It’s Never Too Bad And It’s Never Too Late

 (AU ITLITB version)

by Trude

email: marti_ms@hotmail.com

Disclaimer: Aside from Roswell I also own everything concerning Star Wars, Star Trek and Disney! And if someone really believes that – your fault!

Pairing: A/I

Rating: PG-13

Summary: How It’s Too Late And It’s Too Bad could have been with Alex. Can work as a stand alone story or as sequel to “Laugh Your Name”.

AN: I know that if Alex would have stayed alive, then there would never have been an episode called ITLITB, but who cares?

AN #2: This isn’t very long and since I had to (I was almost forced!) to drink tequila with a friend before writing, it won’t probably be very good. And if you ask now, why I wrote it after drinking alcohol: well, if the muse strikes, she wants to see results! AND if you are also asking why I was forced to drink it – when someone is angry about her boyfriend (like Maria angry – just ten times worse) then it is smarter to drink than to question the reason of broken hearts and alcohol!!! (Trust me – I know that)

Dedicated to everyone who liked “Laugh Your Name”.

 

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“Isabel?” Alex called softly at his girlfriend, who was sitting in a empty classroom with her head in her hands. Seeing the expression on her face, he quickly gathered her in his arms, pulling her close. “What is it Isabel? What happened?” Smiling a bit at his open concern for her, Isabel said, “It’s Max. I told him yesterday about taking that extra class to graduate sooner and he got so angry! I’ve never seen him like this before. He practically forbid me to go to any college!” “What?” Alex asked angrily. As soon as he found the ‘king’ he would tell him what an ass he is for making his Isabel cry. “Maybe Max was just ... “ an idiot Alex thought but didn’t say loud, “... surprised and he will change his mind?” Alex said softly, not believing his own words.

 

“No he won’t!” Isabel cried out. “He already told me that if I tried to leave Roswell then he would tell Mom and Dad that I have a drug problem! He will do anything to keep me here forever.”, she ended sobbing a bit. Alex hold her even tighter. In a way he was so angry at Max, he felt like beating him up, but he also felt gratitude towards the other boy and for that he was very ashamed. The truth was that he also didn’t want Isabel to leave, but he would never tell her that openly. He wanted her to be happy and if being happy meant going to college somewhere ... he would deal with that.

 

“Max didn’t even let me talk!” Isabel continued softly, “and during lunch break, he sent Michael to talk with me. The funny thing was that Michael was a lot more rational than Max was.” “Michael? Our Michael? As in, Michael the cook at the CrashDown, the Michael who constantly fights with Maria? That Michael?” Alex asked in surprise. Michael and rational weren’t words that he would normally use in one sentence. “Yeah,” Isabel laughed a bit, “believe it or not.” “Good,” Alex said, “then I choose to not believe it! Au!” he yelped as Isabel playfully hit him on the arm.

 

Isabel just rolled her eyes at him. “But it hurts!” Alex pointed out! “Baby!” was the response he got. Grinning, Alex leaned closer, “Sooo, you won’t make the pain go away?”, he looked innocent at Isabel. She shook her head slightly at him and leaned closer, giving him a kiss that made him forget that he ever had felt pain before.

Coming up for air, Alex gasped, “Yeah, I don’t feel it anymore. .... Well, maybe a little bit?” He raised his eyebrows suggestively. “Dream on Alex!”, Isabel laughed, but gave him a quick kiss anyway. “Oh, don’t worry, I will!” Alex told her smiling.

 

Isabel grinned back for a moment but then her eyes turned sad again. Sighing Alex pulled her closer again, resting his chin on her head. “Max will surely apologize for those extremely awful things he said to you and he will also ... let you go. I promise.” Alex told her gently, running his hand up and down her spine. “I am not going anyway, so he doesn’t have to let me go, but he didn’t even let me tell him that I am staying. He stormed away before I could say anything. And that hurt. A lot.”

 

Alex pulled back so he could look into her eyes. “You are staying? When did you decide that? I mean five days ago, you were still unsure about what to do. What changed?”

 

Smiling, Isabel brushed some hair out of his face, “We changed.” she told him seriously, blushing a bit. Seeing his confused look, she added, “Well, you see Alex, before prom, you were a very important person for me – even though I didn’t show that very often and I am very sorry for that! You were my best friend – you just accepted me how I am, never tried to change or judge me. You have no idea how grateful I am for that!” She leaned in and kissed him for a few seconds before pulling away again. “But at prom, when we kissed on the dance floor, I realized that I needed you – more than I ever needed Michael or Max, more than I need a home that’s far away. It took me almost two years to let you finally in and I can’t just walk away now. I can graduate next year with you and the others, maybe go to college with you then. Next year is definitely soon enough to go away from Roswell , especially if you are with me. I don’t want to be alone anymore, I don’t want to be without you.”

 

They stared at each other for a long moment and later, they couldn’t tell who moved first but suddenly they were kissing and not really caring if the whole school saw them – again. Hearing the bell that announced the end of the break (it was actually the second time that it rang, but the two were too occupied to hear the first one) they two broke apart, breathing heavily. Hearing whistles and applause, they quickly turned their heads to the door where about a dozen students stood and were watching them with open curiosity.

 

Blushing, Isabel quickly grabbed her things and pulled Alex out of the class, ignoring the laughs and calls like “Is it hot in here or what?”, “Some like it hot!”, “Don’t stop because of us – we’ll be quiet!” or “First prom and the eraser room, now this – what’s next? The supermarket?”.

 

Pausing in the empty hall room, Alex asked, “Can’t they knock?”, causing both him and Isabel to break out into laughter.  Turning serious again, he asked, “You are staying because of me?”. He somehow couldn’t believe that Isabel Evans was not graduating early because of him. Putting her arms around his neck, she whispered, “Yeah, because of you. And also because of my parents, the gang and my stupid brother.” “He’ll come around.” Alex said again. “I know.”, Isabel said and kissed him again. Breaking away for a moment she added, “Thank you, for everything!” Stroking her cheek, Alex answered, “No problem, anything for you.” Giving her brief kiss, he told her regretfully, “We better go, before we get detention. Can I drive you home?”

 

“Of course! And now run! I think I see Mrs. Ragsdale coming!” Sharing another quick kiss the two parted and promptly ran to their classes before they got caught – again.

 

 

The End!