
Author: Domino
Written: June 2001 - September 2001
Disclaimer: Not mine...
Rating: PG
Summary:
Maria, All, CC, M/M.
Spoilers from Season 2
Part One
"We have two choices. Destroy them from the inside or from the outside.
Obviously the latter was a complete failure. All attempts had disastrous
results. The group is too strong together. We need a new strategy, a new
plan."
"It has been decided to activate Operation Iago. The subject chosen is a
Maria Deluca. All of our studies and surveillance have shown that she is the
heart of the group. Destroy her relationship with the group and they will fall
apart."
"Easy pickings. Is the husk ready?"
"Yes. It has an extremely limited time factor. Possibly an hour before it
will disintegrate. The mission must be complete before that happens. Has a time
been chosen yet?"
"The decision has been made. Tomorrow night. Miss Deluca will be home
studying alone, leaving the playing field open. All three of the other subjects
are working. The timing will be perfect. Who have you fitted to the husk?"
"Santia. Her size is exact. Matches Miss Deluca almost to the letter. The
fitting showed no abnormalities."
"And the classes?"
"She has watched every surveillance tape of the subject. Her mannerisms are
almost perfect."
"This has to go well. We cant afford any more screw-ups. Is that
clear?"
"Perfectly, sir. By this time tomorrow - the eight of them in a group will
be a mere memory."
"Alright, then. Notify Courtney that the plan is in effect. Her attempts to
destroy Michael Guerin and Maria Deluca's relationship so far has been a dismal
defeat. She should abort that immediately and begin observance, starting
now."
"Yes, sir."
"Alright, then. Report tomorrow. Dismissed."
The Next Day
Maria had the night of. For a change she wasn't hanging around the Crashdown but
instead due to her recent grounding, (she broke curfew again on an alien fact
finding mission) she was stuck at home. After feeling sorry for herself for at
least half an hour, she finally decided to use the time spent away from her
boyfriend and friends to study, a rare occasion for her unless necessary.
At the Crashdown, life without her, was as interesting as Maria's study session.
Michael was bored. Flipping burgers on a daily busy wasn't exactly the fun
aspect of his life, not that much was, but Maria always made it more
interesting. And much as he hated to admit it, he missed her. Liz felt the same
way. Without Maria around, the only person serving was Courtney and they were
both part of the same mutual hate association. If it was possible, and it was,
Courtney was hated even more than Tess was, when she first arrived. The shift
passed slowly for both of Michael and Liz. They didn't talk much to each other.
Liz never knew quite what to say to Michael - that is small talk that didn't
involve some sort of alien crisis, and Michael never said anything that wasn't
alien related to anyone besides Maria.
Thirty minutes had been bearable for Liz. This was when Max came in for his
break. He was working across the street at the UFO Museum, his job safe again.
For that period at least Liz had someone to talk to, even though from Michael's
perspective all they did was stare each other. It was good to see them back
together again, after all they had been through but only in limited periods as
they did have that somewhat nauseating quality to onlookers. Still all it did
was make him miss Maria more. Worse he had to suffer through this all alone.
Isabel, Alex, Kyle and Tess had gone on a double date. Michael cringed when he
heard that - the words double date having bad memories for him.
After Max left, Liz resumed the countdown to the end of the shift. Michael had
begun his the second his shift began. Still it was only another hour before Max
fetched her for their date. He was supposed to give Michael a lift home and then
she would have him all to herself. Time passed.
Outside, Max locked the door of the museum before starting to cross the street.
He was smiling. Just before he stepped of the pavement, he ran into his best
friend. Inside the café, Courtney made sure both Liz and Michael were
positioned in front of the glass door. It had a perfect view of the street
across.
The plan went perfectly. Santia performed an Oscar-worthy performance, her
timing expert. In full view of two shocked observers and one participant, Santia
kissed Max. He was too stunned to even react. Before his voice returned, she had
disappeared around the corner. And the damage was done.
Max didn't run after her, his eyes moving to the Crashdown to meet Liz's shocked
and betrayed ones. Michael was already out the Crashdown and in one quick
motion, his fist shot out and hit Max in the face before he turned and ran away.
Liz turned around and ran up the steps to her room and Courtney watched in glee
as Max lay on the sidewalk, holding his jaw before getting to his feet and
uncertainly standing there, deciding who to go after first.
The plan was a success. Finally they had broken the four up. It was perfect.
Sheer brilliance. She couldn't wait to report in. With that last thought
Courtney raced to the backroom and dialled her superiors.
End Part One.
Part Two
Maria raced into school, late and rushed to her locker. She looked for her best
friend. Last night she had tried to phone her and find out how her date went and
give Liz her news but Liz was already sleeping. Max wasn't even home and Michael
wasn't answering his phone so she had to wait until today to talk to them, and
needless to say Maria wasn't the most patient person in the world.
'Finally, there's Liz,' Maria thought and she raced after her friend to see her
disappearing into the class for homeroom. Maria skidded to a halt outside the
room and calmly walked in and as usual collapsed down next to Liz. She watched
in shock as Liz immediately got up and moved to another seat. Her face, hurt and
questioning was ignored by Liz. The others in the class looked on in surprise,
Liz's behaviour a shock to them as well. Two seats behind, Alex and Tess who
shared homeroom with them exchanged worried glances at Liz's cold face and
Maria's hurt one. It was ignored for the moment as school went on.
When the period ended Maria tried to get to Liz but she ran out the room. Maria
ran after her before Alex and Tess could get to either one. In the hall, before
Maria could reach Liz, an arm grabbed her and pulled her into an empty
classroom.
"Max. Not now. Something's wrong with Liz. I have to go after her,"
Maria said to him turning around to leave.
Max stared at her incredulously before anger covered each features. The previous
night had been a nightmare. Liz refused to talk to him at all. No begging had
helped. He hadn't had a chance to explain. When he finally given up on her and
tried to find Michael - even after hours of searching he had no success. And
here, the reason for all this pain, the person he had once trusted more than
anyone else with the secrets of his heart and she was pretending like she didn't
even know.
Disgust coloured his voice, "How could you? You're what's wrong with her.
What's wrong with Michael. Thanks to you both of them are never going to talk to
me again. How could you?"
"What are you talking about, Max. What happened. Did something happen to
Michael? How is Liz involved. Why are you mad at me?" the questions flew
from her lips but Max wasn't listening. He was too furious.
"Stay away from me. Stay away from all of us. Just get out of our lives.
You've ruined them enough," he said his tone nasty, a tone she had never
heard him use previously, before he stalked out the door. And for the second
time that day, a best friend walked away from her. Maria's face fell and for a
second she thought about running home and crying but that thought passed as she
gathered up her strength and went to find out what the hell it was that was
going on with her friends.
In the meantime Alex and Tess caught up with Isabel and Kyle. They were both in
the dark as well although Isabel did sat that Max came home late. They finally
found Liz, Michael nowhere to be seen. The conversation was one of the weirdest
that they had ever encountered.
In a cold voice, devoid of all emotion Liz filled them in. It was a few minutes
before any of them found a voice, the story so unbelievable.
"No way. Maria would never to that," Alex said finally shaking his
head.
"I know what I saw, what we saw," Liz said, a break in her voice.
"It's just not possible," Isabel added, "I mean we're talking
about Maria here, not Tess. No offence, Tess. And Max would never."
"None taken. But I agree, Maria could never… and Max would never,"
Tess said.
"Definitely not possible. Think about it. No one wanted you and Max to get
back together more than Maria," Kyle said.
"And the way she feels about Michael. She couldn't do that to him,"
Isabel put in.
"She thought he did that to her. Remember Courtney. It was revenge,"
Liz said.
"For what? The Courtney thing was one big misunderstanding. It's over.
They're back together again," Alex said.
"Plus Liz, Maria couldn't do it to you. You're her best friend, for
heaven's sake. No one is more loyal than Maria," Kyle defended.
"And Max wants you more than anything. All of us know that," Isabel
said.
"I saw them kiss. Now you can believe me or not but I was right the last
time."
"But Liz, there was an explanation the last time. I made him kiss me. Maybe
there's an explanation this time."
"Unless Maria suddenly became an alien without my knowledge with
mindwarping powers she kissed my boyfriend," Liz's voice became cold again,
"I have to go," before she turned around and walked away, leaving 4
totally in shock friends.
End Part Two
Part Three
"We need to find Michael, Maria and Max and find out what happened,"
Alex suggested after attempts to come up with an explanation yielded no results.
They didn't have to look far as Max looking for Liz or Michael entered the
classroom they were in.
His story matched Liz's except for his claim that Maria kissed him and he did
nothing to encourage it. In the middle of his explanation, Liz walked back in,
Michael in tow. They overheard his distraught version.
"What are you saying, Maxwell? Maria kissed you and you did nothing.
Please," Michael's tone was sarcastic with an undertone of fury beneath it.
"I was in shock. It wasn't exactly something I expected. All I know I was
walking across to come get the two of you and she came up to me and kissed
me," Max's voice had ring of truth to it and some desperation.
"Please, I'm suppose to believe that," Liz added.
"She walked away before I even had time to react and the next thing I know
you punched me and Liz ran away. I didn't do anything. Someone please tell me
why these things always happen to me?"
Despite the fury and hurt flowing through them, Michael and Liz were beginning
to believe Max. he sounded desperate and truthful. In addition it was hard to
believe what they themselves with their own eyes had seen. The two of them
exchanged a look of small understanding, before nodding at Max. Max gave a sigh
of relief, echoed by their four friends watching.
'Great. One down. One to go. And everything will be fixed,' Alex thought. His
optimism was unfounded and even he knew that the second one would be harder to
explain. It looked bad for Maria.
At that point the subject of everyone's thoughts opened the door and walked in
to 7 accusing faces. Her bewilderment increased. It had taken her a while to
find them all and now to see them together... Maria just wished she knew what
was wrong with them.
As he caught sight of her, every feeling of betrayal rushed back to the surface.
The entire night Michael had spent trying to forget what he saw. The pain in his
heart when he saw the one thing he had never expected in his life. He had spent
the whole night walking in the darkened streets, through the desert as his life
crumbled around him. The one person in the world he trusted above all else and
she had... he had trouble saying the words, thinking them.
Maria felt her belief that she could fix the problem, whatever it was, if she
just spoke to her friends, disappear before her as she caught sight of his eyes.
Liz refused to look at her, Max looked furious and Michael... his eyes bore
holes in her. They were filled with pain and anger. Before she could say
anything, Michael pushed past her and left. His touch left her shaken from all
the emotions she felt from him. Max and Liz followed. Maria watched them leave
before turning to face the four remaining.
They might not have left but their faces had closed of. All the evidence was
against her, and they had no choice but to believe it.
"Please tell me what's going on?" Maria asked in a small tone.
"I can't believe you would do that, Maria. You of all people?" Isabel
said, following her brother out.
"Do what?"
"Please don't tell me you're going to deny it?" Tess asked, moving
after Isabel. Maria still had a confused look on her face.
"What reason could you possibly have had for kissing Max. I just don't get
it?" Alex said as he followed his girlfriend out. Kyle gave her a
disappointed look before he also left.
The silent room was left with a stunned girl, in complete shock at what just
happened. In a mere 12 hours she had gone from a girl with a boyfriend that
loved her and friends that needed and trusted her to someone all alone accused
of something she had no memory of, but believed by all. She couldn't stay here.
She needed to think. Maria ran out of the room.
'Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry.' She repeated the mantra in her head and
forced the tears she had back and she ran through the empty halls. At the
parking lot, standing by her Jetta was a triumphant Courtney. Maria ignored her,
but the girl wouldn't let her. In a gleeful voice, Courtney proceeded to tell
Maria all that occurred in every excruciating detail. It was not part of the
plan but Courtney couldn't help it. There was no one she hated more than Maria
and this was revenge. She looked to see the destruction on Maria's face but
Maria didn't give her the satisfaction. Knowing Michael had taught her at least
one thing and that was to let nothing show. Her face as stonewall as it got
Maria got in the car and started it, her reversal made Courtney move back in a
hurry.
Peeling out of the parking lot Maria raced out. She drove for a while before
finding herself in the desert. There she sat, tears pouring down until she had
no more. Her worst fear had just come true. Everyone she had ever love walked
away from her When she was completely spent, Maria got up and drove home her
face set in a new resolution. She buried the hurt and anger, her decisions made,
she drove home and started to rebuild her life.
End Part Three
Part Four
The drive back was the hardest thing Maria had ever done. Twice she almost
turned the car around and thought about disappearing forever. Two things stopped
her - the first was her mother. Amy Deluca didn't have anyone else and Maria was
not about to leave her alone. The second one was more difficult to define.
It was a combination of anger, disappointment and sheer stubbornness. Maria was
furious with her friends, so angry in fact, it overrode all the hurt and
betrayal. To think that they had so little trust in her that they would believe
something so ridiculous about her, that they would think she was capable of
betraying so many people. It was wrong on so many levels she just didn't know
where to begin. In addition to that she refused to leave, to give any of them
the satisfaction, the simplicity of never having to see her again.
All that persistence and stubbornness Maria had used when Michael gave them up
for three months while Maria clung despite any hope was what she used. Only this
time Maria wasn't going to fight for her friends. She was through doing that.
This time she was going to fight for herself. If they wanted her back, something
she doubted, they would have to fight for her because this time as much as she
was dead to them, they were dead to her.
The first thing she did when she got back, was drive to the Crashdown. She did
this first for a number of reasons. One - Liz wouldn't be back from school yet.
Two - she needed to cut all ties and the CD represented everyone of those. It
was the link between them all, where they met, where she grew up, where she and
Liz played and cemented their friendship. It was also an important source of
income to her, for a family that struggled to cope. Despite all that, or maybe
because of it Maria took a deep breathe and walked in to the familiar café. Mr
Parker was easy to find and with the familiarity of years of relationship Maria
walked up to him and handed in her resignation.
Mr Parker was shocked to say the least. He of all people knew how much she
needed the job and her quitting was something he never saw coming.
"Maria are you sure. You need this job. Why?"
"I'm sure Mr P. It's something I have to do. Besides, I'll have more time
for after school stuff. It'll be cool, Mr Parker."
"Alright, but I'm not calling it your resignation. We'll call it a leave of
absence so that if you want to, you can return anytime," he said.
The cynical part of Maria wondered if he would be so friendly if he believed
what his daughter believed. Still she smiled at him, the man that had been more
of a father to her than her own, "Thank you.. I appreciate that, sir but I
don't think I will be coming back."
"Just in case, then."
Maria turned around to leave but before she did, she went back and hugged him.
In a soft tone she said, "You're a good father, Mr P."
Mr Parker ignored the slight panic he felt when he heard her tone. It had a ring
of finality to it, like he was never going to see her again. He looked at the
girl that had been a second daughter to him and blinked at her eyes - normally
so alive and full of happiness, but today they had hardened. He told himself he
was imagining it and instead returned the hug tightly, - a part of him aware he
might never get to do this again.
"You're a great daughter Maria."
"Bye, Mr Parker." And with those final words Maria walked out of the
place that had been her life for so long.
A part of her was terrified and yet at the same time, despite her hurt, her
anger, her new jobless state, Maria felt free. With every step she took, a new
layer got added to the stonewall so not part of character before. Before the
betrayal.
End Part Four
Part Five
Putting all thoughts of her former friends out of her head, Maria jumped into
her car and drove down the street to her house. While it may seem that quitting
her job was a reckless action, particularly by someone that needed a job, it
wasn't totally without a backup plan. Maria had two options, the first was
infinitely more desirable and as for the second - if the first failed, Maria
could always waitress some place else. She was a good waitress and getting a job
like that was not too difficult.
But first, she had an audition to attend. It was one of the reasons she was
looking for Liz this morning, to tell her about it. Maria phoned "The
Enterprise," Roswell's premier restaurant the day before. They were looking
for a new singer to sing at the restaurant on Friday and Saturday nights. The
job was perfect. It paid more that the CD did and offered tips. Today was
Maria's audition.
Maria ran into the empty house to her room. On her bed lay the three dresses she
had taken out for her audition. She was going to call and ask Isabel, Liz, and
Tess's opinion on which dress they thought would make the best impression but
that was before. Pushing down the pain she felt when she remembered, Maria
decisively picked up the first dress. It was one of her favourite, in spite of
its simplicity. The dress was black, long and skin tight with a slit to mid
thigh. It was elegant but without any trappings, using no decoration and in that
lay its appeal. The cleavage shown was limited, low enough to glimpse but too
high to see anything before the dress tied around her neck. There was no back to
it. Maria bought the dress the second she saw it. For once price was irrelevant
but fortunately for her the dress was relatively inexpensive. It could only be
worn by someone with the right figure and Maria had that.
So far no one had seen the dress. Maria slipped the dress on. It was a night
dress but since the audition was for a singer at night in a restaurant it was
appropriate. Bending down she tied the strappy sandals to her feet. A few
minutes in front of the mirror had her hair combed back except for two curls
which hung down the side. The look made her appear older and slightly more
mature. Foregoing her usual lip gloss, Maria took out her red lipstick. She
rarely wore red but circumstance sometimes called for it. She did her eyes last.
Those she emphasised heavily with dark shades and green. The result left her
green eyes slightly slanted with a feline appearance.
Maria didn't waste time studying her look. She picked up her bag, her music and
without looking back, her new motto in life strode out the house. She arrived at
the restaurant a few minutes early but instead of waiting in the car walked into
the restaurant. Maria had never been there before. It was too expensive and
required reservations at least a month in advance. When she arrived she looked
around curiously. The place was beautiful. Immediately Maria's attention went to
the far corner of the room where a piano lay and a small stage. Because it was
afternoon the restaurant was empty. It was between the lunch and dinner rushes.
Maria didn't haven't to search for anyone. Her appearance garnered immediate
attention and it took only a few seconds before someone appeared at her side.
Even Maria had to agree that the audition went well. The piano player knew the
songs she had chosen and she sung beautifully. Maria placed all the emotions she
had been denying into the song and the result was a song that both amazing and
had the ability to bring one to tears.
"You're hired. It will be on probation for this weekend. Only a formality
but after…"
"Thank you," Maria's tone was devoid of emotion again. It was one she
adopted from Isabel.
"This dress is perfect for today. Do you have one for Saturday?"
"Yes I do. Will I need a lot of them for every weekend?"
"Yes, you will but the job comes with a dress allowance. Here's your
schedule. You work every Friday and Saturday night from 7 to 11pm. You can have
10 minute break every hour and a 20 minute one at 9pm. Tips between you and the
piano player are shared 60/40. They get divided every night. All clear."
Maria nodded and exchanged a small smile with the guy sitting at the piano. He
had already introduced himself as Marc.
"Are you free now?"
"Yes. I am. Why?"
"You can have your first rehearsal now for tonight's performance."
"Alright. Do you have a list of songs you would like me to learn."
"Its all there. Marc will show them to you. Sometimes we also allow
requests if the song is known, ok." With that the manger walked away
leaving her with Marc.
The rehearsal, like the audition was a success. Marc was a college student
making a little extra on the side. The two got along well, and in spite of
Maria's new rules of keeping her distance she found herself liking Marc. But the
hurt was too fresh for her to let anyone in, and Maria kept it all superficial.
The one thing she was glad of was singing kept her sufficiently distracted
enough not to think about what happened this morning.
Her rehearsal ended at five. Maria decided against leaving the restaurant when
her job started in a couple of hours. Settling into the staff room at the back,
she pulled out her homework and for second time that week was up to date, and on
a Friday. Her homework completed about fifteen minutes before she was due on
stage Maria wondered into the kitchen to meet the rest of the staff. There was a
chef and his wife that ran the kitchen. Within seconds of her arrival into the
kitchen, Maria found herself surrounded. The chefs were from Spain. And in a
mixture of Spanish and English fussed over her.
Maria having spoken Spanish almost before she spoke English conversed back with
them in Spanish earning her their undying love and support. She immediately was
hugged by the woman and plate of hot food shoved in her face. Her protests had
only reclamation's about being too thin tossed at her. Maria not realising how
hungry she was, having not eaten all day, to her surprise ate everything. It was
delicious as one would expect from a five star restaurant. And with that
introduction Maria became their favourite staff member. For Maria just being
looked at with trust again, was a welcome change and the relationship between
two grandparents who missed their grandchildren and a young girl without
grandparents began.
The first day went well. Maria was a complete success. Her tips exceeded what
she made during a week at the CD and requests flew in all night long. Every
break Maria had, she slipped into the kitchen where her new friends plied her
with desserts and stories. They didn't push or ask anything she didn't want to
tell , their years of experience recognising the pain in her but instead made
her feel safe and welcome.
End Part Five
Part Six
The weekend passed in much of the same way. Maria rehearsed, sang and buried
herself in things to do to prevent thinking. On Sunday she even helped the
Enterprise when one of their waitresses called in sick. She was dreading Monday
but when it finally came, she dressed to kill and left for school determined to
avoid all 7 of them.
Surprisingly, it was really easy to do that. As much as she didn't want to talk
to them they didn't want to talk to her. She got through the morning without
having to speak to anyone at all. Even lunch went well. She sat by herself for
the first time in a long time. Being in a group of eight meant that there was
always someone to sit with. She no longer had that but instead within minutes a
couple of guys on the basketball team she had said less than two words to before
sat down next to her and before she knew it the rest of the team followed suit.
Even the cheerleaders sat down. And for once Maria was too occupied to think
about why.
Across the quad, 6 people watched as she appeared to laugh and joke surrounded
by Roswell High's popular. Michael was no where to be seen. He had been avoiding
them all since the last confrontation. And the others, although they sat
together barely said anything. Max and Liz resumed their relationship but there
were no soulmate looks exchanged. In fact they hardly looked at each other,
memories too painful. Everyone was depressed. Even spending the weekend totally
apart did little to help. Kyle and Alex after the first few failed attempts at
small talk lapsed into silence. Her absence was noticeable. Her laughter was
missed. Her smile was longed for. But no one brought her up. She was a subject
too painful to discuss, to think about. They sat and watched instead.
A phrase Alex had read once passed through his mind, 'Distance is salve to the
betrayer's guilt.' The only problem Alex thought was, he couldn't figure out
which of them was the guilty party. Maria or them. Both kept their distance. No
one discussed the subject, anger and guilt competing for attention - both to be
avoided at all costs. And no one thought about anything else.
Isabel had similar thoughts in her head. A few days ago, she was happy on a
double date with her best friends and boyfriend and now she sat in a group of
silent teens. The group was falling apart. This was the one thing they couldn't
survive - the loss of her and Isabel knew there was nothing she could do and
worse, if she wanted to do anything, her anger at points consuming her and at
others her disbelief. Maybe all they could do was wait.
And that was how the week passed in school. Everyday Maria would sit somewhere
and immediately be surrounded by people. Michael spent little time at school as
possible and when he was there Maria avoided him completely and he her. It was
the same with the others. At the CD, life was a bit different. Alex, and Kyle
showed up everyday to support Liz in case Maria was there. And Isabel and Tess
came with them. Maria never showed up. Michael kept to the kitchen and grilled
burgers without saying a word to anyone.
There were too many memories of her everywhere, with them. It hurt too much to
think about her so he tried not too. He avoided all of them so he wouldn't see
the look of pain in their eyes that reflected his, so he wouldn't see their pity
in their glances. It took them until the end of the week to try and find out
where she was. Liz refused to ask her father. Eventually Tess sneaked into the
breakroom to do what Liz wouldn't and stole the month schedule of the CD
waitresses.
Unfortunately for her she got caught looking at it when Mr Parker walked in.
"Hello, Tess. What are you doing with the schedule?"
"I was just looking at it.." Tess said nervously but Mr Parker didn't
seem to think anything was wrong with that so she continued and asked what she
had been meaning to, " Maria isn't on it."
"Yes I know. Its sad. The place seems different without her. I wonder why
she hasn't been in all week."
"She must be busy. I'll…I'll um…go now." With those last words
Tess ran into the front and collapsed into the booth the five of them were
siting.
"Well?" Isabel questioned.
"She's not on the schedule," Tess replied. The others looked shocked.
"Do you think Liz had her fired?" Kyle asked in a disbelieving voice.
"I did not," Liz replied from behind them, their orders in her hand.
"Mr Parker knew she wasn't going to be here, " Tess added.
"Do you think she quit?" max asked.
"No way. She wouldn't. She needs this job," Alex said.
"Its her life. She can do whatever she wants with it," Liz said
coldly.
The others stared at her in shock. Liz had changed since the event. She didn't
smile anymore and hardly spoke to anyone. Max and Michael were the same. The
others didn't quite agree with Liz's assessment but there was nothing else they
could do. None of them were talking to Maria so they couldn't ask what was going
on, but despite the circumstances they were worried. Alex looked up and saw
Michael staring at them, his face a mask. He heard as well.
End Part Six
Part Seven
As for Maria, not working at the CD left her with a lot of free time on her
hands. It was the last thing she wanted so she filled it up hanging around with
her new friends, always keeping herself at a distance. Once a week she had a
rehearsal with Marc but by Wednesday, Maria decided to increase her extra
curricular activities. She tried out for the school play. Without much effort on
her part, to the disgust of other contenders, her acting and singing abilities
won her the lead role and it seemed in minutes Maria was engrossed in learning
lines, practising. Her new circle of friends widened even further to include the
drama students. Yet none of them knew her at all. If they did they would see the
smiles she gave never reached her eyes or the subtle looks she sent in the way
of her former friends.
What made her even busier was the cheerleaders. With the big game coming up they
decided they needed something special and she was it. They were using her but
Mara didn't mind. She wanted to be busy and she was using them as well. The plan
was simple. Maria would sing a song and lead while the cheerleaders followed.
They chose Madison Avenue's Who the Hell are You? As the song they were going to
use was fast, between the lot of them with Maria's input, they choreographed a
dance routine worthy of Britney or Christina. If it wasn't for Maria's hurt it
would have actually been a lot of fun even though it was hard work. Still the
routine did cheer her up immensely and the cheerleaders and her spent every
spare moment they had practising. They even kicked the team away a few times so
that they could have what they termed a private discussions with Maria.
Some of the girls were actually quite nice and after a the first couple attempts
they made to find out what made Maria separate from her friends and being shot
down, they got the hint, and the subject was left alone. Instead she and the
other girls did girl things, discussed guys and planned their routine. It made
Maria miss Liz, Isabel and Tess a lot but she refused to give in to her tears.
Maria passed probation that first week and was now a permanent member of the
staff. She spent all of Friday and most of Saturday there, her face in the
kitchen now a familiar one and her doing her homework in the breakroom a regular
occurrence. Marc even joined her there sometimes with his homework, while the
chefs brought in a variety of foods for her to taste and eat.
By the time, the 10th day since the break up - but who was counting - had passed
life had changed little. Alex and Kyle finally decided, after spending the
weekend deciding whether or not to interfere, to ask Maria why she wasn't
working at the CD anymore. They were not stupid and were aware that Maria would
probably not talk to them, judging by her avoidance tactics of late but they had
a plan. It was a simple plan.
Alex and Kyle, with Isabel and Tess's help would record a cassette for Maria
asking what they wanted to know. They decided against leaving a message on her
phone to prevent Amy hearing it. Phoning her was also out of the question since
she would probably hang up on them. Isabel would unlock Maria's car door at
school and they would place it in her radio ready to play when she got it. It
was for this reason Alex brought his dad's voice activated tape recorder to the
Crashdown. He stored it in the breakroom in Liz's locker till the place was
almost empty and they could come up with a good message.
That evening, it was almost closing time. Liz and Courtney were the only ones on
duty when Alex went to get the recorder finally. He switched it on and was about
to begin the message they had decided on when Liz called him into the kitchen to
help lift something. Leaving the recorder on the table he left the breakroom and
headed into the kitchen. Michael had a box and was trying to pick it up when
Alex showed up and lifted the other half. Together they moved it out the way,
and carried it down to the basement under Liz's directions.
In the breakroom, however Courtney was making her weekly phonecall to her
superiors on the status of the group. Unbeknownst to her the voice activated
recorder began recording the second a sound was heard and her entire
conversation was recorded.
"4523 reporting in."
"Yes, sir. Things are going splendidly here sir."
"Yes sir. I realise that they are still together but they barely speak.
Michael is almost never there and Maria hasn't been seen anywhere but school
since the mission was accomplished. Right now they aren't talking to her,
thinking she betrayed them and they aren't talking to each other."
"Another week, sir and they will completely fall apart."
"You picked the right person to appear as a betrayal. Maria kissing Max was
act of genius on your part and a genius act on Santia's part."
"No, sir, no-one suspects it wasn't really Maria."
"Yes sir. Tomorrow sir."
The recording stopped as Courtney stopped speaking.
End Part Seven
Part Eight
Jim Valenti and Amy Deluca were on a date. As always, and common for single
parents their conversation always led back to their kids. Recently in
particular, the subjects of their parents thoughts were causing more problems
than usual. The kids were acting strange. Strange for teenagers was normal one
might say but this was different - stranger than normal and the parents were
worried.
"I don't know what's going on. She won't tell me. All I know is that I
never see Michael, Liz, Alex or any of the others anymore."
"Kyle and Tess seem depressed. I don't think they have broken up but they
barely talk to each other. None of them smile anymore and Maria hasn't been over
to visit Tess in ages. I'm worried," Jim said.
"Its worse than that. Strange kids phone all the time. Maria says that they
are friends but I've never met them. When she's home she stays in her room all
the time strumming her guitar and writing in a little notebook."
"I haven't seen her at the CD at all lately," Jim put in.
"That's another thing. She quit her job there and didn't even tell me. I
don't get it."
"She quit? But…"
"Exactly. Something happened that's split them up and I don't know what it
is."
"I don't know what we should do. Maybe if we wait it out they will fix it
on their own."
"I hope so. I really hope so. I want to see my daughter laugh again."
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Isabel was waiting for Alex with Tess, Max and Kyle. Now that they had a plan
they all seemed a little lighter and they were all eager to start. It had been a
few minutes already. Courtney, the last person besides them walked past and
left.
"How long does it take to fetch something?" Kyle asked, more to break
the silence than anything.
"I'll go get him," Isabel stated and squeezed out the booth and walked
into the back, still holding her soda in her hand.
She didn't see anyone around and was going to try the kitchen when she spotted
the recorder. Noticing it was on she rewinded to see what her boyfriend
recorded.
The recording began with Alex answering Liz. 'That's explains where he is,"
Isabel thought to herself and was about to press stop when Courtney's
conversation began.
The sound of the glass falling crashed into the silence of the closed café and
had everyone immediately running into the backroom. Liz, Alex and Michael on the
way up the steps from the basement ran the rest the way and Max, Tess and Kyle
came rushing in from the front of the room. The sight that met them was one none
of them had ever seen, not even Max and Michael.
Isabel stood in the centre of the breakroom, glass all around her, clutching the
recorder tightly in her hand but the thing that shocked all of them was the
expression on her face and the tears running down her face. When Isabel cried
she did it alone where no one could see her momentary lapse of weakness. The
others stared in shock before Alex ran to his girlfriend, "Iz are you hurt.
Did you get cut?" he said worriedly.
Max pulled her away from where she was standing in the middle of the cut glass
to the side and Tess with one swipe of her hand had the glass repaired. Isabel
didn't say a word. She grabbed Alex tightly and buried her head in his shoulder,
sobs escaping. The others stood worriedly while Alex patted her on the back and
made soothing noises.
"Isabel?" Michael asked gently, worry for her making him forget his
pain for a second. And at the sound of his voice Isabel burst into fresh tears.
She didn't know how to tell them, how they would take it. The guilt she felt was
so bad, for them it would be so much worse. It made her cry even harder. The
others waited for her to calm down and tell them what was wrong. In the end she
didn't know how to say it so she released Alex and pressed play.
The recording began again and Isabel saw the understanding dawn on their faces
as they realised what it meant she saw the tortured expression on Michael's as
he took in the words, the guilt on all their faces, the sorrow, the fear, the
pain. Liz collapsed to the couch her legs buckling beneath her. Her face broke,
through the cold expression she had worn for days as it occurred to her what she
had done to her best friend, as it occurred to them all. Isabel wasn't the only
one crying now.
"Oh my God. What did we do? What did we do?" Liz cried. And no one
could answer. Michael looked like he was about to run again but it was like he
didn't have the energy. He collapsed next to Liz and Max beside him.
"I said such mean things to her. I told her to get out of my life. Man,
this is bad."
"Bad was watching that skin kiss you. We are way beyond bad here. What we
did was…we broke every rule of friendship there was. This is a
catastrophe," Liz said her voice breaking into tears.
"She'll never forgive us for this. We walked out on her." Michael said
his voice so soft you could barely hear.
"I should have listened to my instincts. Why didn't I let her
explain?" Alex said.
"That's why she looked so confused when we just ganged up on her."
Tess added
"We didn't even listen to her. Oh god she quit because of us." Kyle
said.
"No she quit because of me. I did this to her. Its all my fault. I made
you'll believe me."
"We're all at fault here. She would have never done this to any of us. She
would have searched until she found an explanation that made sense and we just
gave her up. Just like that," Isabel said.
"She's never going to want to speak to us again." Michael said and
everyone of them knew he was right. What they did was unforgivable.
"We have to fix this, "Alex said determinedly, "We have to."
"We'll make her talk to us." Kyle added.
"I don't think so, Alex. You saw her face when I walked away from her. She
looked so hurt. Like I had stabbed her," Michael told him. Alex felt
himself lose some of hope because he knew Michael was right. He had seen Maria's
face when they all walked out on her.
"We cant just give up like that. Maria is the most giving person I know,
the most generous and loving. She'll forgive us. She will. I know she
will." Tess yelled at them.
"After we threw her love back in her face, her trust. Without even a
question we just threw her away." Liz said. "Over a decade of
friendship and I just let my best friend go."
"Stop feeling sorry for yourselves. You'll don't deserve it . None of us
do," Tess stated, "We have to go and fix this. Its gone on long
enough," and when the others just stared at her she added, "Are you
just going to let them win. Let Courtney win."
It was enough to get them moving. They left the CD and headed to the Maria's
house. The cars parked outside, they got out slowly and stood at the front door.
All of them were nervous. To a house all of them had spent time in, Liz and Alex
practically living there at some points - it was difficult to go in. Who knows
how long they would have stood there, gathering up the courage to face their
friend whom they had wronged so badly if Isabel hadn't finally wrung the bell.
Tess who had pushed them to this point lost some of her bravado at the thought
of facing a girl that had accepted her and was her first ever human girlfriend.
Michael didn't know how he could fix this. He had many screw-up in their long
relationship but this… it was beyond bad. He was terrified that he couldn't
fix it, that he had lost her forever because of something so unbelievable. Under
the fear was the guilt and with that anger. He was furious at himself. It was a
sentiment they all shared. They all should have known better. Him, Liz, Alex,
all of them.
For Liz, up to now the hardest thing she ever had to do was to convince Max to
fall out of love with her by acting out a betrayal. Watching his face as he
caught sight of her and Kyle was the worst thing she had to do until now.
Through all of that, Liz at least knew that the fate of the world was dependent
on it and that gave her strength. That and the fact that at least she would
always have Maria to support her when she found out. What she did to Maria was
worse, way worse. She destroyed her best friend for no reason, nothing that
could explain any of this or forgive her actions. She didn't deserve to have a
friend like Maria. None of them did. Maria deserved friends that trusted her,
that believed her, treated her like Maria always treated them.
The door opened.
End Part 8
Part Nine
Maria took one look at them, all seven standing on the doorstep and her mouth
fell open in shock. They were the last people she had expected to see here,
especially under the circumstances. 'What were they doing here. Maybe they came
to have that long overdue talk. Whatever it was it was too bad because she
wasn't going to talk to them,' her jumbled thoughts ran through her head.
Acting purely on instinct and an anger she never was given a chance to express,
she immediately shut the door in their faces. For them, whatever they were
expecting it wasn't that. They stared at each other for a few minutes deciding
what to do when Max reached up and rang the bell again. Maria ignored it and the
next one. She was glad her mum wasn't home to hear this. When the bell didn't
appear to be stopping any time soon, Maria opened the door, glared at her former
friends and in her coldest voice, "You are not welcome here. Get out,"
she said before shutting the door again.
It was at that moment Amy Deluca returned from her date with the sheriff and
caught sight of the large number of people on her porch. It was the expressions
on their faces, total dejection that got to her first. The sheriff got out of
the truck as well and stared at the 7 with Amy. In their guilt-ridden states,
the teens barely noticed other people in the area. The mother in Amy couldn't
let them go like that. She took hold of Liz's arm gently and pulled her round
the back. The others followed almost unconsciously, with the sheriff bringing up
the rear.
They entered the house through the back door and Amy dragged them into the
living room. There at the end, by the entrance to the front Maria sat on the
floor against the front door, her arms wrapped around her knees her eyes dry and
unseeing as she stared into space. She didn't notice them come in but the second
they entered they saw her, and under Amy's and the sheriff's strict and worried
observing eyes, the expressions they thought couldn't get any worse immediately
worsened.
Whatever it was that caused Maria to look up, a sound, a feeling, when she did
she stood up in a hurry and her face blanked over as she glared at her former
friends.
"Maria, honey, your friends are here," Amy said when there was merely
an uncomfortable silence. A cold smile crossed Maria's face.
"Friends are someone who trust and believe in each other, Mum," she
said, her tone even colder than the ice in her eyes, "They are no friends
of mine."
The teens visibly flinched, although Maria took no satisfaction from that. Amy
and Jim exchanged shocked looks.
Facing the sorrowful line of teens that stood there Maria continued to them,
"My mother may have let you into my house so I cant kick you out, this
time. But far as I am concerned, you are not welcome here EVER." With that
she turned around and left.
Amy watched, as the others did, her daughter's exit from the room. "Maybe
it would be best if you leave," she said and followed Maria out, giving the
sheriff an apologetic look. He gave an understanding one in return, before
herding his charges out the Deluca home.
Looking totally crushed, none of them objected as they were practically pushed
out. Outside, they stood unsure of what to do next. The sheriff ordered them to
follow him home, and so they did.
Inside, Amy rushed up the steps to her daughter's room. The door was shut,
reminiscent of the way Maria just shut out her friends a few minutes previously.
Tapping lightly on the door to announce her presence, Amy opened it to find
Maria sitting on the bed, staring blankly at the mirror containing her
refection.
"Maria?" her mother questioned gently.
"Mum, I'm… not really in the mood to speak now."
"Okay, honey," Amy replied.
She sat next to her daughter and in slow movements pulled her daughter into her
arms. Maria resisted at first for a second before burying her head in Amy's
chest like she used to when she was younger. And they sat like that for a while.
Eventually Maria began to cry, soft tears falling down her face onto Amy's
shirt, soaking it. Still she didn't say anything and from an instinct natural to
a mother, Amy didn't force her to and instead just held her, singing soft
lullabies until her baby girl, once so innocent and trusting, fell asleep.
End Part 9
Part Ten
"Alright," the sheriff said to his young charges as they all filed
into the living room, "Someone explain. What the hell did you do to
Maria?"
No one replied.
"I know you did something. Maria Deluca is one of the sweetest people I
know, like her mother and what I saw in there - that ice princess act was wrong.
Now which one of you is going to tell me?"
Still, no one spoke.
"Look, if you tell me maybe I can help you fix it. You need her - all of
you and you know that," he said.
"We cant fix this. Its too late. What we did? You'd hate us if you knew,
dad," Kyle said sounding as dejected as Jim had ever heard him sound.
"Nothing's ever too late, son. You'll need her. She's your centre. Even I
know that. She's the glue."
"You're not the only one that knew that. They did too," Max said
bitterly, showing the first signs of anger.
"They who? What did they do?"
"They…," and he stopped unable to say it. Michael and Liz looked
away, the memory, the pain too fresh.
"They manipulated us into believing… that Maria kissed Max," Tess
told him when the others wouldn't say anything.
"And you believed that. About Maria. But she's…"
"We know. We were stupid," Alex said, "And we didn't think."
"I said some horrible things," Max told the flabbergasted sheriff.
"I sent her all the stuff she left in my room. Everything she ever gave me
and I just dropped it on her porch without saying a word," Liz said and
began to weep again.
Michael clenched his fists and muttered, "I got to get out of here."
The sheriff stopped him at the door. "No, Michael. We have to talk about
this," and Michael too dispirited to fight him allowed himself to be pushed
into a seat.
"This is bad. I can't believe you guys would think that about Maria. Anyone
else…possible but Maria," Jim stated.
"I don't know what I was thinking. It doesn't seem real," Isabel said.
"I didn't fight for her. She would have fought for me. She always fought
for me," Alex added his shoulders slumped.
"She would fight for all of you," the sheriff said, "Okay tell me
from the beginning."
And so they did. Everyone added their bit in except Michael who just sat there.
It took a while. All the teens were highly upset and there were many pauses
along the way. Jim didn't interrupt.
At the end he stood up and with his back facing them began to speak, "Only
three times in my life have I ever felt real shame. The first time was when I
discovered you and I realised that all this time my father was right and the way
I treated him was contemptible. It took some time but I fixed that. I was lucky
I had the opportunity to fix it before it was too late," the sheriff paused
and turned around to face them before continuing.
"The second time was one of the worst I have ever behaved. I was obsessed
and somehow in my zest to discover the truth I forgot the way I was supposed to
act. It was the first time I ever had a real conversation with Maria. And I
wasted it with scare tactics and strong arming an innocent teenage girl who was
terrified. All I did was scare her more. The more scared she got, the more I
pushed and just when I thought I had her she looked me directly in the eye and
said 'We wouldn't want to break up any more families' and left. I felt like a
monster that day. And then I started to date her mother and things got serious.
Here was the girl I threatened and the very strong possibility of her becoming
my future stepdaughter. I didn't know how to apologise or fix it but she came up
the me one day and told me I made her mother happy and that was all that
mattered. Of course, if I screw up again, she would make me pay. I believed her
and that was it… she forgave me."
"You all know the third time with Hubble - I like to think that was
repairable as well," the sheriff paused again and looked at each one of
them in the eye before saying to them, his tone as serious as they had ever
heard it, "Not once did I ever feel anything less than proud of any of you.
The way you all behaved in the face of dangerous and definitely unusual
circumstances has always been a sense of pride for me - for all of you, not just
Kyle. Until today. What you did was almost unforgivable but if there is anything
I have learnt its that you can't just give up on relationships that matter. And
sometimes, love is enough to help forgive. And I know despite your despicable
behaviour Maria always loved and protected you - even when she was scared of
you."
His seven charges sat there, their faces showing their emotions, changing with
each word. He saw the determination and the little hope, almost afraid to
appear, show as the heard his last words.
"You will fix this. Because you love her. Because you need her. Because she
needs you. Because she loves you. Because they can't win. Is that
understood?"
They all nodded.
"Good. Now you need a way to get her to talk to you and for you to
apologise and explain." The sheriff said.
"We're beyond apologies here - we're on to major grovelling," Alex
said.
"The on the your knees begging kind," Kyle clarified, "She made
me get down on mine and beg once. She said and I quote, that my stalker-like
behaviour and total idiocy tendencies warranted an apology of the highest
order," and then he smiled a slight smile, "But she forgave me. Maybe
she will again."
"I don't know," Liz said, her voice still tearful, "But we're
going to try."
"And if we have to we wont stop until she listens," Michael said, his
voice full of purpose again, "She's the most important thing in my life and
I will not let some skin and my own stupidity drive her away again."
"We'll fight for her - like she always fights for us," Max said,
"I want my best friend back."
"We need a plan," Isabel said.
The sheriff left unnoticed as the kids began to plan. They all looked animated
again as they thought up ideas to get their friend back. He only hoped one of
them worked.
End Part Ten
Part Eleven
Kyle and Isabel, it was decided were the best candidates for the job. Their
popularity and Kyle's jock status made it okay to sit with the cheerleader/jock
crowd that Maria now hung around with. It was part of the plan to get to speak
to her. They figured if at least one person could get through to explain, they
had chance. It didn't quite work out that way. Maria was already sitting there
when they arrived. She didn't look at them, even after Kyle and Isabel greeted
everyone except to acknowledge their arrival with a cold, "Kyle,
Isabel."
They didn't let the freeze throw them and ignored the curious looks the others
in the group sent their way, instead they sat down and began to make arbitrary
conversation, as was the norm, pretending all was fine.
Maria had fallen asleep crying the night before and, this morning covered up the
effects with light make-up. She'd evaded them somewhat this morning but had a
close call in History. All of them were in the same class except Alex and they
had totally closed her in, when they all sat around her preventing any escape.
It was sheer will power that made her not get up and run or scream at them. And
it was her renowned stubbornness and anger that allowed her to ignore them
effectively despite their many attempts to converse.
After the History fiasco, Maria was careful not to get caught unawares and
avoided them the rest of the day until now. At lunch, she figured she was safe.
They didn't normally sit with the jocks and cheerleaders so she didn't' expect
them to try anything. Still she wasn't too surprised when Kyle and Isabel showed
up. A part of her was even slightly amused with their subtle attempts, and when
she almost laughed aloud, Maria realised she was weakening. And it was then she
freaked.
None of this was visible on her face, of course. She had become quite adept at
hiding her thoughts - a fact for which she knew she could attribute mainly to
Michael, and Isabel to some extent. They didn't deserve her. She couldn't afford
to weaken - it would only lead to more hurt and she wasn't about to let that
happen again. It was because of these thoughts, her voice froze when she greeted
them, or to be more accurate acknowledged their presence.
The same stubbornness, one which they had been counting on, and strength she
used in History made her sit through lunch and pretend, like them in a way that
nothing was wrong. She was good at it too. No one except Kyle and Isabel noticed
how she didn't address any of the happy conversation, that had everyone around
her spellbound, to them. She ignored them completely and totally, and they felt
it.
It was with relief that Maria stood when the bell rang. Pride made her stroll
slowly away from the group, and the cheerleaders joined her in almost designed
choreographed walk that cheerleaders sometimes innately possess. Maria led the
way and automatically people moved away, clearing the path.
None of this, Maria noticed - her thoughts preoccupied and focused on remaining
strong. She didn't see the cheerleaders adjust their walk, on reflex to hers
(dance practise training them to do it), but it didn't go without notice to her
friends who watched.
They felt slightly defeated but had expected this. After what they did, they
didn't really expect her to make it easy on them and as Michael said rather
wistfully, "Maria never made anything easy."
They couldn't do much the rest of the day, to their disappointment and her
relief. With Maria no longer working at the Crashdown, no one was quite sure
what she was doing. Isabel had discovered that Maria was working on a plan with
the cheerleaders for the big game Friday, and in light of that, Kyle who was
playing got them all front row seats on the floor of the court.
The week passed in the same way. They kept up their approaches and even felt
some hope that she was softening towards them. Her voice wasn't as cold and her
cut-off's not as sharp. But she still refused to let them get too close.
Everyday, Isabel and Kyle sat with her for lunch. Alex made sure he was there
when Maria joined the band of the Whits. Every History lesson, they surrounded
her. And while she ignored them, they all learnt to read her.
It was strange that in all the years that the seven knew Maria, none of them had
spent much time looking at her. Her personality and enthusiasm for life often
overshadowed her beauty, grace and even her true feelings. Michael was the only
one that had any practise staring at her, although he was better at hiding it
then Max.
Now they saw what she didn't say, what she hid, what her eyes shadowed and her
body language revealed. They saw what the world saw, what they used to see and
what she was, what she concealed. It was because of this observing, constant
watching, some might even call stalking that they knew she was weakening. It
gave them strength to keep up their efforts.
For Maria, the week grew increasingly difficult. Whatever they did, she loved
these people and to just stop loving someone wasn't easy. With everyday she
could feel herself being less unforgiving and she steeled herself against it.
She buried herself in work, rehearsals and training.
In some ways this was a lot worst than that first week away from them. She felt
numb to the pain then but now with all seven of them being there every second,
it reminded her of their betrayal and she felt the hurt much more.
It wasn't just the guilt in their eyes that affected her, or the sorrow - what
made it all so difficult was the anguish she saw reflected in them, mirroring
her own, and the wistfulness in their expressions when they stared at her. As
much as she was mad at them, it wasn't in her to see them suffer. But throughout
this internal battle, it was the anger that was the strongest - not all the
time, not even most of the time, but it was the one emotion she felt safest in
expressing. Without it she would fall apart. Her teflon would break and her
pretend would be over. So Maria held on to it for dear life. It was the only
thing that kept her from bursting into tears or even worse, throwing herself
into their arms.
They stared at her all the time. There were times when she was so used to, she
barely noticed and there were other times when she wanted to go over to them and
scream for them to stop. Sometimes, strangely enough it was even comforting and
slightly healing - their watching her in some ways filling a hole inside her.
Maria wasn't ready to forgive them, but she might have been ready to listen to
their explanations, something they had never given her chance to do.
But now was not a good time. The game was tonight. And everything was ready.
They were going to perform 2 numbers - one at half time and the other one when
they won, a victory being almost guaranteed with Kyle playing. Maria forced her
friends out her mind and focused on the routine. The part of her that had always
suffered stage fright, the part that would be nervous of her performance wasn't
there anymore. It was interesting, she had thought once before when she realised
her stage fright was no longer an issue, that once you fight evil aliens and the
FBI singing in front of hundreds of people isn't so scary anymore.
Her mother left this morning, rather reluctantly, unwilling to leave her
daughter alone in her fragile state. An important business trip and weekend away
with the Sheriff planned a month ago required her to leave. Because the sheriff
was only joining her next day, Amy took the Jetta with her forcing Maria to get
a lift.
The cheerleaders picked Maria up, bubbling with excitement. Maria smiled at
them, and slipped easily into the role that almost second skin to her by now. It
was one she used often, even before with those she trusted once - her happy
face.
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At the same time, in a house nearby seven teens were talking about their
progress with Maria.
"Okay, Phase one has totally run its course. I say we move to phase
two," Michael said decisively.
"I agree. We've done all we can with Phase one. It's time to move on,"
Isabel voiced her affirmation.
"Phase Two it is," Tess put in.
"Phase one is so over. I'm with you," Kyle added.
"Me, too," Liz and Max added.
"Guys - uh… what is Phase Two?" Alex asked a little dubiously.
There was silence as everyone thought about his question. No one could think of
anything that would convince her. Minutes passed as they all considered options,
throwing out ideas that were rare and few far between.
"OK, we need to come up with something now. I'm leaving for the game in a
little while and whatever we are doing we are going to have to do tonight,"
Kyle announced.
"He's right. If we don't do something tonight, Maria will avoid us the
whole weekend and rebuild all her walls. It will make whatever progress we made
totally ineffective," Michael said thoughtfully.
"I have an idea," Tess said, "But its… a little out
there."
"Well - don't keep us in suspense, Tess. Spill," Isabel ordered.
And Tess told them. They stared at her in disbelief.
"You want us to do what?" Max yelled. Max never yelled.
"No way," Kyle said.
"It's a little corny," Liz added.
"It might just work," came from Isabel.
"It has possibilities," Alex put in.
They all turned to Michael to decide the tie-break. He looked torn and highly
uncomfortable. Making up his mind he said, "She loved that movie. Made me
watch it with her three times. It could work."
The decision made, they began to plan. The time chosen was straight after the
game was over while everyone was still in the gym. They figured the more public
and humiliating the more chance it had to work.
Kyle left for the game. Alex left to sort out the last minute details and the
girls and Max went to get ready for the game, and Phase two.
Part Twelve
The cheerleaders and Maria pulled up into the parking lot. There was 20 minutes
to game time. The team pulled in behind them. Kyle stared at Maria, as they
walked in and this time she didn't avoid his gaze. She nodded once, her face
unsmiling and he grinned happily at her concession, before she disappeared into
the girl's locker room to change into a catsuit, the same colours as the team
and cheerleaders uniforms. Maria and the cheerleaders had debated the use of a
uniform but finally decided against it, wanting her to stand out during the
routine.
She wasn't going on till half time so she changed with the others, and then put
on a long leather jacket, covering up the catsuit almost completely and left to
sit in the court. Outside the stands were already full and with 5 minutes to go,
she took her seat.
Maria felt eyes on her, and unsurprised she caught sight of ex-friends sitting
in the front row, diagonally opposite her. She ignored them and concentrated on
cheering the game. It was a close game but it was obvious that West Roswell
would win, Kyle being in top form.
Five minutes before half time, Maria rose and curious eyes watched her walk to
the edge of the room into the doorway that led to the locker room. She didn't
re-emerge until the bell went and the team left. Three seconds later, the
speakers went on and the music started.
And it began. With the cheerleaders, surrounding her, Maria walked in, a
microphone in her hand. The crowd loved her. She led the cheerleaders in a
quick, energetic dance routine belting out the words in a non-stop fast paced
performance worthy of an MTV appearance. The end of the song was equally
dramatic with the chorus fading, the cheerleaders following her moved towards
the door in one motion and Maria disappeared. There was silence and then the
crowd stood, screaming.
The game began immediately after, and when a well deserved victory was achieved,
the cheerleaders took centre court again. To the beat of the music, they started
the second routine. From behind the gym doors, Maria's clear voice was heard.
The school, already high after the victory yelled as she walked out, holding the
mike.
The song began slow and soft, but as Maria reached the front, the tempo picked
up and the cheerleaders and her began to move in unison. Their second song ended
amidst cheers.
"Maria Deluca," the head cheerleader announced taking the mike, and
Maria stood there slightly out of breathe.
She had given everything into her performance, all her anger, hurt and
insecurity - all poured into the routine and forgotten for those few minutes
that she was centre stage. Her life didn't exist at that moment, just the song
and the energy, the dance. But now as she listened to the cheers, her eyes as
always moved to her friends and in the loud cheering room, from across the room
her eyes met Michael's and suddenly everything else faded away and grew silent.
There was nothing besides her and Michael - their eyes locked.
It took one of the cheerleaders tapping her lightly on the arm for her to
release his gaze. She smiled her thanks to the crowd, shyly now that there was
no music to distract, and stood there with other cheerleaders and the team as
the school celebrated the victory.
"We have a surprise for you, Maria," Cindy said into the mike and the
crowd silenced and waited for her to continue. "There are some people here
who would like to say something to you." Whispers broke out as everyone
guessed what the surprise was.
Just then, music began to play - the sounds of a guitar, a live guitar. Everyone
shut up and straightened to see if Maria was going to perform again. She wasn't.
From the back, three guys walked in all carrying the musical instruments they
were playing. Maria turned to look with the rest of school and recognised the
members of the Whits.
She glanced back to where Alex, and the rest were sitting during the game but
they weren't there anymore. Then she looked to the side, searching for them -
sure that they weren't not just going to leave. All day she had this feeling
that they were planning something. It was the collective gasp from the school
that had her turning her attention behind her. She turned around and her mouth
fell open in shock.
Michael, stood there a microphone in his hand - the same one she had just given
up. He opened his mouth and to Maria's complete and utter amazement began to
sing, his eyes firmly attached to hers.
I know I was wrong
for treating you the way I did (the way I did)
I have so much on my mind
I didn't know where you fit in (where you fit in)
and if I could do it all over again (again)
I'll never treat you that way
(I'll never treat you that way again)
I apologise for the pain that I caused
and I just wanna say (I just wanna say)
His voice trailed of, as she stared in shock. The rest of the school
stood spellbound. His voice wasn't half bad. Before she had time to react, Max
took the microphone from Michael and picked up where Michael left off. Maria
tore her gaze away from her ex-boyfriend to stare at one of her former best
friends. Max's expression asked, no begged for forgiveness.
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for treating you the way I did (I didn't mean it baby)
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you the way I did
With Liz, Isabel and Tess singing in the background, Alex and Kyle sang the next
verse
When I close my eyes
I think of how it used to be (used to be)
that's when I realised
just how much you mean to me (you mean to me)
a second chance is all that I need (I need)
to change what's wrong and make it right
(to change what's wrong and make it right)
a fool I was to let you slip away (away)
when I know I need you in my life (need you in my life)
and Liz took the chorus alone. Maria's eyes swung from one to the next as the
song went on. They looked nervous, slightly hopeful and very apologetic as the
words came out.
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for treating you the way I did
(I didn't mean to hurt you baby)
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you the way I did
Michael began to sing again, with Kyle doing the background.
And I know everytime (everytime)
everytime I treated you unkind (so unkind)
you still gave your best to me (to me)
I'll do anything to get you back in to my life
I need to hold you again (hold you)
kiss you again (kiss you)
make love to you (love you)
and I'll do it again (to you)
listen to me (listen to me)
I'm down on my knees (down on my knees)
can we start over again (can we start over)
They all finished singing the chorus together.
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for treating you the way I did
(I didn't mean to hurt you baby)
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you the way I did
you got believe me when I say that
I'm sorry (so sorry)
so sorry
for treating you (for treating you the way I did)
I'll never hurt you again
I'm sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you ( for leaving you the way I did)
I'm sorry baby
She wasn't the only one following the group with her eyes. The school did too,
overcome with curiosity as to what they did that required her forgiveness - what
was so bad that a notorious loner, and a group, despite their popularity
generally avoided the public eye as much as possible. They also watched Maria,
waiting for her reaction.
Maria didn't know what to do. She was so mad at them, yet at the same time she
couldn't help feeling slightly flattered and forgiving that all of them were
willing to do this for her. Michael held out his hand, hopefully and she reached
out to meet it, without even realising it. Just as their fingertips touched, the
sparks that she always felt shocked her into reality and she remembered - she
snatched her hands away, and swallowed her own disappointment. She didn't look
at Michael's eyes, knowing if she saw them one more time she would just give in
and run into his arms.
As she avoided his eyes her glance met Liz's and her part of her heart broke all
over when she saw the pain and hope in Liz's eyes. She couldn't deal with this
now - she wasn't ready. Maria began to back away slightly. Seeing this, the
group knew they were losing her, they began to move closer to her.
It was at that moment, in the absolute silence of the gym while all watched and
waited for the reaction from Maria that the door opened. The sound was loud and
with it, heads whipped around to see who dared disturb the entertainment. A guy
walked in.
End part 12
Part Thirteen
Marc strolled in and looked around curiously. There was a strange atmosphere in
the room. He stopped at the edge of the court, and decided to ignore the very
hostile looks he was getting from the crowd, "Maria, ready to go," he
said.
For Maria his entrance was the equivalent of being saved by the bell. She felt
relief. Her decision didn't have to be made now. Her smile reflected all this
when she looked at Marc.
It wasn't what Michael and the rest saw - a smile of relief. Instead they saw
someone new, someone in her life they didn't know. Someone that was taking her
away from them.
"I'll get my stuff," Maria said and walked to the edge to pick up a
bag lying unobtrusively there. It contained her change of clothes and the
evening wear for tonight's singing. With the Jetta out of town with her mother
for the weekend, Maria was dependant on others for lifts. It was why Marc was
picking her up.
Marc met her halfway and took her bag from her.
"Aren't you going to introduce us, Ria?" Shelley, one of the
cheerleaders asked. They were all still on the court, watching the proceedings
with avid interest, like the rest of the school.
"Yes, Ria. Please introduce us," Michael said, his tone slightly
challenging. That was all it took for two people in a somewhat on/off highly
volatile relationship.
Maria twirled around, and in a really sweet voice introduced Marc.
"Everyone. This is Marc. Marc - everyone."
And Marc who was not entirely sure what was going on complied with her cue.
"Hello," he said and seeing that Michael was the most dominant male in
the room held out his hand to greet him. Not breaking eye contact, or the silent
argument he had going with Maria, Michael took it and they exchanged firm
handshakes, a battle for territory.
"Hi, Marc," the rest of the school said in unison, as they released
their hands. And Marc gave them a cautious smile, resisting the urge to laugh at
the display by Maria's friends or the urge to check to see if any of his fingers
were broken. Pride. It was important.
"We're going now. We're already late," Maria said and the two turned
and walked away.
Everyone listened as Marc, almost at the exit said to her, "I've only been
at college a couple of years, Ria but I don't recall high school being quite
like that."
"My life is anything but normal," she replied to which he answered,
"That's because you, Maria are anything but ordinary…"
It was the last thing they heard before the door shut behind them. Inside,
Michael turned to face the others.
"Okay, who the hell was that?" he demanded and let his glance pass
over the room, before pausing on the cheerleaders.
"Don't look at us. We don't know anything." Pam said.
"But we'd like to. He was hot," Shelley added.
"I wonder if has a brother," Cindy mused aloud.
Michael gave a sigh of exasperation and cut off the cheerleaders of before they
began a rundown on all of Marc's attributes, something he so didn't need to hear
right now. And based on previous experience with these girls when Isabel hung
around them, he knew it was the next topic of conversation.
One of the girls, Shelley, Muffy, or some sort of food name looked at him and
said, "I hope you don't do anything stupid, like follow her." Okay so
maybe all of them weren't airheads.
It was like a light went of in their heads.
"Race you to the car," Max said and he Michael took of at a run, the
others close on their heels with Kyle still in his uniform.
The door swung shut to the disappointment of the students of West Roswell High,
the ending of an highly entertaining show down lost to them. The noise level in
the room rose immediately as the discussion began. Someone in the room began a
betting pool which had people shouting out odds, amounts and guesses to what
would occur. It was some time before the victory celebration began, and even
longer before the talk was to die down.
End Part 13
Part Fourteen
Outside 7 teens ran in time to see Maria climbing into a red car. They hopped
into the jeep and Kyle's mustang, pulling out the driveway and heading after the
headlights of Mark's car. They were not happy when they pulled up at the
restaurant 'Enterprise' to see his car sitting outside.
"Why is he bringing her here," Michael asked.
"We have another problem," Liz interrupted, "This place has a
dress code. And its expensive."
"Easily fixed. Amazing - a problem I can solve. How unique," Michael
mused, sarcasm evident in his tone. With one wave of his hand, his rather grungy
look transformed into a suit.
The others stared in surprise.
"I didn't know you could do that," Tess said.
"Nacedo taught me. And Maria made me practise," he replied.
"Maybe then you'd care to explain that pathetic dress sense you exhibit, if
you can do that," Isabel asked.
"What's wrong with the way I dress?" Michael glared at her.
"No time for this," Alex interrupted what was sure to be a big
argument.
"Do me next," Kyle said. And Michael did.
He changed all of them, giving the girls beautiful evening dresses. Their
expressions grew more shocked.
"What? I like art."
"Yeah, but…" Isabel started.
"Okay, fine. I use to practise on Maria. And she wouldn't let me do
bikinis. She likes evening gowns, so…" he trailed off.
The guys nodded in understanding and the girls smiled.
"Okay, you distract the Maitre-D and I'll change the reservation book, Iz,"
Max said.
"And if that doesn't work, Tess you mind warp him, okay," Michael
added. With those last words the 7 walked in.
It wasn't exactly what they expected. Understandably - they did live in Roswell
and the restaurant did have a somewhat alien name to it. Still, with the
exception of Isabel who had been there before, they were all rather surprised at
how upscale the restaurant was.
The got in easily. A little alien magic and a few smiles can work wonders. They
even managed to get seats at the back of the restaurant, in the shadows. Then
again most of the restaurant was shadowed, mainly candlelit with a few lamps at
intervals giving it a romantic atmosphere. All of them worked hard at remaining
inconspicuous and at the same time searched the dim room, for Maria, as they
walked to their seats. They didn't see her.
"What if she isn't here? What if we are in the wrong place?" Liz said
worriedly.
"I don't remember Maria ever mentioning this place before or coming
here." Alex added.
"Well obviously not," Isabel put in, "Why would she come here?
She was dating Michael."
"Hey. I might have brought her here. Maybe. Someday…" Michael
trailed of at their incredulous looks, "Besides, Maria doesn't care about
stuff like that," he added a little louder.
"True. At least she didn't before," Kyle said.
"Where is she? This is the only place open here. She must be here
somewhere."
At that moment Maria was in the back. She had just changed into her favourite
black evening gown and was saying hello to the Galinas before starting her set.
Mama Galina - everyone called her that - took one look at her and enveloped her
in a hug. She issued the boys out the kitchen and sat down with Maria, holding
out a bowl of today's dessert. Comfort food was Mama Galina's field of expertise
after all. The comforting presence and dessert work and Maria felt ready to face
the world again. After another hug from Mama Galina, and one from Papa Galina
who was standing outside the kitchen doors waiting for permission to come back
in, and Maria was ready to face the world again, or at least sing for them.
She walked out. Marc was already sitting down, playing a light tune on the piano
and took her place next to the piano, in front of the microphone. It was a
totally old fashioned set-up, one designed to be and look like a the setting for
a lounge singer from the 1950's. Even the songs were soft, melodious, and
written years ago with the occasional modern slow love tune.
"I say we grab her and run," Michael said, "As soon as we see
her." Kyle, Alex and Max nodded in agreement while the girls stared at them
incredulously.
"That's your plan. Are you nuts? This is the Enterprise," Isabel
yelled at Michael in a loud whisper.
"She's already mad us. At this rate she'll never forgive us," Liz
said.
"You follow our lead. Don't do anything until we tell you," Tess said
in a voice that booked no argument and the other girls nodded this time, giving
the guys certain you-do-as-I-say-or-I'll-kill-you looks they couldn't possibly
misinterpret. Kyle and Alex gulped and in a calming gesture took their
respective girlfriends hands just before they reached the table. And in move
design to placate but almost natural for Max and Alex, the guys held out the
girls seats, before they sat.
The seven still occupied in searching the restaurant didn't notice Maria as she
walked out, but her voice caught their attention immediately. Their attention
and the rest of the diners, whose conversation ceased as they turned to look. In
the short time that Maria had been working at the Enterprise her singing
abilities had grown, and with it her reputation and that of the restaurant.
People started coming to hear her sing. It was more than her voice - it was the
emotion one could hear in her songs. Emotions that told the listener that
whatever she sang about she experienced. And to her it was her way of being sad
without releasing her mask.
This was totally different from the cheerleading performance - that was fast,
quick, and energetic. This was slow, sad and in melodic way lulling. When she
sang the atmosphere in the room changed and it was like being transported back
in time - to another world, a different era.
The waiter arrived to take their order but they were too involved in staring at
her to give it. He left and returned, interrupting their rapt attendance to the
lightly lit stage in the front. Michael didn't even blink despite their attempts
to talk to him so Max ordered for him. He appeared to have forgotten all about
his plan, or even that the world around him existed.
The food arrived and they ate almost absently and their plates were taken away
with the quick service one could expect from such a restaurant. Still they
didn't move.
The time passed. The waiter stopped coming to ask if they wanted anything and
ignored them for the most part. And Maria sang. Today was difficult. She had a
lot to sing about, a lot to decide and as always placed herself totally into the
music. In the back of neck, she felt a tingling feeling like someone was
watching her, but she ignored it. It wasn't an uncomfortable feeling - it was a
familiar one, one that was almost a part of her by now.
It was time for her last song. It was late and the restaurant was about to
close. As the words died away, she heard light applause. The atmosphere in the
Enterprise was a soft one and so was the applause, so different from the
screaming acceptance she had received for her earlier performance but at the
same time no less in its obvious approvement.
She disappeared into the back and immediately Michael stood up, followed by the
rest of the guys. Max, Alex and Kyle looked at the girls requesting permission
and they nodded, before also moving out their seats. The 7 of them walked into
the back after Maria. They found her standing next to Marc hugging him goodbye
and without a thought Max and Kyle grabbed Michael's arms on either side,
preventing him from moving.
It was the strangest thing. Isabel, for one, could have sworn she heard Michael
release a low growl. It did however get Maria's attention, and the other rather
amused people also in the room - the Galinas. Marc on the other hand wasn't
amused - he barely concealed his fear. Michael was by this point glaring rather
ferociously at Maria and Marc.
"What exactly is going on?" Michael asked, his voice dangerously calm.
Marc felt a shiver of fear. There was no mistaking the threat and the territory
claiming. He opened his mouth to reassure the guy, whose name he still wasn't
aware of but before he could say anything, Maria cut in.
"That is none of your business, Michael. You forfeited all rights - all of
you did - to know what is going on in my life," Maria reacted to Michael's
anger.
'So that's his name,' Marc thought to himself, as he inconspicuously tried to
move away from standing too close to Maria.
"At least listen to us. Maria, let us explain. Let us apologise,"
Michael said pleadingly, changing tactics.
Now that he was a safe enough distance away, Marc felt brave enough to talk,
"She doesn't want to talk to you."
"You stay out of it. This has nothing to do with you." Michael resumed
glaring at Marc
"Leave Marc alone," Maria retorted.
"Marc can take care of himself," Kyle put in.
"Come on, Maria. We are going to talk. Now," Michael grabbed Maria's
arm and pulled her away.
"Hey," Marc yelled.
" I don't want to talk to you," Maria said at the same time
"Well, that's just to bad. ''Cos you are going to."
"Damn. I just knew he was going to go all Neatherthal on her," Isabel
said aside to Tess.
"I'm wont come with you," Maria voice went up a few decibels.
Michael stopped suddenly and turned to face her, "You sang
beautifully," he said, changing the subject completely again.
Maria was totally disarmed. She smiled a small smile at him, "Really?"
"Really." He began walking again and Maria remembered she wasn't going
with him again.
"Let go of me, Michael."
"No way, Maria. You told me once that whenever I did something stupid or
ran, I could always come back because you were not going anywhere. Were you
lying?"
"Oh - I think you went beyond stupid this time, Michael. Stupid was when
you dumped me the first time. The only person that's stupid here is me for
letting you always come back."
"Were you lying?"
"You have a nerve. You're throwing my words back at me. And I am still not
coming with you.
"I am not giving you a choice," Michael said to her and in a move that
shocked all of them picked her up and threw her over his shoulder. Maria began
to yell loudly.
Marc gave an uneasy glance to Michael before moving to rescue his friend.
Immediately Max, Alex and Kyle stepped in front of him and assumed identical
postures, legs shoulder width and arms folded. Marc wasn't scared of them but
the same wasn't true for the girls. Liz, Isabel and Tess joined the guys. They
may not have approved of the plan but no one could argue with its effectiveness.
And since it was too late to do things a little more diplomatically, they
decided to give their full support. Together they took a step forward, forcing
Marc to move backwards, rather awkwardly. He gave a furious Maria an apologetic
look and a shrug, causing her to scream louder.
"That's it, Michael Guerin. You are dead man. I am going to make sure you
die a slow and painful death. Slow, you hear me, Michael."
"The whole bloody town heard you, Maria. I got it. Slow and painful. You're
still coming with me."
"Aaaah. I hate you. Do you know that." To emphasis her point she gave
his shirt a hard yank.
"That's okay, princess. I hate you too."
"Don't call me princess."
"Aren't they cute," Liz said aside to Alex.
"I heard that." Maria shouted from her perch from Michael's shoulders.
"I don't know how, with the amount of noise you are making," Michael
said dryly, trying to keep a firm hold on Maria who was doing her best to squirm
around as much as possible.
"Mama Galina, make him put me down. Now," Maria suddenly remembered
the cooks in the room. She sent another disgusted look via Marc's way.
The Galinas were watching unobtrusively from the corner of the room. They looked
liked they were barely holding their laughter in, or else they were about to
cry.
"Baby, did I ever tell you how Papa Galina and I got married?"
Maria looked confused but would never be rude to these people. Neither would
Michael. He stopped so they could hear the story.
"Yes, you said that you were supposed to marry someone else - an arranged
marriage and you eloped wiith him instead," she replied to the question.
"I may have left out a few details. It wasn't quite as simple as
that."
"It wasn't?" Maria's tone asked the question, politely but everyone
wondered at the same time the relevance to the current situation.
"Non, I loved my Estafano but I loved my family too, and I would never go
against their wishes. I was in the carriage to the wedding when out of nowhere
my Estafano arrived. He threw me over his shoulder and…"
"You eloped. How romantic," Liz said dreamily.
"Excuse me. I am only seventeen years old. I am not marrying anyone,"
Maria said. She tapped Michael on the shoulder, "You tell them,
Michael."
"Oh now - its okay for us to agree, huh. Have you ever thought that maybe
someday I may want to marry you?"
Maria's mouth dropped open. So did the jaws of the other 8 people in the room.
Maria shook her head, as if to clear it. Maybe she heard wrong. Michael
dispelled that notion.
"You heard me. Not now, of course but someday."
Then she snapped out of it. "I am not even talking to you. How exactly are
you planning on doing this wedding. Or was another abduction in order," she
said sarcastically, "Of course, we still have finish this one."
"You are so right. We do have to complete this abduction. Guess abductions
are just part of our relationship." With those words Michael began to walk
again.
Maria looked slightly resignedly at the Galinas, "Guess you are not going
to help me."
"No. Sorry, honey. But this is for your own good. You need to talk to your
friends," Mama Galina said firmly and Papa Galina always a man of few words
nodded in support.
"Thanks a lot, traitor," Maria shouted to Marc on the way out the
empty restaurant.
End Part Fourteen.
Part Fifteen
They were at Maria's house - all 8 of them. It was chosen for the lack of any
adult supervision, and because it had more space than Kyle's. That and the fact,
they thought it might calm her down to be in her own house. It didn't really
work so the next brilliant plan, 7 desperate teens came up with was to lock her
up in her room until she was ready to talk to them - then again it could have
been a stalling technique. Now that they had finally got an audience with her
they were not exactly sure how to go about asking for forgiveness for something
this monumental.
The drive there hadn't been a picnic either. Michael sat in the backseat of the
jeep, with her on his lap. To prevent any escape, he wrapped his arms around her
firmly. She didn't make it easy, squirming around a lot to get out of his iron
grip. Her escape attempts were unsuccessful but it did leave Michael in a rather
uncomfortable position.
Now the 7 sat downstairs in the Deluca sitting room, deciding what their next
move was to be. They were prepared for a long night. Already, Liz, Isabel, Max,
and Alex had phoned their parents to explain their absences with sleepovers.
Maria was in her room, sulking. After yelling for a while, she finally realised
that that manner of protest was rather pointless and only resulted in a sore
throat for her. After that she went totally silent, much to their worry. Isabel
had already gone up to check if she was still in her room, despite the fact that
there was no way out considering Tess and Max had made sure that all exit routes
were totally blocked (alien powers did come in handy.)
Michael had taken up a meal for her, home cooked, her favourite snacks but Maria
locked herself in the bathroom when she felt him coming up. It was just a
objection to her incarceration. She was well aware that he could easily open the
door. He waited for a few minutes before insisting she open the door. Determined
not to talk, Maria didn't answer him and even had to stuff her had in her mouth
to prevent the laughter erupting when in a really serious voice, Michael
threatened her with his "alien fingers." Michael opened the door,
dragged her out the bathroom and watched as she ate her first bite, before
leaving her alone again. Maria thought about refusing to eat but she was
starving having not eaten any thing substantial all day. And it was her
favourite foods.
Meanwhile, in the living room, a debate was raging as to the next course of
action.
"I think we should all go in together and explain," Max said.
"It might be better if we go in one by one, so we can talk to her on our
own," Liz said.
They threw suggestions back and forth until it was finally decided that Alex,
Kyle, Tess and Isabel would go in first to explain and then Liz , Max and
Michael could talk to her on their own. Of course, after their final decision
they changed their minds again. Eventually, Michael stood up and walked up to
her room. The others followed. Discussions were proving useless, maybe just
talking would work.
Unlocking the door, they all trooped into her room. All of them had been there
at one time or another during their lives so its contents were familiar, as was
the slight figure that lay on the bed. She had changed into a pair of shorts and
tiny tank top and lay on the bed, her feet curled up under her. Her eyes were
shut and her expression, peaceful and innocent. Different to the mask she wore
during the day.
Michael walked to the bed and carefully lifting her, he waved his one hand over
the bed causing the covers above the bed to rise. He laid her back down on the
bed and opposite him Liz lifted the covers back up and tucked them tightly
around her friend. The covers rose slightly and fell with each small breathe
Maria took, but she didn't stir, too exhausted by a long, emotionally tiring day
to even feel being moved.
Michael lifted one hand to lightly touch her face, a small smile playing on his
face before he turned and left the room along with the other silent observers.
They shut the door quietly and went back downstairs.
"Tomorrow. We'll talk to her tomorrow," Alex said softly. And the
others nodded.
It took them a while to get organised. They all decided to sleep there, as to
talk to their friend first thing in the morning. The girls were going to sleep
in Amy's room while the guys slept in the living room. Max and Alex took the
couches and Kyle and Michael used Maria's sleeping bags. Within minutes, all of
them were out, sleep coming easier on this night then it had since this whole
mess started. Now that they had her so close, their hope was stronger and her
presence, in a way had the same calming effect it had always unknowingly given.
End Part 15
Part
Sixteen
Alex opened his eyes reluctantly the next morning. The sun was shining brightly
through the curtains that none of them had thought to close last night. Groaning
softly, he sat up and lifted his hand to massage his aching neck. Sleeping on
the couch was not good for anyone that had his tall lanky frame. Glancing around
he took in his other sleeping companions. Max was snoring softly on the couch
across and Kyle was sprawled half in and half out his sleeping bag. Alex turned
his head to see where Michael was, and moaned at the protest his neck made at
the movement.
Michael was nowhere in sight. He must already be up. Alex swung his legs over
the side of the couch and padded over the carpeted floors to the stairs. A few
minutes later he was back in the kitchen, deciding whether or not to start
breakfast or go out and fetch some clothes. Stalling, Alex went back upstairs to
see if anyone else was awake. Walking quietly he softly opened the door to the
girls room and stuck his head round it. All three were fast asleep. Backing out,
he left before he disturbed them and went over to Maria's room. He didn't open
the door immediately like before and instead paused. Not for the first time
guilt overtook him when he thought about facing her - his best friend. What
happened last night was necessary. Necessary to get her back.
Strengthening his resolve his hand tightened around the doorknob and he slowly
turned it. The door slipped open quietly. Maria lay on her stomach, her face
hidden in the pillows facing the window, her hand dangling over the edge of the
bed. For a few seconds Alex just stared at her, memories of sleepovers and
childhood dreams surfacing. He would do whatever it took to get her to forgive
him, forgiving himself on the other hand… he wasn't so sure about that.
As Alex turned to leave the room, he caught sight of something behind the bed.
Walking towards it, he wasn't surprised to see Michael covered in his sleeping
bag, hidden by the bed. He lay on the floor, asleep with one hand outstretched
lightly holding Maria's dangling fingers. A slight smile graced Alex's face for
a second, before disappearing as fast as it had appeared. There was little to
smile about these days. Alex turned around left.
Back in the kitchen, a pair of arms encircled his waist as a now awake Isabel
greeted her boyfriend and a second smile touched his features. Maybe not so
little to smile about.
"Morning, honey. Sleep well?" she practically purred.
"Uh-huh. You?" he turned in her arms.
"Oh, yes. Today is going to be a good day. I just know it," Isabel
replied, optimism spilling forth.
Despite himself, Alex found himself believing, "I hope so. Do you think
she'll forgive us?"
The smile on Isabel's face wavered for a second before returning full force,
"Yes, she will. She has to," she replied, her tone almost desperate.
By mutual agreement, an unspoken one, Alex and Isabel changed the subject. Not
wasting any more time they decided to first get some necessities. Isabel walked
into the living room and climbing over a sprawled out Kyle managed to access
Max's jeans lying over the sofa, to recover the keys. Alex quickly scribbled the
others a note and the two left to make a few stops.
When they arrived back, Michael was awake and busy in the kitchen. He had
already started breakfast. A grunted good morning was all they got from him. He
didn't mention last night's sleeping arrangements and neither did Alex. He knew,
from Isabel that it had been a while since Michael had got any sleep at all -
not since the whole mess had started, and what happened after, with Courtney had
only made it worse - and because of that, and the fact that Michael wasn't the
kind of guy you brought this up with Alex held his silence. Working
companionably the two guys made pancakes while Isabel showered. Alex took his
turn next and then Michael.
By then, almost everyone was awake and waiting. Maria was still asleep and no
one wanted to disturb her. The guys were in the kitchen, debating what to do
when they heard soft footsteps padding down the stairs. Immediately they all
shut up and waited. Obviously still half asleep, Maria walked to the fridge and
took out a bottle of water. Rubbing her eyes with one hand she walked to the
cupboards. And that's when all hell broke loose.
A slight noise from one of the guys had her head turning sharply and at the same
time she threw the bottle at the source of the noise. Her aim was right on
target and the bottle went straight for Max's head - reaching out his hand, Kyle
caught the bottle just narrowly missing hitting Michael who was also attempting
to catch it. Her feet poised to run, Maria took in the sight of the four guys
standing there and she paused, a look of shock crossing her face.
"Damn. It wasn't a dream. I should have known it… but you singing, I mean
what was I suppose to think?" she said, softly almost to herself,
"Wait a second," and her voice rose and she stalked over to them,
"You threw me over your shoulder. What the hell were you thinking,
huh?" poking her finger in Michael's chest to punctuate each word.
"Want some breakfast, honey? I made your favourites," Michael said
ignoring the anger in her voice. She stared at him in shock, and she wasn't the
only one. What was he doing?
Suddenly Maria seemed to visibly slump, all the fight going out of her. It was
difficult when they all wore the same pleading expressions she saw them wear
when they sang to her last night - hard to resist those faces, "You are not
leaving, are you?" It was a statement not a question. "Fine, blueberry
pancakes?" she asked, moving away from them and taking the bottle of water
from Kyle's hands.
"Yeah."
"I'm not your honey, Michael. I don't think I ever was," she added,
"I'm going to change," and with that parting shot she left before
anyone else could say anything.
Alex gave them all a big smile, "She's having breakfast with us.
Isabel," he yelled.
The girls came running into the kitchen.
"Shhh. She's still sleeping," Isabel said admonishing Alex.
"What? What happened?" Tess asked the question Isabel didn't.
Kyle went up to her and hugged her, "She's having breakfast with us."
They all went into the dining room and sat down where the girls had set the
table. Maria wasn't long. She came in quietly and sat down. A part of her knew
that she couldn't avoid this any longer. And she had to admire the genius in
kidnapping her and taking her to her own house. Even she did escape, where was
she supposed to go. And the 7 of them were obviously not leaving anytime soon.
At least, they had let her sleep last night… it was strange but she slept
better last night than she had in a long time. Not since this whole mess
started. Today she felt a little fresher, more up to dealing with this.
Breakfast was over. It was time to talk.
End part 16
Part Seventeen
They all moved to the living room and spread out over the seats. Maria sat by
herself on the one-seater, holding herself separate from the rest of them, and
Michael leaned against the wall his arms crossed.
No one said anything. They didn't know how to begin.
"Well, since you obviously don't have anything to say, I assume it's
alright for me to leave - or am I under house arrest?" Maria announced,
"I do have plans, you know." She stood up.
"Maria, please. Just listen to us," Liz said softly, pleadingly.
"Why? Why should I? You didn't listen to me. Tell me why I should listen to
you."
"We were idiots. We are idiots. Maria, please. We need to fix this,"
Kyle said.
"Fine. Talk, then."
In a halting voice Alex started, Kyle, Isabel, Tess, Max, and Liz adding in
between. They told her the whole story, what Courtney had done, and why.
Maria didn't say a word, and kept her face carefully blank while she listened.
About how they found out; about Alex, Tess, Kyle and Isabel worrying about why
she didn't show up to work, their plan to ask her and the conversation they
overheard accidentally. She tried to hide the hurt that Liz, Michael and Max
didn't care enough to even wonder about what she was doing, but not well enough
and they saw it - it was another stab to the heart, another bit of guilt.
"God, Maria we are so sorry. You have no idea. I know its not easy to do
but will you at least consider forgiving us," Tess pleaded at the end.
"How come it was so easy for you to believe this? Someone tell me why. I'm
your best friend - how could you think that I would do that?" Maria yelled
at them. It was the first time they had spoken about it and it felt good to
scream. She stared them all in the eyes, starting with Michael and ending with
Liz. And everyone else faded a little and this became between two friends, best
friends whose friendship had been destroyed by a betrayal.
"You want to know why. Why - I'll tell you. I was jealous alright."
Liz yelled back, the emotional upheaval of everything finally giving out in this
confrontation that was days too late.
"Jealous of me. What the hell for."
"Isn't it obvious?" and both of their voices softened to a normal
conversation that was almost normal in its tones.
"No. It isn't. I don't get it. You believed Max with the Tess thing and you
believed Max with this. Why would you think I would do it." The hurt was
evident in Maria's voice, all masks dropped.
Liz sighed, "Max and I were not on great terms, you know that. We were back
together and I explained the Kyle thing but we…we didn't talk like
before."
"You were together. What does this have to do with me?"
"Everything. All that time I was away, and when I came back, everywhere I
saw Max, I saw you."
"We were friends. I was helping him get you back - remember you, the girl
who he had been in love with since 3rd grade., my former best friend."
Liz cringed, "Well. I couldn't help it, okay. I was jealous. It was worse
then with Tess. Tess never stood a chance of getting him but you… you could
have had him if you snapped your fingers." Maria wasn't the only one that
was shocked. Max had a complete look of confusion. In fact the only ones that
didn't look confused were Michael, Tess and Isabel.
Maria gave a disbelieving look. "Please. Like that was ever going to
happen. Max didn't even see other girls and I loved Michael." Michael
winced at her use of the past tense.
"You don't see it - your power." To Maria's shock, she saw Isabel and
Tess nodding in agreement.
"What does that mean. My power?" This time Maria addressed the
question to all the girls.
"If we hadn't gotten back together, Max would have come after you. I could
see it in his eyes. Even after we got back together he never came to me to talk.
Everytime he had a problem, he ran to you. How the hell do you think that made
me feel."
"I think that you are an idiot. He came to me because I was your best
friend and his problems, his world revolved around you. And Max would never come
after me. He wouldn't do that to Michael. Then again what do I know. You all did
it to me." And again the bitterness shone through.
"I'm sorry okay. I was just so mad and so jealous I let everything blind
me. The thing is I knew you didn't see him like that. I just would remember all
the things you used to say about Max being the perfect boyfriend and I just …
went a little nuts."
"Oh, excuse me. Of course. I should have known that meant I had designs on
your boyfriend because I'm such backstabbing…" sarcasm was evident.
"Stop alright. I know I was a complete idiot. I just couldn't help the way
I felt." Liz cut her off.
"You believed Max. You wouldn't even stop and ask me what really
happened."
"I couldn't stop and ask you. I was so furious with you. You're the person
I trust most in the world and to think that you did that … I just couldn't
okay," Liz replied.
"Don't you mean trusted most in the world. And after everything I put up
from you."
"What do you mean?"
"For years I was your best friend. And you know what, Liz you are one of
the most selfish people I know. Your life revolves around you and only you. How
much do you even know about me - huh? Do you know when Michael and I had our
first kiss, that I write songs, that…" she stopped and Liz stared at her,
horrified, "You don't know any of that because far as you were concerned
all I ever was, was your sidekick. You always thought your life was more
important than mine."
"That is not true. I… I just always needed you more than you needed me.
Its why I couldn't ever keep a secret from you. You were always the strong one -
teflon, remember. I know I'm selfish sometimes but Maria, we're best friends. I
can't do this without you. Don't you think I know that you keep things from me.
I know you don't tell me when it hurts, when you cry," Liz looked at Maria,
tears falling from her eyes, "I just never knew how to fix things. Before ,
I used to call Grandma Claudia and ask her. She used to say, if Maria needs you
Lizzie she'll tell you. Let her work it out by herself. And so I did. I guess…
I just got so used to letting you do that I stopped being a good friend. I'm so
sorry, Ria. I never meant you to feel like that. I'm sorry I didn't come and ask
you, that I believed that skin, that I made everyone believe me. I'm so
sorry." Liz was crying so hard now she stopped speaking. Max wrapped his
arms around her and held her.
Maria wanted to go to her, to make her stop crying but a part of her was still
so furious. It hurt so much. Everything. Liz crying, everyone cornering her,
what they did. It all just hurt. She turned around to hide the tears in her own
eyes, and faced the window shutting them tightly to block the tears. She didn't
see her reflection staring at them. She didn't see Michael take a step towards
her, hold out his hand and take it back, unsure of what to do. Isabel's strong
voice broke over the sounds of sobbing.
"We will fight for you Maria. I wont let Courtney destroy us that easily.
Not after everything we fought for to get here. It doesn't mean anything without
you."
And her anger not yet spent came back. Facing Isabel, now and blocking the rest
of the room she started, her mask back on but her emotions real, "That's
rich, Isabel. Really. If I learnt anything in the last few weeks is that I never
meant anything to any of you. All I ever was to you was someone you put up with
because of Michael. I was the girl Liz blabbed the secret too. The weird girl
who was going to tell all to Valenti. The girl who saw monsters in her dreams.
The threat, the freak - that's who I was. So don't tell me that I mean a lot to
you."
"You want to know who you are. I'll tell you. You're the girl who didn't
tell Valenti anything despite the fact I did my best to scare the hell out you.
You're the girl that helped heal Michael even after the crappy way we treated
you. The girl who took him in and helped him when he was scared. The girl that
was determined to be my friend even after I pushed her away and threaten to kill
her. The girl who stopped my brother from going into a total depression even
while she was hurting just as bad. The girl who never gives up on people. The
girl who…the girl who's my… best friend," she trailed off softly.
Everyone was silent. Maria had a tear running down her face.
"I won't let you go, Maria. I'm not giving you up because I was so stupid.
You're the strongest person I know, I need you to be my friend - I need to be
yours. I want us to last, all of us. College. Marriage. Babies," she said
tearfully. Then Isabel began to laugh - it had a slight hysterical edge to it,
"How can I be a bridesmaid at your wedding if you're not talking to me -
huh?"
"How many times do I got to tell you, huh? I am not getting married,"
Maria said but she smiled a small smile at Isabel. And walked the step towards
her. It was all it took. Isabel ran the rest of the way and wrapped the smaller
girl in her arms.
"I'm so sorry, Ria. I won't ever do anything like this again. Ever,"
she cried.
"You'd better not. I won't be as nice next time," Maria said crying as
well. She leant back and looked at the taller girl, "Did you mean what you
said?"
"Every word." Isabel said firmly.
"Okay."
"Okay what?"
"Okay. I'll let you be bridesmaid when I get married." And Isabel
started to laugh.
"And I guess that's makes you maid of honour, Liz," Maria said softly,
turning to face Liz.
"Really. Really, Maria," and suddenly Maria flew backwards as Liz came
rushing at her. And for a few minutes, all they did was hug. Isabel wrapped her
arms around them both as well.
"Guys, I really do need to breathe now," Maria said laughing lightly.
The first real laugh she had had in ages. She looked up and the two girls backed
of a little, Liz grabbing her hand tightly not willing to let go just yet.
Tess stood staring at the three girls, and buried the envy she felt when she saw
them. The closeness she hadn't ever felt before until Maria accepted her in the
group. But that was before. She didn't feel a tear fall from her face. She
didn't see it hit the ground and splash lightly but others saw. Kyle saw and
Maria saw.
"So Tess, wanna be a bridesmaid at my non-existent wedding," Maria
said to her, the generous spirit she was known for, not allowing the obviously
sorry girl suffer any more.
And Tess looked up at her, "You'll forgive me? After everything I
did?" she said hopefully.
"Chica, you got a lot to learn about humanity but I figure you made a good
start. Nice call on the singing there. I know it was your idea - you probably
saw that movie as often as I did. I can't believe you talked them into it,"
Maria said gently to Tess. She always spoke gently to Tess, and treated her like
fragile glass. She was one of the few that realised how easily hurt Tess was,
how sensitive she was. They had a lot in common, along with an underlying steel
that made them survivors.
"It wasn't hard, Maria," Tess said, another unnoticed tear falling.
Tears was something she didn't quite recognise, having used so little of it, in
her strange life, "They would do anything for you. Anything at all."
She walked to Maria. Maria opened her arms and Tess lay her head on her
shoulder.
"I'm so sorry, Ria. I will do anything to make it up to you - you were nice
to me when you didn't haave to be and I will never forget that. I'm sorry I let
them make me believe otherwise. I just felt so betrayed, thinking you tore the
group apart for something so stupid. The group was all I had," Tess said
into her shoulder. Maria patted her on the back softly.
"We'll fix it now, Tess. Okay?"
"Okay." Tess replied.
Isabel watched her boyfriend smile at the reunion and then the smile leave his
face, its appearance brief as all his smiles were since he lost Maria. She
pulled Liz's arm and took Tess's hand in hers before leading the way out the
room, "We'll get some drinks for all of us," she said and the girls
left the boys to talk to her.
End Part 17
Part Eighteen
Maria sat down on her couch again, in the corner of the room. The guys exchanged
a look, deciding who was to go first. Maria took the decision out of their
hands.
"Tell me what happened with Courtney," she said quietly and watched as
their expressions darkened at the mention of her name.
"I… I can show you," Max offered tentatively but Maria wasn't ready
to let him connect with her yet. She shook her head no and buried the urge to
change her mind when she saw his hurt but at the same time totally understanding
expression - typical Max.
"I never wanted to hit a girl in my life but her I wanted to knock
out," Kyle said angrily, "She's damn lucky she did what she did or
else…"
"What did she do?" Maria cut in, wanting to know what they did, what
happened.
"We all decided to confront her together. Michael wanted us to stay behind
because she was a skin, but Liz, Kyle and me refused to. We wanted to make her
pay for what she did," Alex started.
Max continued, "We all went to the Crashdown the day after we came to your
house, and we pretended no one was talking for the shift while we kept an eye on
Courtney."
"It was really difficult to keep the girls from scratching her eyes
out," Michael put in, "There were times when I thought for sure I was
going to have to grab Isabel, or Liz to keep them from giving us away."
"I practically had to sit on Tess. She's not the most patient person there
is, you know," Kyle added.
"In a way, it's a good thing that the girls were there. They kept us from
doing something stupid as well, particularly since we were so worried that they
were going to do something," Alex said.
"Guys, you still haven't said what happened," Maria urged them on
eager to find out what occurred.
"We're getting there," Max said patiently, "So anyway, we waited
until it was closing time and we cornered her in the backroom. Things kind of
spiralled from there."
"She knew immediately that we knew. Michael looked so mad I thought for
sure he was going to blast her. I would have totally understood if he did, but
she never gave us a chance," Kyle said, a little tactlessly.
"She started to laugh - this horrible laugh - and then she said that it was
fun, watching all of us go down like that. That if she didn't get me, that at
least she made sure that I never would get you back. That none of us
would," Michael said, his eyes darkening in anger as he remembered the
conversation and the smug voice Courtney revealed all of this.
"We told her that she would pay for it all and Tess said that you were
smarter than any bottle-blonde who couldn't get a guy if she paid for one and
that we would beat her at the game she was playing," Kyle said.
"That's when it got really interesting. Courtney went a little nuts. She
started to insult you. I grabbed Michael's one arm and Max took the other one to
stop him from getting to her. Man, that girl was mean. We didn't catch Liz,
though. She slapped her. Really hard too. Courtney's face flew back - I hate to
say it but I really enjoyed that," Alex put in, a tad admiring about Liz.
And Maria smiled. At least someone had got to hit that witch.
"She did what all of us wanted to," Max said, surprising everyone.
"Then, Courtney looked at all of us really smugly and she said that it was
already too late. And it didn't matter what we did. It was too late for us,
because there was no way you would even talk to us - in a way we knew she was
right, but we didn't let her know it," Kyle said.
"And it was too late for her," Michael continued when Kyle paused,
"She said that this was her last chance. You don't get too many working for
Khivar, apparently. She didn't get me, 'cause of you and she didn't manage to
break us up 'cause we found out."
"She looked at us and she started to laugh again. Then she said, well I
paid her back didn't I. I took everyone she loved away - and then before we
could do anything, she reached behind her and pressed something," Max
added.
"The next thing we knew, she was dust. Not a big loss, in my opinion,"
Kyle said, a little coldly. The girl hated his almost sister and did her best to
destroy them. He couldn't say he felt any loss for her.
"She killed herself?" Maria said in shock, not expecting that.
"Yeah. Pulled the plug, so to speak," Alex said, even less
apologetically than Kyle. What Courtney did was unforgivable to him.
"I don't think Khivar would have let her live, or that we would,"
Michael said as darkly.
Maria stood up and turned around, wrapping her arms around herself. She
shivered. It was difficult to imagine someone hating her that much.
Reading her mind almost, something he hadn't much of a chance to practise in
recent times, Michael said softly to her, "It wasn't your fault. None of it
was - she just… had a few loose screws, that's all, Maria."
"No. I guess it wasn't. She was right about one thing though. She took all
of you away. In one move, she got all of you to leave me. I guess her mission
was a success after all," Maria said, equally softly.
"We made a big mistake, Maria but we didn't totally leave. We could never
do that," Alex said to her, willing her to turn back around. She did, her
eyes bright with unshed tears and anger. And pain.
"You know, of all people you were the one that was supposed to stay. You
and Kyle. You stayed when everyone else left in the summer. You were supposed to
stay - you promised that you were never going to leave. Not like my father.