Discovering Liz Parker

By Karen


Rating: R
Disclaimer: Oh, if only they'd pay me! Alas, they will not icon_sad.gif
Summary: Sequel to Searching for Liz Parker; Liz has a new gift - but why? Resumes about a month after the end of the last fic.

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Part One

 

Liz Parker chewed on the end of her pencil, her brow furrowed in concentration.  Before her, trapped under one hand, was the chemistry test for which she’d been studying for weeks.  She knew the material – she could recite it in her sleep – but she was unable to dredge up any information now that it counted.

 

And the reason she was struggling was because she couldn’t focus on the test.  Instead, she felt everything that was going on around her.  The young man in the seat next to her was panicking, his anxiety riddled with self-doubt and self-reprimand; he hadn’t studied enough.  The girl three seats over was breezing through the test, her emotions full of confidence and satisfaction. 

 

The girl two seats ahead of Liz was upset, despondent, on the verge of depression.  It was emotions like those that she couldn’t ignore.  Immediately, her mind started forming the questions: Did the girl break up with her boyfriend?  Had a relative died?  Was she depressed enough to commit suicide?  Was she clinical?

 

Liz shook her head, trying to block the girl’s anxiety and concentrate on her test.  She’d read the same question at least a dozen times now.  But every time she started to digest it, the nervousness of the boy beside her crowded her mind instead.  She was only vaguely aware that people were starting to leave the lecture hall, that instead of being the first one done with her test, she was trailing far behind.

 

“Pencils down,” the professor called.  “That’s time.”

 

Liz gulped.  It couldn’t be.  She put her pencil on her desktop and held up the test – she’d left more than half the questions blank.  There was no way she was going to pass.  Fighting tears and the urge to gag, she gathered her things and dropped the test on the professor’s desk as she left the room – but not before she saw the look in his eyes.

 

This past summer, Liz had been granted a much-coveted internship at the Woods Hole Oceanographic Institute in Massachusetts .  Due to a personal crisis – the development of her new powers – she’d missed that internship and every faculty member at the school knew about it.  They’d granted a wish to a budding young scientist only to have it inexplicably wasted.  Liz had offered them no explanation other than she’d had health problems.  She hadn’t convinced them.

 

Clutching her books to her chest, Liz bit back her tears again as she made her way into the bright New Mexico sun.  She didn’t want to admit it, but she knew that her career at this school was finished.  If she didn’t get her grades up, her career at any school was finished.  Never did she think that she, Liz Parker, National Merit Scholar, would be on academic probation.  But only a month into the semester, she was dangerously close to it.

 

Happiness, anticipation, blossoming love.

 

Those feelings should have been welcome to the person feeling them, but instead it only upset Liz more.  She was passing a couple sitting on the steps, their manner cautious like two people who had met only recently.  She was happy for them – but she just wanted to turn the floodgate off and feel only her own emotions for a change.

 

 

“You’re making me fat, Michael Guerin.”

 

Michael looked up from his bed and spied Maria Deluca standing sideways before the mirror, baring her belly.  He smiled.  She wasn’t fat – she was merely putting on the weight she’d lost consuming a steady diet of Spaghetti-Os while living on the road with The Whits.

 

“Yep, you’re a tub,” Michael agreed, then returned his attention to the text book he was reading.

 

“Michael!” Maria shrieked, dropping her shirt.  She was laughing, though, as she crawled onto the bed.  “It’s all your fault. Cooking with cream and real butter.”  She laid a quick kiss on his lips.

 

“That’s the way you’re supposed to do it,” he defended.  “You think the great chefs of Europe use skim milk and Parkay margarine?”

 

“I don’t care about the great chefs of Europe ,” she said, her eyes remaining on his lips, hers twisted into a playful smile.  “I’m more interested in the great chefs of New Mexico .”

 

Michael rolled his eyes.  “Maria, I’m hardly a great –“

 

He was silenced by another kiss from her.  Soon the text book fell to the floor as he slid his fingers into her hair and returned her embrace.  After a few all-too-brief moments, she pulled back from him.

 

“Where’s Isabel?” she asked.

 

He shrugged.  “I don’t know.”

 

“When will she be home?”

 

“I don’t know.”

 

Maria sighed impatiently.  “Do you think we have time to – you know.”

 

“I don’t know.”  Michael loved the exasperated look that came over her face and he snorted a laugh.  “She’s probably at school.”

 

Maria’s brow furrowed.  “She’s always at school, it seems.  Is everything okay with her?”

 

Michael shrugged again.  “I guess.  Why do you ask?”

 

Forgetting her romantic pursuit, Maria fell onto her back and looked up at the ceiling.  “I don’t think she likes me being here.”

 

“Oh, Maria, please.  That isn’t true.  Why do you think that?”

 

“Well, for one – she’s never here.”

 

“Yes, she’s at school,” he repeated slowly.

 

“But all this time?  Is she taking thirty credits or something?”  Maria waved her hand in the air demonstratively.  “I think she’s tired of me being here.”

 

Michael shifted on to his side and reached over to play with a strand of her hair, which was now back to its natural blonde.  “I don’t think it’s you.  I think maybe it’s us.”

 

Maria looked at him curiously.  “Us?”

 

“Yeah.  I mean, Max has Liz.  I have you.”

 

“And Iz has nobody.”

 

Michael nodded.  “I don’t think it’s the fact you’re here.  I think it’s the fact she’s alone.”

 

Maria frowned.  “I wish I knew someone…”

 

“Like an alien?”  He shook his head.  “Isabel knows she has to be careful, Maria.  It may take her a very long time to find someone she can trust enough to let in.”  He gave her a half-smile.  “I got lucky on the first try.”

 

Maria smiled in return and wrapped her arms around his shoulders.  “If you play your cards right, you could get lucky right now.”

 

 

The urge to cry had left Liz by the time she walked to the apartment she and Max now shared.  Instead, she felt empty inside, like the battle she was fighting was now hopeless.  As she crossed the parking lot, she spied Max bouncing a basketball in the courts on the other side of the lot.  He was wearing a pair of gray sweat shorts and an ill-fitting white tank.  He dribbled the ball several times, then with perfect form took a shot; the ball went through the hoop touching only the net.  Liz knew he wasn’t using his powers – Max was just that good.

 

As he chased down the ball, he spotted her approaching him.  Grinning, he stuffed the ball between his elbow and hip and waved.  Happiness, bliss, unadulterated love.  Liz’s smile was genuine – she could always count on Max.  Even during disagreements, she could still feel his love for her under it all.

 

“Hi, babe,” he said, leaning in and giving her a kiss.  His skin was warm, damp with a light sheen of sweat.

 

“Hi,” she answered, accepting his enthusiastic embrace.

 

Max’s smile faded away when he realized she was less than happy.  “So, how did the test go?”  Concern, dread.

 

Liz looked away, her eyes settling on a man walking a dog in the distance.  “Not so good, Max.”

 

Sympathy.  Disappointment – not in her, but for her.  “I’m sorry.”

 

She met his gaze.  “I know you are,” she confirmed, her jaw set.

 

Understanding, caution.  “Let’s go inside,” Max offered.  “I’ll make you something to eat.”

 

As she followed him up the stairs, she found it amusing that Max was such a mother hen when she was hurting.  It was always “Let me run you a bath” or “Let me get you a drink” or “Let me make dinner for you.”  He was so sweet sometimes she felt guilty for being glum.

 

In the kitchen, he pulled out a chair for her, then went to the refrigerator to survey the contents.  Liz sat, her gaze turning to the tile floor where she had once carved the whirlwind symbol with the end of a spoon.  The mark was now gone – Renovations by Isabel – but Liz still looked for it.  It was a reminder of the turning point in her life.

 

“How about something light before dinner?” Max suggested as he tipped his head to see what was in the back of the refrigerator.

 

“Sounds good,” Liz answered mechanically.

 

“Tuna?”

 

She nodded and Max began gathering the ingredients for tuna salad.  The room was quiet as he stood at the counter and made two sandwiches.  He placed one before Liz, then sat down opposite from her.  Hopeful, eager to please.

 

Liz looked at the wheat bread and realized she really didn’t want anything to eat.  Drawing in a deep breath, she said to the sandwich, “I’m going to fail out.”

Surprise.  “What do you mean?” Max asked.

 

Liz lifted her head.  “I didn’t even get half of the questions answered, Max.  And what are the odds that I got all of the ones I did answer right?”  She frowned and shook her head.  “If I fail chemistry, I can just about forget a career in any science field.”

 

Max wiped his hands on his shorts.  “Can you tell me what happened?” he asked carefully.  “I know you knew the material.”

 

“I did,” she agreed, her gaze steady on his.  “And then the kid next to me started to panic.  Then all I could concentrate on was the fact he was panicking.  When it wasn’t him, it was the suicide queen ahead of me.”

 

Max’s dark eyes were sad.  “I’m sorry, Liz.”

 

“I know you are,” she repeated.  “I know you are because I can feel it.”

 

“We’ll work on that,” he tried to reassure her.  “We’ll work on getting you able to shut people out.”

 

“Nothing we’ve tried has worked,” she stated matter-of-factly.  “Maybe this is just the way I am now.  I just wish…”  Her voice trailed off and she looked away from him, back to the floor where the whirlwind should be.

 

Reaching across the table, Max took her small hand in his.  “You wish what, love?”

 

She met his gaze steadily.  “I just wish that I could have had this ‘gift’ while Alex was still alive.”

 

Grief.  “Liz –“

 

“No, Max.  You don’t understand the guilt of knowing that maybe I could have known what was going on with him or with Tess.  If I had been able to read their emotions, maybe he’d still be alive today.  Why couldn’t this have happened to me then?  Why is it happening to me now when all it’s causing is misery?”

 

Max released her hand and touched her hair, which was beginning to regain its former health.  “I do know that guilt,” he said softly and Liz immediately shared that feeling.  “But there are so many ‘what ifs’ when it comes to Alex’s death.  What if I’d been closer to the accident site and able to get to him before he’d died?  What if he’d come to one of us instead of going to confront Tess?  You can’t beat yourself up about a power you didn’t have at the time and didn’t know you’d get in the future.  I believe every thing has a time and a purpose.”

 

“What is my purpose, Max?” Liz asked, her stoic demeanor falling aside.

 

His fingers grazed her face.  “In the greater scheme of things, I don’t know, Liz.  I think it’s yet to be determined.”  He smiled gently.  “But for now, your purpose is to be with me, to let me help you work through all of these new things that are happening to you.  Because I think right now that’s my purpose.”

 

She smiled back at him and took his hand in hers.

 

“As for my immediate purpose, I think I need a shower,” he laughed and Liz nodded her agreement.  His expression turned devilish.  “And I think your immediate purpose is to join me.”

 

Of course she relented to his request.  As she followed him down the hallway, she hoped he was right.  She hoped that there was a reason for everything that happened – and that the reason for her new power wasn’t to make her fail out of school or drive her crazy.

 

 

Part Two

 

To some, being a college student and major-less could be a debilitating distraction – uncertainty for the future, pressure to pick the correct field, not a dead-end occupation that would put them in the unemployment line eventually.  But to Isabel Evans, being without a chosen path was a Godsend.

 

Without a major, she could study anything she wanted.  Sure, it might take her ten years to graduate at that rate, but she didn’t really care.  Each semester, instead of picking out classes defined by a curriculum, Isabel chose hers based on interest.  While math and science fell to the side, she gobbled up Art History, Music History, and Abnormal Psychology.  She took the last because she wanted to hear the professor’s stories of the insane asylum.  Entertainment value – that’s how she picked her course in life.

 

And it felt good to indulge herself for a change.  Too much had happen to her and her alien siblings in their short lives, too many bad things.  There hadn’t been much joy, much chance to do something that made completely no sense – like taking a class in archery.  But now, with Liz safely home albeit a little frazzled, Michael and Maria on the mend and on their own path, Isabel felt free to do something she wanted to do. Which at the moment was study the impact of conspiracy theories on modern literature.

 

Isabel’s brow was furrowed in concentration as she scanned the page of her text book.  She was only in the preface, but she was eager to see what the course held in store.  When she reached a particular event, her eyebrows shot straight up.  The infamous Roswell crash of 1947.  Involuntarily, she rolled her eyes – how had she not seen that coming?  Aside from the Kennedy assassination, wasn’t the Roswell crash the grand daddy of all conspiracies?  She had a fleeting thought  to abandon the class, but then realized that just maybe listening to the prof get all of the details wrong would be entertaining.  She’d even be willing to take those stories home and share them with her brothers so they could all get a good laugh.

 

“Well, now there’s a pretty lady who shouldn’t be sitting all alone.”

 

The hair on the back of Isabel’s neck immediately bristled.  Here it came – some jerk who thought that they were allowed to hit on her because she was pretty.  Some jerk who thought that she was stupid because she was blond.  Some jerk who was only hitting on her because she was busty.

 

Annoyed, she lifted her head, her face a mask of annoyance.  But when she saw the young man standing over her table, the irritation drifted away and she was momentarily stunned – he was gorgeous.

 

“Oh, sorry,” he said sheepishly, having caught her pissed-off expression.  He scratched his head, behind his right ear, and Isabel was immediately reminded of Max.  “I just suck at making small talk.”

 

Isabel quickly snapped her sarcasm chip back into place.  “But you seem perfectly capable of sexist, misogynistic comments.”

 

His cheeks flushed slightly as he held up his hands in a surrender position.  “Again, sorry.  I’m not good at approaching people.  I shouldn’t have interrupted you.” 

 

He turned to flee and Isabel felt a wave of guilt.  She could still be a bitch when she wanted, but at least now she was able to feel some remorse because of it.

 

“Wait,” she called and was pleased to see him stop.  “I’m the one who’s sorry.  Would you like to sit down?”

 

Relief flooding his young face, he grinned and Isabel felt her stomach do a little flip – he was even more gorgeous when he smiled.  As he pulled out the chair across from her, he held out his hand.

 

“I’m Carter,” he said.

 

She returned his smile and shook his hand lightly.  “Isabel.”

 

“Isabel,” he said as he sat.  “That’s a pretty name…”  His voice drifted off and his eyes darted away quickly.  “That wasn’t a pick up line or anything.  I really think it’s pretty.”

 

Isabel laughed lightly.  “I’m sorry about snapping at you, it’s just that –“

 

“You get hit on by every guy who crossed your path?” he guessed.

 

Surprised, she laughed and nodded.  “How did you guess?”

 

Carter cocked his head.  “Well, I would say that it should be obvious, but that would just be another – what did you say?  Misogynistic comment?”  There was a hint of playfulness in his tone.

 

Isabel flushed.  “Yeah, let’s just forget the last three minutes happened, okay?”

 

He nodded.  “Fair enough.”  He looked at her book.  “What’s your major?”  Then he burst out laughing, a full, unreserved laugh that took Isabel slightly off guard.  “Well, how’s that for a clichéd pickup line?”

 

She laughed with him.  “I don’t have a major,” she answered.

 

“Liberal arts, then,” he said, shrugging off his coat and letting it fall across the back of the plastic cafeteria chair. 

 

“I guess you could say that.  You?”

 

“Pre-med.”

 

Isabel’s eyebrows rose slightly.  As he explained about where he was in the program, she couldn’t keep her eyes from roaming over his well-fitting T-shirt, the healthy bulge of his biceps.  His hair was a rich blond, his eyes a deep blue – she thought maybe he was of Scandinavian descent, but she couldn’t be sure.  It was hard to be sure of anyone’s descent, considering the uniqueness of hers.

 

The whole time he talked, in her head she had an image of them together – the most striking couple at the university.  And she liked that image.

 

 

Liz lay perfectly still and watched Max sleep.  She could feel nothing he was feeling, and she had to wonder if people didn’t have emotions when they slept, or if she was simply unable to read them then.

 

A light snore was coming from her fiancé and she smiled lightly.  It had been a long time since he’d been relaxed enough to sleep soundly enough to snore.  These days, Max was happy, hopeful.  His being happy made Liz happy.  She had an overwhelming urge to touch him, but knew if she did, her peace would be over.

 

It was only at times like these, when they were alone and Max was asleep, that she got any reprieve from her new ‘gift.’  She had begun to look forward to nighttime, to when she could breathe easily again.  Often she would make herself stay up into the wee hours of the morning, just to enjoy the silence in her head.  But the next day she would be exhausted and less able to cope with the feelings when they came.  It was an unfair trade off.

 

As Liz listened to Max’s rhythmic snoring, it started to lull her into drowsiness. She fought it as long as she could, but eventually she lost the battle and slipped slowly into slumber…

 

Everything was fuzzy around the edges.  Liz looked around slowly, felt like she was moving under water.  It took a few moments before she realized where she was – the Crashdown.  It didn’t really make sense, not since she’d long ago moved to Albuquerque to go to school.  But for some reason her dream world had brought her back here, to the café her parents owned.

 

“It’s because of me,” a painfully familiar voice said.  “This is the last place you saw me.”

 

Suddenly, as if appearing from a fog, Liz spotted Alex sitting at the counter.  Joy burst within her and she ran to him, threw her arms around him and hugged him tightly.

 

“Oh my God!” Liz cried, though her tears had no substance.

 

Alex laughed lightly.  “He had something to do with it, yes.”

 

Liz pulled back and hopped into the stool next to his, never letting his hand go.  “Why are you here?  How did you get here?”

 

He shrugged.  “You want me to be here, so I am.”

 

She frowned.  “I don’t want you to be here,” she corrected.  “I want you to be back in the real world.”

 

Alex tilted his head to the side.  “Liz, you know I can’t be.”

 

 Her gaze drifted off, tried to focus on something in the distance and couldn’t.

 

“Liz, I love seeing you and all, but do you know why I’m here?”

 

She met his eyes, then nodded.  “I think so.  I have this new power,” she said, frowning.

 

“That’s great!”

 

She shook her head.  “Not really.  I feel what other people are feeling all of the time.  Sometimes I can’t tell which emotions are mine and which are theirs.”

 

“Oh,” Alex said, some of his enthusiasm waning.

 

Out of curiosity, she pushed out with her new power, trying to get a grip on his emotions.  She felt nothing.  “Why can’t I feel what you’re feeling?” she asked.  “Is it because you’re dead?”

 

He shook his head.  “No.  Dead people still have feelings.  You’re asleep.”

 

Interesting.  Liz sighed.  “I think maybe you can see why I’m not exactly thrilled with this new gift, as Max keeps calling it.”

 

Alex shrugged.  “Maybe it is a gift, Liz.”

 

“How can it be?  It feels more like a curse.”

 

“Do you think the power to heal could be a curse?”

 

She thought about it, thought back on Max’s Christmas crisis from a few years before – he’d let a man die, then had suffered guilt to the point where he almost got himself caught trying to right a wrong.  Then she thought of the look on Max’s face when he’d exited the coroner’s van after Alex’s car accident – she would never forget the devastation there, the sense that he’d disappointed everyone, including Alex.

 

“You do understand,” Alex said.  “You know that nothing special comes without a price.”

 

“But what am I supposed to do with this special thing?” she asked, frustrated.  “I can only think of one use for it, and at that time I didn’t have it.”

 

“Is that where I come in?” he asked, his tone suggesting he already knew the answer.

 

Liz looked down at her feet.  “Yes.  I just keep thinking that if I had developed this new power sooner, I might have been able to prevent what happened.”

 

Alex squeezed her hand, urging her to look at him.  “Liz, there is a plan for everyone.  I wasn’t supposed to grow old.  I wasn’t supposed to graduate from high school and get married and do all of those things adults do.  I was meant to die at 17.”

 

“Was I meant to die at 16?” she asked, afraid of the answer.

 

“Would you rather have?” he challenged.  “Your new gift is a result of Max Evans saving you when you were shot.  To rid yourself of that gift is to rid yourself of the last four years of your life.  Would you be able to make that trade?”

 

Suddenly feeling selfish and guilty, Liz looked away from him again.

 

“I know if I had that choice,” he continued, “there’s no way I’d pass on four more years of life.  Being dead’s not so bad, but it’s also not like being alive.  But like I said, that was the plan that was designed for me.  You have a different plan, a plan that includes that gift of yours.”

 

“But what plan?” she sighed.

 

He shrugged lightly.  “I don’t know.  I can’t see the future.  I only know that everything happens for a reason and there’s a reason you are the way you are.”  He touched her face tenderly.  “So please stop feeling guilty that you couldn’t save me.  Trust Max – he has the key to everything.”

 

Liz’s eyebrows rose slightly.  “What does that mean?”

 

“I have to go now,” Alex said as though he hadn’t heard her question.

 

“You can’t go now, Alex,” she pleaded.  “Tell me what that meant.  Tell me what Max has the key to.”

 

“Next time, summon me under happier circumstances, okay?”  He gave her a smile, then disappeared as quickly as he’d come.

 

 

Part Three

 

The Evans children had made a pact with one another.  Once Max’s life was bonded to Liz’s, and both he and Isabel had moved out of their parents’ house, the vowed that they would do at least one activity a week together, just the two of them.  And they’d held true to their promise.

 

Of late, the activity had been Wednesday morning trips to the gym and breakfast.  Neither of them had classes on that day, so they’d get up early, meet at the gym for some pretty intensive workouts then go to breakfast.  The workouts consisted of strength training and something cardiovascular – usually running five or six miles.  In the beginning, Isabel had been hard pressed to keep up with her brother, but it brought a smile to her face when she was able to finish her run at the same time he did; she smiled even broader the first time she noticed he was pushing himself to run faster than her.

 

Now they were at breakfast.  As Isabel picked at a meager offering of fresh fruit and coffee, she eyed the mass of food on Max’s plate – eggs, sausage, pancakes, and a huge pile of hash browns.  She felt her mouth water as she watched him drizzle syrup over the pancakes.

 

“How can you eat like that?” she asked, annoyed that she couldn’t.  “I’d weigh two hundred pounds if I ate like that.  You do something, don’t you?”  Accusation dripped from her tone.

 

Max put down the syrup container and looked at his breakfast.  “If you’re asking if I’ve found a cure for fat cells, the answer is no,” he answered, putting to rest her thoughts that he somehow used his powers to stay thin.

 

Her brow creased with curiosity.  “Then how do you do it?”

 

He cut into the stack of pancakes and shoved a forkful into his mouth.  After he swallowed, he pointed his fork at her.  “It’s just that I’m male.  Males burn more fat than females.”

 

Isabel frowned.  “Figures.”  But then her dour mood drifted away and she cut into her cantaloupe.  “So, how’s things?”

 

“You mean since last Wednesday?”

 

She nodded.

 

Max shrugged.  “Pretty much the same.”  He frowned behind his coffee cup.  “Except I’m a little worried about Liz.”

 

Isabel released a silent sigh.  “When aren’t you worried about her, Max?”

 

“I think she’s failing out of school.”

 

She stopped picking at the fruit and regarded him seriously.  “You’re kidding.  Liz Parker?”

 

Max nodded, pushed at the mound of potatoes.  “She can’t concentrate.  Too much going on in her head.”

 

Isabel nodded in understanding.  “Haven’t been able to find a way around that yet?”

 

He shook his head.  “Nope.  I think it would help if I had any mental ability at all.”  He paused, realizing that his comment made it sound like he was stupid, and laughed.  “I mean, my gifts are all physical.  Do you know what I mean?”

 

Isabel did know what he meant.  Her powers were cerebral – the ability to dreamwalk.  Tess’s power had been cerebral – the ability to mindwarp.  And now Liz had followed suit and acquired a cerebral power as well.  Which meant that men might burn more fat, but women were imminently smarter.  She grinned.

 

“Yep, I know what you mean.  Do you think I might help her?”

 

Max frowned.  It wasn’t that he didn’t what his sister’s help – God knew that if it weren’t for her, he and Liz would still be living in the pod chamber – but for once he wanted to be the one to help Liz.  “Not right away,” he answered.  “Let me try a few other things.”

 

“Okay.  Whenever you want me, I’m here.”

 

They ate quietly for awhile, then Max sighed and put down his fork.  “Okay, there is something else.”

 

Isabel stopped chewing, her eyebrows arched upward.

 

“Something odd happened last night,” he confessed.

 

“What do you mean?”

 

“Liz woke me up in the middle of the night.  She said she wanted the key.”

 

Isabel gave a quick shake of her head.  “What key?”

 

Max shrugged, bewildered.  “I don’t know.  All she said was that someone told her I had the key to everything.  She kept demanding I give it to her.  Finally, I convinced her I didn’t have anything and she went back to sleep.  This morning, she didn’t remember any of it.”

 

“Wow.”  Isabel thought for a moment.  “Dream?”

 

“Maybe.”

 

“Talking in her sleep?”

 

“Not likely.”

 

“Huh.”  She picked at her fruit salad.  “Do you want me to go in and see what’s going on?”

 

Max shook his head vigorously.  “No.  Please don’t do that.  Liz is different now - she might be able to detect that you’re there.”

 

“Good point.”

 

“I just wanted to tell someone else because it was bothering me,” he said, picking up his fork and continuing his breakfast.

 

Isabel watched him for a moment and saw that he was a little shaken by the event, then reached over and patted his arm.  “It’s okay, Max.  It was probably just a weird dream or something.  Sometimes dreams can seem very real.”

 

“Yeah, that was probably it.”  His gaze drifted over her shoulder to the pastry counter, where a young man tending the counter met his gaze and looked away quickly.  Max smiled.  “Your admirer is here today.”

 

Isabel turned in her seat and spotted the boy trying to duck behind some loafs of bread.  Internally, she winced.  The guy was nice, but a definite geek.  He was so awkward and uncomfortable that he made her feel the same way.  She swiveled around to look at her brother, who was grinning sadistically.

 

“I can get his name and number if you want,” he offered.

 

“Oh, God, please don’t, Max.”  She rolled her eyes and stabbed aggressively at a strawberry.

 

Max shrugged.  “Seems like a nice guy.”

 

“Yes, he does.  But I’m not interested.”  Her insides started to churn a little.  Was now the right time to tell him about her new friend?  The timing seemed right.  “Uh, I’m not interested…because I met someone.”

 

Startled, Max put his cup down hard on its saucer, some of its contents sloshing over the side.  “What?”

 

“Please don’t yell, Max,” Isabel requested, her eyes darting away from him.

 

He blinked.  “I’m sorry.  I’m not going to yell.  You just surprised me.  Who is he?”

 

“A med student at the college,” she answered, trying to hide her nervousness.  “His name is Carter.”

 

Max watched her body language, saw that it was hard for her to talk about this with him.  Did she think that he had the ability to make her stop seeing someone? 

 

“I know the risks,” she said, biting one corner of her mouth.  “You don’t need to remind me.”

 

“I’m not going to,” he assured her, trying to keep his tone even, to let her know she wasn’t being reprimanded.  “How did you meet him?”

 

She smiled.  “He came up to me in the cafeteria.  He just started talking and we hit it off.  I , uh…I have a date with him tonight.”

 

Silence weighed heavily while Isabel waited for Max to relax and Max tried to determine the appropriate way to react.

 

“Good,” he finally said, drawing a surprised look from his sister.  “Isabel, none of us is alone.  I don’t believe you should be condemned to be by yourself.  If you have a date, I think that’s wonderful.”

 

She let out a breath she hadn’t even realized she was holding.  “Really?”

 

“Really.  I know you can take care of yourself.  I trust you to make the right decisions.”

 

At that, she practically beamed.

 

“So,” he said, cutting one of the sausage links in half.  “Where are you going?”

 

Grinning, she reached over and stabbed half of the sausage with her fork.  Max looked at her in surprise – so much for watching her fat intake.

 

“Well,” she answered, “just a movie.”

 

“Movies are good,” he said.  “Nice, safe first date.”  He stopped short, his eyes a little wide.  “This is the first date, isn’t it?”

 

She laughed and nodded.  “Yeah.  But I hope there are more.  I think I really like him.”

 

Max noticed the counter clerk eyeing his sister again.  “And I think there’s someone over there who really likes you.”

 

“Ugh, Max,” she sighed.  “Do you have to spoil the moment?”

 

He gave a little laugh.  “The poor guy’s got it bad for you, Iz.”

 

“Well, he gives me the creeps.”

 

“Then I guess you’re making me pay the bill again?”

 

She nodded.  “Please?  I can’t deal with him today.”

 

Max relented and reached for his wallet.  Isabel handed him some money to pay for her portion and he went to the counter with the check.  The boy took the check from him, his eyes glancing sadly at the back of Isabel’s golden head.

 

“That’s Isabel,” Max whispered.

 

The boy’s head shot up, like he’d been stabbed in the ribs.  Max could see it in his face – he thought that Isabel and Max were a couple and he’d been caught ogling her.

 

“She’s my sister,” he clarified quietly, and watched the boy relax a bit.

 

The boy shifted his weight and punched the order into the register.  There was something oddly familiar about him, but Max couldn’t figure out what.  <