”
Tess
didn’t know. She didn’t even know how her son was doing it. It certainly
wasn’t her. He was strong. So much stronger than she was, stronger even than
Max. He seemed to understand things even though he wasn’t born yet. “I
don’t know. I’ll keep watch. I’ll try to reinforce the field, to help him.
He has to be getting tired. He’s just a baby.”
Tess’s
hand reached out and touched the green shield sheltering them from tons of
concrete and steel. Clearing her mind, she tried to concentrate on the feel of
the shield, the frequency, and tune in to it, match it. Extending her native
powers, she pushed hard.
Kyle
heard it first. The groaning, buckling, and then sounds of concrete moving on
concrete. He could feel the lessening of pressure on his lower body when
suddenly he felt himself move. Free. His body was free of debris! Except for his
right arm that was still pinned, the rest of his body was cleared of the
material and now in a larger shielded area. Tess joining her powers to Zan’s,
was able to push all the material away and expand the space. Her small gentle
hand touched the shield, and proved to be so much stronger than her small
delicate body appeared.
“You’re
free!”
“Thank
you, baby.” Kyle smiled slightly when she kissed him, her tears moving over
his face. He slowly picked up her hand and lifted it to his mouth. His wife. His
lover. His best friend. She was always so much more. She was everything.
“Can
you move? Are you okay?”
Kyle
met her eyes. He couldn’t lie. No. He wasn’t okay. The pressure in his chest
was increasing, as was the taste of blood. He could barely draw a breath into
his lungs. He was almost sure that his chest had been crushed. He couldn’t
move or feel his lower body. “I…” Kyle looked at her, and his eyes
softened. Damn. He had wanted to grow old with her. With her, Zan, and their
other babies. Now he didn’t even know if they would find her in time before
the air ran out, but he was sure that it would be too late for him. His spine
was severed.
“Can
you hold the shield lying next to me?” Tess nodded. She could feel the energy
matrix once she touched it, and now she could do it without touch, just thought.
“Good. We’ll wait together. I want to feel you next to me.”
Tess
moved beside him, stretching out fully. Her one hand held the small light going
dim, as she continued to press the baby beeper’s button. Her other hand held
on to her husband. With her ear close to his chest, she could hear the
struggling air rushing into lungs hampered by broken ribs. His cough was painful
to hear, and she laid there in the encroaching dark, praying.
They
were in God’s hands.
~~~
“Max!
Tell me something good!” Jim was sweating, covered in grim and soot. The sling
on his arm was dirty and torn, and his one good hand was covered in blood from
pulling away concrete debris.
Emergency
rescue teams, heavy equipment was slowly digging out the parking structure.
Lights were set up. It was already six hours into the search and rescue and they
were just reaching cars parked on the top level. Sean and Michael were both on
the ground wheezing from the dust kicked up from the removal of large concrete
blocks and steel girders. They had both refused to leave the field. Sean was
frantically looking for Kyle. Michael and he tag teamed each other. Sean stood
as lookout as Michael used his powers to blow large pieces of concrete into dust
away from prying eyes.
Six
hours.
They
all watched each other, uncertain that they would find Tess or Kyle alive. Three
hours ago, the beeper stopped.
“I
can still feel Zan. He’s in that general area, but I can’t pinpoint the
location.” Max was shocked. He could sense his son! From a distance, he could
sense his son! He had never had that type of connection before, not like Michael
had to his unborn children. There it was. His son needed him. Zan. Zan was
reaching out for him, getting weaker, and needing him to hurry.
Michael
struggled to his feet. “You’ve got to, Maxwell. If you can get to the place
they are, we can clear directly to them.” Michael looked around at other
rescuers working to bring out other victims. They had found six people so far.
Four alive and two dead. It was unknown how many were in the structure when it
went. Most of the people who were visiting the Medical Center were accounted
for. They had been in the Medical Center, and it was their cars that were gone.
A few were already taken to the hospital. People trapped in elevators, and on
the edge of the damage were already rescued and assisted.
“Concentrate!”
“I
can’t!” Max pushed his hands through his hair in frustration. He could
barely breathe or think. His child. Tess. Kyle. His world was fragmented, how
the hell was he supposed to focus?
“Maria.”
Michael looked at Jim. They were going to lose light quickly. “I need Maria
here.”
Jim
looked at the two partners, and then shook his head. “This is no place for
her, Michael. She’s pregnant. The air is foul.”
“I
need her!” Michael looked at Max. “She can help, Maxwell. Call Jonathan.
Call him and tell him to bring her.” Michael looked at Jim. “She makes me
think clearer. Focus. Maybe she can help Max. If he can concentrate, tune into
the baby, we can use our powers together to lift the stuff out of the way
quicker. Faster. They don’t have much time. We’re wasting it arguing.”
Jim
took out his cell phone and made the call. He ordered a unit to pick up Jonathan
Stiller, take him to pick up Maria, then bring them to the site. As he called
for a unit, Max called Jonathan, and Michael called Maria.”
Max
disconnected his phone. “This better work.”
“Trust
me. Maria will make it better.”
~~~
“What
do you want me to do?” Maria asked Michael as he explained what they were
trying to do. Her eyes searched the wreckage. “Holy, sweet mother of God!
Tess…oh god, Michael…Kyle?”
“Calm
down. I need you calm.” Michael held her for a moment and then kissed her
head. “I need you to work.”
“How?”
Michael
shook his head in irritation. “I don’t know. How do you do it for me?”
“You
want me to sleep with Max?”
“No!”
Michael’s voice rose in
irritation, but he quickly bit it back. “No. I mean how did you link with me
across town? You gave me a clear prism…a focus. Can you do that for Max?”
Jonathan
was quietly listening to them. “Maria, just clear your mind. Take Max’s
hand, and maybe he can make the connection.” Jonathan tried to think through
what Michael was describing. Focus. That was it. That was what he first felt
when he met Maria. A focus.
Maria
nodded. Anything. Anything for Kyle. Anything for Tess. Jim was standing there,
daring to hope that she could do something for Max…help him help Kyle and
Tess. Maria took both of Max’s hands, and she closed her eyes, and cleared her
mind. Max did the same. Maria’s face creased in concentration, but she shook
her head.
Max
dropped her hands in defeat. Maria covered her mouth, as her eyes filled with
tears. It didn’t work. She didn’t know how. Michael turned her to face him.
“Do me. Give me a focus.”
Maria
placed her hands on his face, looking deep into her husband’s eyes, it was as
if her body was pulled into the twin focal of light in their pupils. Michael
moaned. There. There it was. Pushing his power through the crystal clear focus,
he could feel the control. The raw energy, pure and pulsating. He held the
stream.
Maria
reached out a hand, and grabbed Jonathan’s hand in hers. Michael gasped as
suddenly the focus split into two. His was joined to Maria’s, but there was
another. Jonathan. He felt Jonathan. For a moment, he was confused. Jonathan
felt like Maria.
Jonathan’s
breath caught in his lungs as he tried to stay standing in the vortex of energy
the two of them were channeling. He was caught in the maelstrom of the backwash.
It was…intoxicating, arousing…intense. All he could think was, ‘I want
that.’ Reaching out, he took Max’s hand. “Concentrate on me. I will focus
you.” Following Michael and Maria’s lead, Jonathan cleared his mind to give
Max an open channel to join to him, a crystal clear focus to push his power
through.
Max
nodded. He saw it. Saw them. Saw it like a brilliant beacon in a sea of
darkness, white light pushed through a crystalline matrix to become a full
spectrum of controlling power. The prism next to it was something he knew.
Something he wanted. He never wanted anything more. Michael’s voice sounded in
his ear, but it sounded like an echo, far off.
“Push
through. He can take it. A little at a time at first, careful not to burn him
out.”
Max
followed Michael’s instructions, and he poured what he was, all that was
inside him through Jonathan. The joined essence of Michael and Maria faded away
and all there was was himself and Jonathan, working in a unity of form. Joined
in a perfect union. His power. He could feel it. See it. It was strong. Stronger
than he ever knew or suspected. Focusing, he filtered through the colors, the
strands demanding his attention, winding around his hands like tentacles or
snakes. No. No. No. A bluish color one demanded his attention. Picking it up, he
felt Zan. The thin connection that joined him to his son.
Zan.
Opening
his eyes, Max could see the power. A wave almost beyond the human spectrum of
sight. It was coming from a special section of the now collapsed parking
structure.
“There.
They’re over there.” Max walked towards it dropping his connection to
Jonathan. Once the link was gone, Jonathan dropped to the ground from where he
stood.
“Jonathan!”
Maria went to hold him up, as Michael tried to help. The best they could do was
gently place him on the ground. He was out. Unconscious. Maria ran her hands
over his face in concern. “Michael, I’ll take care of him. Go! Help Max
before he loses his concentration.”
“You…”
Maria
nodded. “Go. It’ll be alright.” Maria watched him run with Sean and Jim to
the place Max marked, her hand never leaving Jonathan’s face. He was tired.
Max had almost burned him out. Too much power, too fast. His brain had shut
down.
She
watched other rescue teams working other areas, but Michael and the others were
basically ignored. It was dark now. The fire rescue had brought in large lights,
and helicopters from media station flew overhead.
Sean
kept a lookout as Max and Michael stood opposite each other, working in tandem
to crush, lift, and disintegrate the larger pieces. They cleared the top level,
and it took some work for Michael to push the large slab that was once the
ceiling to the second level. In his mind, he could feel Maria. She was offering
him a focus. The area was too congested. Michael reached out his hand as his
power moved through her. Transformation. He needed to transform the material.
Water.
Michael
looked over the piles of rubble at Maria sitting on the ground with Jonathan’s
head in her lap. He nodded. Water.
One
moment they were standing on a pile of rubble, the next, they were standing in a
puddle of water, as he quickly turned the surrounding concrete to water. Slowly.
He didn’t want to drown them. As fast as he could change a pile, he paused as
it trickled away, moving outward through the piles of surrounding rubble.
Michael worked fast and methodically, opening up a larger and larger space
around the area. Max could still feel Zan. There. He’s there!
It
took over half an hour before Max saw it. Green light, almost like a pulse. A
green shield. He used his powers to quickly help Michael move the remaining
debris, as the green shield became more and more apparent. He could see them.
They were lying together. Asleep. Or dead. One was alive. Zan. He knew it was
Zan holding the shield up, but he couldn’t tell about Tess or Kyle.
The
area was finally cleared, and Maria came over helping Jonathan. As they were
helped into the pit that Michael and Max had slowly uncovered, Max reached out
his hand and touched the green shield. He couldn’t move through it. Let
me in. Zan. It’s okay. It’s Daddy. Let me in.
Suddenly
Tess’s eyes were open. She rolled out of Kyle’s arms and slowly stood up to
stand on the other side of the force field. Reaching out her small hand, her
hand touched Max’s from the other side of the barrier. For a moment, they
stood opposite each other, Zan facing his Queen, Ava, and then it was gone. Tess
collapsed, as Max quickly grabbed her up in his arms. She was weak from lack of
oxygen.
“I
knew you’d come. Kyle said you would.” Max held her in his arms as her arm
went around his neck. “Kyle. Help Kyle.”
Max
handed Tess to Sean, as he and Michael quickly scrambled over to Kyle. Jim was
quick on their tail. Kyle wasn’t breathing. Max listened to his heart. It
wasn’t…there! A slight beat. Faltering. Weak. He was still alive.
“Call
for medical! He’s got to be taken out of here now!” Jim searched to find
other teams to help them.
“No!”
Jonathan struggled to stand. With Maria’s help, he made it to Max’s side.
“Focus, Max! Heal him!”
“What?
How? I can’t!” Max looked at Kyle frantically. He couldn’t lose Kyle. Not
now. Not this way.
Jonathan
took Max’s head in his hands. “He’s going to die if you don’t. Focus.
The yellow one. Take the yellow one. Quickly! His life is leaving him.”
Jonathan quickly closed his eyes, and Max saw it again. The prism was there, not
so pure or so clear, but offering him a channel to use. Jonathan was hardly able
to hold on after the burnout from before. Max tempered how much raw energy he
sent through the crystal, but he could see it. Yellow. A golden strand. Mentally
picking up the strand, he ran it through his hand.
Yes.
Yes. He could see it now. Feel it. His hand reached out and touched Kyle’s
chest. Broken. He was broken. Max could feel the ribs mending as suddenly
Kyle’s body responded in a full, deep breath that rushed into his newly
repaired lungs. Moving down. Spine. Crushed. Lower thoracic and lumbar
vertebrae. Three regions of dissection. Max moved slowly and carefully along the
spine repairing nerves and blood supply, fixing a ruptured spleen and trauma to
Kyle’s right kidney.
Moving
downward, he repaired broken bones, ruptured organs, and continued up the right
side to a mangled right arm once trapped under a concrete slab. Kyle lay very
still as his body regained sensation. He could feel his feet again. He moved his
head as Max stopped at his forehead and repaired a concussion, Kyle slowly sat
up as Max got to his feet with Jim’s help. Reaching over, Max laid his hand on
Jim’s left shoulder, and in a gasp of heat and pain, Jim stared at the
shoulder in shock. He could move his arm without pain. Max walked towards Sean
still holding Tess in his arms, unconscious, and he quickly did an inventory.
Concussion, fractured ankle, and a dislocated shoulder. She never mentioned the
pain, and she never would. He repaired it. His last stop was his son. Zan.
Zan.
Smiling Max closed his eyes. Fine. The baby was fine. Tired. Hungry. But moving
actively inside his mother. Tess’s eyes opened, and their eyes met.
“Zan.”
Tess said softly as her hand reached up and stroked Max’s face.
Max
kissed her palm, and took Tess from Sean. Walking over to where Michael was
helping Kyle to stand, Max stood her up on her feet facing Kyle, and he stepped
back. Tess stood looking at her husband for a moment, when suddenly he opened
his arms and she flew into them to be swept up in a full body hug.
Jim
stopped Max from turning away to give them privacy. “Max. I…I don’t
understand all this…what you are. What Michael is, or even Tess or Izzy. I
just know that I thank God for you every day, and today…today I thank him even
more. You are a miracle.” Jim hugged the young man he had chosen to train as
his replacement. The man that saved his son and daughter, and helped to create
his future grandson.
Max
looked at Michael and laughed. A focus. It was so easy once there was a focus.
Staring at his hands, he turned to look at Jonathan. The man could hardly stay
on his feet. Maria was holding him up with her slighter frame. Max felt it then,
a wave of fatigue. The link. He had never closed the link. All that time, he had
pushed his energy through Jonathan without a thought. The tiredness was
pervasive. It started in his arms and hit his trunk moving downward. Pulling
back, his energy reluctantly disconnected from the focus, and without removing
his glance from Jonathan, the two men slumped to the ground, both hitting the
ground at the exact same moment.
~~~
“Maria.”
Michael watched as Sean and a completely healthy Jim loaded Kyle, Tess, and the
unconscious forms of Max and Jonathan into Jim’s SUV. He couldn’t leave with
them. Not while there were other people possibly trapped. His powers. Possibly
they could help.
“I
know. Go. Jim and I will get them home.” Maria kissed Michael quickly. He
pulled her back to him again. The fire was in his blood, the need to connect
with her in all ways. He had come out of the focus she gave him too aroused to
stand. “I’ll stay focused. Reach for me. I’ll be there.”
“I
don’t want to burn you out.” It never occurred to him that such a thing was
possible, that so much raw power could burn out a prism or damage it. But he
knew it instinctually when Max went to connect to Jonathan.
Maria
laughed. “You couldn’t burn me out if you tried, Detective.”
Michael
caught her laughing eyes. Happy. She was happy that they took back today. Took
back Jim, and saved Kyle and Tess. It had been a good day.
She
was right. He couldn’t burn her out. He had plied all his energy through her
for hours on end, and instead of tiring her, it seemed to fuel her body just as
it did his. She was his equal in every way.