PYGMALION
by
DocPaul
Chapter
Fourteen: Death be not proud
One
short sleep past, we wake eternally,
And
Death shall be no more:
Day
Fourteen: Monday, 9:33
am
“Maria,
it’s time.”
Maria
nodded from where she stood in front of the mirror, adjusting her clothing for
the umpteenth time. It was wrong. The style of the dress. It was too modern.
Too upbeat. The length was wrong. It was all wrong. Michael had to help her
get dressed because of her encased hand.
A
small sob escaped her and she closed her eyes.
Michael’s
hand came around her waist, hugging her back against him. “It’ll be
alright.”
Maria
turned and looked up at him, her eyes already bright with unshed tears. She
just nodded and let him lead her away.
They
were waiting. Waiting to send their final goodbyes.
It
didn’t matter. Mrs. Mulhoney was already gone.
Mr.
Booboo watched her carefully. He had stayed by her side all morning, strangely
quiet, occasionally brushing up against her legs as if in comfort. For once,
he had no complaints.
As
they left the loft, he sat in front of the glass door and viewed the outside
garden with detachment. Caught in some flight of fantasy, his feline brain was
off somewhere, perhaps he traveling the long road, winding and austere with
the others, to lay a family member to rest.
~~~
“Jesus
said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me,
though he were dead, yet shall he live…”
Michael
glanced at Maria. She sat unmoving as the sermon continued. It had been a long
day, from the church to the grave. Maria sat in a chair next to Mrs.
Mulhoney's relatives, who suddenly remembered that they were actually family.
Standing behind her chair at the graveside, Michael’s hands remained strong
on her fragile shoulders, keeping her upright.
She
was barely hanging on. The twins were strangely silent as well.
Mrs.
Mulhoney’s family were making grievous sounds of mourning, but at times
would whisper their outrage that Maria should be here and sitting with them in
their place of honor, just loud enough for her to hear. After all, this was
her fault.
Michael’s
face clenched in anger, but he too held his tongue in check. This was not the
time or the place.
The
others mourners watched Maria, afraid she would crack or falter. But she did
not. Standing, she sang a song and placed a rose upon the grave. Michael saw
the tremor in her hands, and the slight shake to her voice.
Living
through a day. One day. One day at a time. That was all there was.
As
they left the cemetery, Michael held the car door open for Maria as he watched
Mrs. Mulhoney’s family get into the limos that Maria had ordered for them.
They were greedy. Selfish and uncaring.
Michael
got into the car and pulled Maria against his body as the driver took them to
the reception. It was a wake, but such a sober one. The people who loved and
cherished the once beautiful woman on one side softly talking about her,
comforting each other and sharing their grief, while those born to care sat
and sized up the rest of the groups.
“Who
are all these people?” asked one woman of her husband.
Sean
heard this as he was filling a plate for Julia. “They are friends and family
of Mrs. Mulhoney, obviously.”
The
woman’s nose flared. She was
family. A daughter. Her bitter disposition robbed her of any resemblance to
her now-deceased mother.
“We
are her family. Not them.”
Sean
made a clicking noise in his throat in anger. Holding back, he stared at the
woman in disdain. He would not dishonor the memory of Mrs. Mulhoney, not here.
Not now. Not ever.
“They
are her family. All of them.
Strangers to you, but not to your mother. They loved her, checked on her, made
sure she was fed and warm, and never alone. They sat in her house and let her
feed them cookies and pies as she told stories of her childhood, her life and
her husband. They knew her dreams and what goodness she inspired. Most of them
had just talked to her mere days before this tragedy. They laughed with her
and loved her. And when was the last time you even spoke to her?”
The
woman started to make an indignant remark, but her silent husband forestalled
her as he took in Sean’s eyes. That and the movement of the rest of room to
practically stand behind him. The mourners were tolerating the woman’s
family, but they would never be her real family. That privilege belonged to
those who had actually loved the kind old woman.
Michael
watched the interaction as he stood beside Maria’s chair. She hadn’t eaten
anything, and he couldn’t get her to try. The one time she did, he ended up
holding her head as she lost her stomach. Grief was taking up all the space in
her body and there was no room for anything more.
Jonathan
was at Maria’s other side. His presence for once was appreciated by Michael.
Having dealt with the family members and their greed, he had no intention of
letting any of them near Maria. Not one.
And
so the room remained divided between those who loved, and those who should
have loved.
The
only thing that mattered was there was a seat empty at the table. A voice
silenced. What else could matter more than that?
~~~
Kyle
handed Tess another tissue. “You okay?”
Tess
nodded, then shook her head no. Burying her head in her hands she wept next to
him in the car as they drove home. Kyle pulled the car over and dragged her
into his arms, holding her close. Her small frame shook, and he kissed her
head in comfort as his hand went to rub her pregnant stomach.
“Tessie,
it’s okay. It’ll be okay.” Rubbing his chin on the top of her head, he
held her as close as he could.
“Can
we go visit Jack?”
Kyle
closed his eyes. They had never visited Jack’s grave before, not together.
For a long time grief and guilt were so strong for both of them, that Jack was
something they couldn’t share in death. But that had passed. So much was
different, and it was time.
“Yeah.
Let’s stop and get some flowers. Pink ones. Jack would’ve hated that!”
Tess
chuckled through her tears. Going serious she stopped Kyle from starting the
car. Framing his face, she kissed him deeply.
“If
ever I forget to say I love you, or tell you to come home safe, then forgive
me. There is no person I love more, and I need you to know that every day, and
every moment of every day. No one but you.”
Kyle
stared in his wife’s eyes, and he nodded. “I know. I always knew. It just
took some time for what my heart knew to really register in my brain. I’m
not confused anymore.”
Tess
smiled and hugged him tight. On this day of loss, it was important to hold
close those you love.
~~~
“Jonathan,
maybe we should leave?”
“No.
Not until Michael and Maria do, or those pit vipers.”
Max
surveyed Mrs. Mulhoney's family members. They were circling, waiting for an
opportunity to attack. The fortress that Michael, Sean and Jonathan had
erected around Maria was firm. Even Alex Whitman, standing in a corner with
Isabel was keeping watch. His eyes were narrowed in contemplation, and he
stared unblinkingly at the group. His regard was enough to make them
uncomfortable and jittery.
Max
sized up the room, and then crossed the floor to see Isabel and Whitman.
Jonathan wasn’t going to budge, not as long as Maria was exposed. There it
was again. That protective mode. All of them were doing it, but today more
than usual. Maria was so quiet, so still. She barely spoke a word, and it hurt
to watch her.
“Thanks.”
Jonathan
looked over at Michael. He hadn’t expected that. “No thanks needed.
They’ve been trying to get to her for days. The phone call was enough.
Can’t you get her to go home?”
“She
won’t leave until the last guest is gone.”
Jonathan
swore. It was a stalemate. “Let me see what I can do.”
Max
and the others watched as Jonathan slowly made his way into the pack. He
seemed to be singling out one man specifically, Mrs. Mulhoney’s oldest son.
“What’s
he doing?” Alex asked.
Max
sighed. Shaking his head, he just looked at the ground. “Going in for the
kill. Poor stupid bastards don’t have enough sense to run away.”
Peter
Mulhoney. Jonathan made pleasant chitchat along the way as he cut a swath
through the grieving family. They had congregated around the buffet,
reluctantly making room for other people only when they had to. Michael had
come to make Maria a plate, and it was the one time the entire group shifted
and gave the reception buffet tables a wide berth. Michael Guerin in any form
was a pretty daunting figure to deal with.
“Stiller.”
Jonathan
nodded at the man. “Nice of you and your clan to show up for the
ceremony.”
“Why
wouldn’t we?”
Jonathan
seemed to be perusing the dessert choices. “No reason. After all, she was
your mother.”
“That’s
right!” The man looked at the other people in the room in an encompassing
glare. “We are being treated as visitors, guests and not the real family.
Ms. DeLuca…”
“Is
none of you concern. I thought I made that clear.” Jonathan’s voice took a
quiet dark edge, the voice was flat and non-argumentative. The other man
instinctually stepped back.
“Just
because she has money and people who guard her doesn’t mean that she owns
everything. She doesn’t own us. It is our mother we are burying today, not
hers.”
“Maria
is aware of that. And believe it or not, Ms. DeLuca has a perfectly wonderful
mother of her own, one that she loves, cherishes and sees every day. Your
mother was her friend. Someone she loved and respected. They had a grandmother
and granddaughter relationship. She saw her almost every day. Last year when
your mother had pneumonia Maria sat at her bedside in the hospital the entire
time. She filled the room with flowers and get well cards. She made your
mother feel a part of something big, a family.”
“It
was her lofts that…”
“Were
attacked by a mad serial bomber who is attacking the city. Do you think Ms.
DeLuca could ever imagine this threat? Could you? If you did, then why did you
leave your mother here, alone? Why wasn’t she in the safe protection of your
families, guarded, loved and cherished?”
“How
dare you! You know nothing about our family.”
Jonathan
looked at the man, and then the others. “Wrong. I know everything.”
The
group was suddenly silent.
“What
are you saying?”
Jonathan
put down the plate he was holding, and his one hand went to push back his
jacket to reside on his hip as his stance became taller and firmer. Max was
watching and inadvertently made a sound that drew Alex’s attention away from
the scene. Oh boy. Alex quickly turned back and observed. He agreed. That
Jonathan Stiller looked incredible. Total worthy of lusting after.
Jonathan’s
voice was dark and able to chip ice with the coldness it created. “You think
I would let you threaten someone in my care? I know you. All of you. I know
your businesses and all the shady deals you create. I know your bank accounts,
your debts, even the name of your mistress and the apartment you keep that is
bleeding your family’s accounts. Did you think I wouldn’t check on all of
you?”
The
group went quiet. Peter Mulhoney was red in his face and his wife and children
looked at him in shock. A mistress? But
Jonathan wasn’t finished.
“I
know about the official you bribed to get your eldest son off for date rape.
Your wife’s alcoholism and rehab programs. Your daughter is pregnant right
now. Do you want to hear about how your sister sold your mother’s life
insurance policy and kept the money? The list is long and endless.”
Peter
looked at his sister Lydia in shock.
“You
let a woman whom you call a stranger pay for the funeral for your mother. You
try to extort money from her while she is in grief, more grief than the lot of
you combined. There is no amount of money you will ever see from Maria DeLuca
or anyone connected with your mother. Her will has been made. The lawyers will
handle whatever remains as her will stipulates, and there will be no more.”
Jonathan brushed off his clothing as if he was trying to remove an unwanted
stain. “If any in your so-called family
comes anywhere near Ms.
DeLuca or anyone else associated with her, I will turn over all the
information in my possession to the appropriate authorities, including a
certain embezzling cover-up, and we will let the law decide how to proceed.”
By
the time Maria returned from the bathroom, the room was surprisingly cleared
of Mulhoneys and all that remained was the true family. Zeke stood next to
Margo’s seat as Maria joined them. The three sat talking quietly as Michael
listened in attendance. Margo nodded. It was decided.
“I
have something I need to say,” said Maria quietly. Her voice was low and
weak, so soft-spoken that the room hushed immediately. “First, I thank all
of you for coming. Those of us who were part of the family feel a great loss.
It troubles that she was gone before we were ready to let her go, or had the
chance to say goodbye.” Maria breathed in deeply as Michael’s hand fit in
hers. “There can be no words, no comfort. Just time. I’ve decided…we
decided...that there will be no rebuilding of the lofts with the exception of
Margo’s studio. The space that was once filled with our special Mrs. M will
be left empty because there is nothing that can replace her. We will clear the
space and create a garden there in memorial to her and what her absence means
to us. All of you are invited this coming spring to join us in our planting
season.”
Maria
smiled at the group. Turning to Michael she whispered to him. It was time to
go home. There was no more she could handle today.
~~~
Alex
and Isabel headed for the desert. It was late afternoon, but neither wanted to
really speak. The funeral, and even the realization of how much more they
could’ve lost was ever present in their minds. Alex had something he wanted
to do, and unspoken between them, Isabel came along.
They
had traveled so far. It seemed fast, but in reality it was not. When they
first met, Alex was a man who was confident in himself, and there was
something about him that attracted Isabel to no end. Perhaps it was the
feeling that he was a man that would never yield to her whims, but inside had
a gentleness that broke through unexpectedly. Alex, a cautionary soul among
men, but a lion of a protector. He felt like Michael Guerin to her, but lived
closer to where she lived, a place she understood. He stood in the trenches,
arrogant and firm in his resolve. He wasn’t a man who took promises or
obligations lightly.
After
they met again, it was rage and violence crowding in all the spaces. Both of
them felt a need to live in burning fires, but that time had now passed.
Giving way over the months, they found a silence of understanding inside each
other, a person much like themselves. They no longer fought and pulled, except
together. No words were spoken. No promises of commitment. Some understandings
needed no words.
Alex
spent a lot of his free time in the desert stargazing or walking. It took over
two months after his cousin Krystal’s death for Isabel to realize that Alex
was searching for some type of peace in his soul. Something to assuage
whatever was bothering him. So, for the past month or so, she stood by him
quietly until he could tell her.
Whatever
it was that haunted him, he dreamt of it. Night after night. Fear found a home
in his sleeping form that was expelled in the daylight. One thing she knew for
certain, it was the silver handprint left behind on Krystal’s killer’s
body. It haunted him, but he would not speak about it.
“Where
are we going?”
“Family.
I need to see someone.”
Isabel
didn’t ask. His family on the reservation was isolated within itself. It was
hard to say who kept the most secrets, but Alex had many. Maybe he was a man
of many alliances, and in his own way, he was trying to find a balance between
them all.
What
price was that balance? Only really Alex could say.
~~~
“Cousin.”
“Eddie.
Where is Grandfather?”
“He
is on a retreat. The back country.”
Alex
nodded. That meant someone was sick. An elder. The older generation had a
distrust of modern medicine, and a dislike of the towns. They would rather die
in their homes than make the trip, so River Dog went to them. He was a
medicine man of sorts, a special type of healer, actually more spiritual.
Sometimes there was more wrong than just the physical body.
“What
is it, Alex?”
Alex
sat down in the chair and looked out over the yard at the children playing.
Isabel was talking to a few of his cousins and their spouses whom she had met
in the past. “Krystal.”
Eddie
took a seat and offered his cousin a cigarette. “What about her?”
“I
went to a funeral today. An innocent.” Alex lit the end of the smoke.
“Krystal was an innocent too. She deserved to live, as did this other woman.
A sweet elderly woman. I…” Alex closed his eyes. “I liked her.”
Guilt.
Grief. Remorse. It was all still there. Four months was hardly enough time to
let it go. Eddie understood that. “I know. I still think of Diane and all
those others from that time. It’s hard. But there’s nothing left to do,
Alex, but go on.”
Alex
concentrated on Isabel across the way. “I know. I know that better than
most. It’s Isabel. There are things happening around her. The people she
loves and who love her are under fire. It was close. So close. I know things.
Things from my friend. Things from Grandfather. The handprint. This is not the
first time I knew of it, but inside me, I was too glad to see the monster dead
that I didn’t care. I just didn’t care. I kept the knowledge to myself and
never mentioned it to anyone.”
“You
can’t.”
“I
know. Grandfather.”
It
was a family thing. One that spanned decades. Their grandfather had met a
visitor long ago. Befriended him. Helped him. But the visitor later murdered
another. The handprint. It was there. And now it was here again. Nasedo was
back. Their silence had spared them all this time. Talking now could only
cause trouble for their grandfather and their people, those who knew.
“What
about the stones and the cave?” Alex rubbed his forehead hard. Headache. It
never seemed to go away. The nightmares. Silver handprints. Dead. So many
dead. Isabel dead.
“He
hid them and closed the cave.” Eddie followed Alex’s gaze. “Do you trust
her?”
Alex
just watched Isabel for a moment. Smiling slightly at her smiling face.
“Me…trust? I don’t know about 'trust'. Not really. But from what I know
inside, I trust Isabel. I trust her heart. He told me that there is a monster
trapped in her. Something evil. Cruel. Without remorse. I can’t see it. I
can’t feel it. I can only feel her.
She is pure in a way that I can’t explain. Her heart is a fighter. A warrior
ready to do battle, but a heart of the softest of metal. Liquid gold.”
“I’ve
never known you to be a romantic.”
Alex
just shook his head. “Don’t confuse romanticism with truth. It is what it
is.”
“If
it’s not 'Isabel the betrayer' bothering you, then what is it?”
Alex
stared at his cigarette’s lit end. “It’s my silence. How much do I
withhold from them that need to know? What is the cost? Could telling them
have stopped this threat? This fire? Did I play a part in the death of another
innocent?”
Eddie
finally understood. “I thought your friend said even they didn’t know
where the danger was coming from.”
“He
did. But if you throw a stone in the water, doesn’t it cause outward
rippling? Am I a ripple in this saga, Eddie?”
“No.
Alex. No. There can be no sight
into this. Not even for you.”
“What
good are these visions I’ve had all my life if they don’t mean
anything?”
Eddie
could understand the frustration, the fear. “You like them. Isabel and the
others.”
Alex
laughed. “No. I love them. Through Isabel, they have come to feel like a
second family. Maria, she pulls at me. She is someone I trust completely
without question, and that doesn’t just happen. Not to me. Never. But there
it is. She sees inside and just knows, and yet she remains silent in all
things. She should’ve been born Native American.”
Eddie
smiled at that. “I know. She is and has been a friend much longer than you
know. I would lay my life down for her. How strange is that? Neither of us
wants to date her, but she holds something inside her that we both recognize.
Don’t hold a burden of guilt that doesn’t belong to you, Alex. There is
enough to go around.”
This
was a problem. Alex was torn between too many factions, all of them
overlapping and pulling in their own direction. Where and how was he supposed
to step to keep them all in balance?
“The
dreams. They haunt me. It’ll get worse. I can feel it.”
“Troubles,
cousin. This I can see will not decrease. I’ll make an effort to involve
myself more so you are not alone.” Eddie drank from his iced tea and filled
a glass for Alex who just scowled at the weak liquid. Looked like whiskey, but
it sure the hell wasn’t.
“Between
teaching and covering Maria’s classes and the museum?” Alex smiled.
“Should I introduce you as my cousin? Guerin would love that!”
“No.
I know Maria already, so he knows me, and I guess I could call Liz for another
date.”
“I
thought you would’ve done that by now. You seemed to have hit it off with
her before.”
Eddie
leaned back, horrified that one of their aunts was bearing down on them with
two large plates covered in food. He had had breakfast with them that morning.
He couldn’t imagine how he was going to fit all that food into a stomach
that was already full. Alex had eaten at the reception, so his expression of
horror was equal to Eddie's. They thanked their aunt, and both began to pick
at the food.
“She's
nice, but there is something...”
“Something?”
Liz was Liz. He knew her, but not really. Only through Isabel, and really only
in passing. He had never realized it before, but when he was with Isabel,
everything else paled in comparison.
“Hard
to pinpoint. I think it’s that there's this image I have, a residual
impression lasting from the moment I first met her over a year ago at the
museum. She was a quiet brown mouse. Unassuming. Timid. Unsure. Damaged in
some way. I think I felt this…compassion for her. She was on the outside
looking, watching the world go by, and not a member of it. The woman I met
last week is more assertive, alive and at times, vivid. There’s a world of
confidence in her body, and she disguises it behind a mask. I can feel it, but
I can’t see it. Not yet.”
Alex
shrugged. He didn’t know Liz Parker back then. She was who she was, as he
had been introduced to her. “She made changes. Decided to work at owning her
own life. Nothing wrong with that. Maybe the timid brown mouse is evolving
into something more?”
“I’m
not saying it’s not good. I’m saying that it’s a big change, one that my
mind can’t comprehend. I want to treat her like the woman I first met,
gentle and compassionately, but when standing next to the woman you introduced
me to last week, all that falls away. Perhaps it’s her strength underneath.
Our people have reason to be wary of strong people who are strangers, those
that hide much. Instinct.”
“Perhaps.”
Alex hit his cousin. “I think you’re just afraid that hidden behind that
meek and mild temperament is ‘Super Liz’, someone who could tame and
handle you, force you to say ‘I do’ and give you fat babies.”
Eddie
choked on his iced tea. Wiping his watering eyes, he scowled at his cousin.
“Now you’re just being vicious! I’ve got a few hundred riding on our
bet, and from my view you’re in big trouble of losing!”
Alex
laughed at his cousin, but his eyes lit on a chatting and laughing Isabel
across the way. Their boyhood pact to remain bachelors to old age with a
monetary amount added over the years was taking some major hits. Eddie was
staying uninvolved, much to his mother’s horror, but Alex could feel nothing
but the tentacles of Isabel around him, and he wasn’t struggling to break
free. The closer and tighter he felt her, the more he liked it.
Whatever
great tree he stemmed from, he had warriors’ blood running in his soul. Part
originated from the European side of his father’s people, conquerors. Blood
made strong by the equally powerful branch of his mother’s people, Apache
warriors. Fighting was in his heritage. He understood it. Respected it. In
Isabel, he could see an equal, one that could fight and be strong beside him.
It
was like not feeling alone.
~~~
“You
ready to go?”
Isabel
turned and smiled at Alex. “Soon. Cathy was going to show me the new quilts
that they’re working on. Has Eddie left?”
“Yeah.
He mumbled something about grading papers, and throwing up half the food he
ate.”
Isabel
hit him in the stomach. “We’re going to have to talk about you sharing too
much information!”
Alex
laughed and kissed her on the temple pushing her off with his giggling cousins
and aunts. Standing on the deck, he looked out to the desert. It felt like
home. Open spaces. A lesson in how life continued even in the harshest of
environments.
“She
is beautiful.”
Alex
nodded, and reached for another cigarette. He needed to quit, but sometimes
the gesture itself was a comfort. “Grandfather.”
“Alex.”
River Dog put a strong comforting hand on his grandson and sat down on a chair
admiring the scenery. “You come to the desert more now, more than you have
in years. Why?”
“Ghosts.
Regrets. The very rock and soil hold the blood of my mother’s people. Here
they stood the last time, free, before they were herded onto the
reservations.”
“They
are still here. They live in you.”
“I
know. I can feel them at times.” Alex looked at his grandfather. “How much
does the blood of my ancestors make me what I am?”
The
old man glanced to the west. The dying sun. “Everything you are is created
by what came before you. A strong breed, Alex. Eddie is the same. As children,
I could feel that spirit in both of you. Yours was the stronger of the two.
From both your lineage it comes, tapered and strong. Eddie gets it from both
sides as well, but it is from the same tree. Yours is different.”
“The
visions?”
“Shadow
walking. That you get from us. Come to Sweat. Perhaps you will see more in the
steam and the smoke of the fire.”
Alex
laughed.
“When
I was a child, do you remember traveling to the Lakota Sioux in the north?”
“The
Dakotas. Yes. I took you and Eddie. You were both sick at the same time. I
took you to their healer.”
“In
the sweat lodge, the healer told us to shut our eyes, to chant and let the
sweat fill up our bodies so the poison could be released. He walked around us
chanting, and he said the Great Spirit would come and touch us. Remove the
sickness.”
River
Dog took his pipe and lit it, nodding. He remembered that time. The boys were
like twins, two sides of one coin. One face white, the other dark and red.
They had shared more than a kinship, but a path of destiny.
“The
healer walked around us. I felt a touch on my shoulder.”
River
Dog laughed. “I remember, you whispered to Eddie, ‘If he thinks I don’t
know that it’s him touching me, he’s crazy.’ Eddie laughed, and the two
of you were sent from the healing lodge.” His grandfather’s eyes wrinkled
in mirth. “It was a great humiliation I have had to bear all these years.”
“I
still got the chicken pox! And Eddie was one big red dot.”
“Aw,
but you missed the point. The mind is a powerful thing. Sometimes the
beginning of healing is in the mind, not the body. What you could will from
just your mind, is such a wondrous thing.”
“How
much of what I am is pre-destined?”
“I
am positive your stubbornness was always part of your metal.” His
grandfather puffed on his pipe, the stem caught between his teeth
thoughtfully. “It is Isabel. The deceiver.”
“She
was. Or so I am told. How much of her past carries on and determines who she
is today? How much can I trust?”
“Trust.
A hard word, Alex. We have trusted in the past, at great cost to ourselves and
our people. Now we don’t trust so much. She is who she is. Who she was born
to be. That is something even she cannot escape. What went before, you can’t
know. Perhaps she can’t either.”
“Then
what are the visions good for? The living in the shadows, seeing what should
not be seen?” Alex looked out to the desert. “I didn’t see Krystal. That
slipped in past my radar.”
“Don’t
throw away a gift, Alex. It is a burden at times, but it carries a purpose.
Serve that purpose. Your Isabel. She is one who is complex, hidden, with many
folds slowly revealing what she is. But I like her. I think that her past life
is a roadmap of pain and despair, a burden she carries in her soul, but her
humanity is what will make the difference. She needs to learn who she is
today, and what she is willing to sacrifice to be that person.”
“I
see them both in her. Isabel and Vilandra.”
“Does
that bother you?”
Alex
closed his eyes and sighed. “It worries. I think I am in love with them
both.”
~~~
The
small contract next. A quickie.
Tumbling
the colored wires together, he manipulated them into an elegant knot, tied and
twisted. It was a work of art. The water would ignite it. A cold switch. The
radiating blast should move outward in a fifty foot circumference.
The
phone rang. His special line.
“Yeah?”
“You
hold two contracts with me. Are they still on?”
“Yes.
The first is slowly working. Did the fire meet with your approval?”
The
pause at the other end was long. “It was sufficient, but it missed the
primary target.”
“There
was a problem with that. The security was too tight. I’ll move on to the
next one.”
“I
want you to hold back. For a week or so. Even the smaller contract. Word is
that there is active searching on the streets for you. Not just the cops.
Others.”
“I
heard. My other client ordered me to stand down.”
“Your
other client? And?”
“The
contract is paid in full. I cannot go back on a contract unless the owner of
the contract orders me to do so.” The man paused and gave a wire another
quarter twist. “Of course, if I am captured, all bets are off.”
“You
don’t know me. Just my voice. There is no connection.”
“Perhaps.
Perhaps....” Of course he knew who his clients were. Anonymity was good for
him, but he didn’t like to be so blind. It was a bargaining card in case
things went wrong. “So the smaller contract? Is it a go?”
“No.
Put it on hold. Go underground until the heat is off and they become convinced
you’ve moved on. I don’t want there to be any mistakes.”
“I
don’t make mistakes.” His voice went deadly cold. Professional pride. It
was his calling card. His sort of integrity. “I keep working until the
contract is done. That is how I work. I’ll pull back for a small while, just
until they feel normal again.”
“Good.
I like the idea of them suffering. Tense. Waiting for the next attack, on
their guard until exhaustion makes them sloppy. Next time, I expect targets to
die.”
“Oh,
there will be death. I promise you. Did you want bodies on the smaller
contract, or just injuries?”
“Injuries
are sufficient. I want them to feel exposed and attacked. Useless. Impotent.
Enraged that they became a target at all.”
His
client was a violent angry man. A man who carried a grudge to the greatest
conclusion, simply for hate’s sake. It made for good business.
“It
will be done.”
“Oh,
and Chameleon...?” There was a pause of dramatic effect as the spite in his
client’s voice revealed even more of his innermost character. “They know
your name. Even have an old picture of you from your youth.”
The
phone clicked as the connection was severed.
Chameleon
stared off into space. That man was dead. There was only 'the Chameleon' now.
Exciting! Exhilarating to know that they had his name! This inspired him even
more to meet the challenge and beat them in their own house.
~~~
It
was nearly ten and there were only three checkouts open, so Max got in line
behind a woman with a half-filled cart. Jonathan grabbed the corner of their
cart and kept walking, pulling Max along behind it.
"What
are you doing? She hardly had anything!"
"Yeah,
yeah, and pretty cute, but you're judging by the wrong criteria." He
pulled them in behind a family with an overflowing cart and two crying kids.
"I'll
take my chances back there, thanks," Jonathan grabbed his hand and yanked
him beside him.
“Uh
uh. You forced me to go shopping with you, Chief. So here we stay.”
Max
groaned. How was he to know it would be such a nightmare? Jonathan seemed to
be fascinated with the entire "shopping for groceries" process. He
looked at everything twice. Read the backs of packages. Insisted on comparison
shopping, and even took out his palm pilot to enter information. It was
deranged.
“I
just want out of here. I’m about ready to pull my gun and open lethal fire.
My damn ice cream is melting. The other line!”
"No,
listen. Number one," Jonathan murmured, "compare the cashiers. Ours
is an old pro, that one was obviously new. She would have scanned slowly,
looked up all the codes, needed a supervisor if anything went wrong." Max
didn't move his hand. Jonathan was still holding it. His thumb was rubbing
over Max’s hand in an absentminded gesture that was arousing, so Max decided
it wouldn’t hurt to listen.
"Ours
has B.O. that could suffocate a horse."
Max countered, trying to give a good reason to go back to the smaller
line.
"You're
hallucinating that because you're pissed off that I wouldn’t let you go
alone when you wouldn’t just let me call and order food like the phone-happy
delivery DeLucas. Two, you need to notice the contents of carts, not just the
size. That woman has lots of different little things, which take time to scan;
these people have bought in bulk. Large items and multiple items process
faster."
"Did
you make this up all by yourself or has some freak actually done a paper on
it?"
"It's
basic anthropology, Max. Well, technically, sociology. Or perhaps a kind of
social psychology, hmmm..." Jonathan seemed to be thinking it over.
“Also, please refrain from calling the good Professor a freak. You know how
Michael gets over people who insult Maria.”
Max
rolled his eyes. Maria. Of course she would do an in-depth detailed analysis
of something as mundane as shopping check-out lines. That was why she had her
groceries delivered.
Jonathan
sighed loudly and let go of Max's hand to rub his forehead. One of the kids
screamed at the other. Both had snot congealing on their faces. Jonathan
sighed again, this time heavier.
"Maybe
I made a mistake. The other line has a point in its favor, namely, it’s
quieter. My point is, you observe people, you gather data, and you can use it
to predict outcomes of certain situations. I predict we'll be through before
that schmuck." A shout of "MOM! CANDY!" stabbed into his brain
like a knife. Jonathan winced. So much for Maria’s analysis. She forgot to
figure in the screeching child factor which outweighed standing in line for
any amount of time whatsoever.
Max
rubbed his arm. “I think I want a few of those.” Max pointedly looked at
the screaming brats.
Jonathan
snickered. “No, you don’t. I once had a wife who sounded like that.
Believe me, you don’t want to go there.”
Jonathan
leaned into the touch, knowing he was being too obvious, but liking it too
much to really care. It didn't actually stop his ears rattling or his stomach
rolling from the mention of his ex-wife, but at least it was something nice he
could focus on. Damn. Vanessa. He had forgotten about her. So busy with the
funeral and the Mulhoney’s he never even got around to ask about the flying
dishes at the Valenti house. He was losing it.
"Damn,"
Max muttered suddenly.
"What?"
Jonathan said, if only because it seemed like the expected response.
"It's
a momentary lapse of memory. I really only came here for one thing."
Jonathan pointed at the filled cart. One thing? Max made a complicated gesture
which wasn't even vaguely explanatory. "Be right back," he said, and
disappeared into the maze.
Jonathan
watched Max’s disappearing back in desperation. Max had left him alone. This
couldn’t be good. Well, next time, if there was one, he was only going to
marry somebody he'd move to the suburbs for. Fortunately, he probably wouldn't
do it for anybody who would want to
live in the suburbs, and then there was the problem of trying to figure out
where the hell the suburbs were. Jonathan noticed a magazine rack. Leaving the
noisy children and the woman searching for her coupons, he deserted their cart
for just a moment. He grabbed a Playboy
and a Playgirl, ducked back to the
cart and shoved them under the bread. Obviously he was going to be a bachelor
for a long, long time.
"I
saw that," Max's voice whispered in his ear. He sounded... possessive.
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