Author: Icalynn
E-mail: Icalynn26@yahoo.com
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
Summary: Takes place after 'Graduation'.
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Muse #2 - A set of words. August 19th- September 2nd, 2002
Frivolous - Sorcerer - Enchantment - Punishment
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Life isn't fair.
By all appearances, I am an all American teenage boy- but, I am far from that. I should be annoyed with all the tedious and frivolous joys of being a teenager, but I`m not.
I should have died. But, lucky me- I was given the chance to live again. And for that, I am a serving a life long punishment-
My punishment is to run for the rest of my life, all because I know an alien.
What's the use of living if I can't live?
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My powers are coming in. I'm becoming a freak like them.
Soon, I will be able to do little tricks, like a sorcerer or a wizard. But, what good are a few little tricks when I have no one to share it with? When I feel so alone?
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Isabel ran off last night. She left a little note saying she had to be with Jesse. She's pregnant and the baby needed a father-
My heart aches at the thought of her with him. My heart plunges and once again I am left with feelings that aren't returned.
Liz, Tess, Isabel- every one that I have ever loved have left me to be with another. I guess, I am destined to be alone.
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I left a note- but, I don't think the sickeningly sweet couples will notice my absence. They haven't noticed me for awhile now. Max and Liz, Michael and Maria, Liz and Max, Maria and Michael. Gag me with a spoon.
The nights air feels cool against my skin, I don't know where I am heading. I guess it doesn't really matter- I don't have any one to share it with.
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The enchantment of soft moonlight surrounds me and for a split second I feel safe. I don't even know where I am. But, it feels so right- maybe I can make it my home.
I'm so tired of running, I just don't care anymore.
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I think I'm going crazy. I've seen her-
I see her every where I turn.
Why her? Why now?
It can't be her- she blew herself up.
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I can feel her behind me, but I don't turn around. I've been afraid to acknowledge her- we've been playing a dangerous game of hide and seek for weeks now.
I take a deep breathe and turn to her, our gazes locking instantly. Time stands still as our questions linger in the air.
"You know about them, about us-" she states as I nod in reply, neither of us needing any further explanation.
I open my mouth to speak as she steps closer to me, her crystal blue eyes burning into mine. She continues to study me as I study her.
She looks so much like her, it's uncanny. Her blonde curls, her blue eyes, and curvy figure- but, there's something different in her eyes.
She seems as lost as I feel.
"Why are you here?" She questions, breaking the silence between us.
"Why not?" I shrug as she contemplates my answer.
"Fair enough-" she sighs as she leans back against the wall. "Hungry?"
"Famished-" I smile as she grins.
Maybe, I found my home.
The end.
